Prizewinning Contest Stories S«M VI369 NV WHU.IVE 989nv 6EZ.C, 7A0t;A 1 A 7A0 Rod Serlings April 1983/ $2.50 NEW JOURNEYS OF THE IMAGINATION AND ALWAYS , . THE UNEXPECTED Magazine THE TWILIGHT ZONE MOVIE ROD SERLING WOULD HAVE BRSTMANS® rTT^ TTTj 1 f ‘ [•1 1 li f‘i 1 1 1 1 s' 1 1 li 1*1 1 li • Rod Serlings Magazine March/April 1983 TZ CONTEST WINNERS Ahbie Herrick 35 The Journey Brian Ferguson 2>1 Critique Susan Rooke 39 Evening in the Park William B. Barfield 41 Say Goodbye to Judy FICTION Scott Edelman 42 Fifth Dimension Juleen Brantingham 44 Nightbears Bruce J. Balfour 66 The Last Adam and Eve Story Dakota Safari Byron Marshall 76 Murchison’s Dream And Now I’m Waiting Richard Matheson 80 FEATURES Carol Serling 5 A Word from the Publisher In the Twilight Zone TZ Interview: Colin Wilson A Colin Wilso n Sampler Screen Preview: ‘The Hunger’ TZ Discovery: Notes for a ‘T wilight Zone’ Movie TZ Classic Teleplay: ‘A World of His Own’ Show¥y-Show Guide to TV’s ‘'Dvilight Zone’: Part Twenty-Three Lisa Tuttle 24 Colin Wilson 30 James Vemiere 50 Rod Serling 56 Richard Matheson 88 Marc Scott Zicree 100 OTHER DIMENSIONS Gahan Wilson 8 Thomas M. Disch 12 Books Joel A. Samberg 15 Video Kathleen Murray 17 Quiz: ‘Heroes & Heavies’ Revisited Covef art by Kari Broymon A Note from the Publisher. . . Some years ago a writer noted, “On October 2, 1959, a new television series will be launched. If it is anywhere nearly as successful as certain powers are betting it will be, then the dream of every green- blooded fan will come true and we’ll have, for the first time, decent science fiction and fantasy drama available on a regular basis. If, by any chance, the series should turn out to be as successful as those powers hope, then something like a revolution will occur.” The man was Charles Beaumont, screenwriter and fantasist. He was talking about The Twilight Zone. Prophetic? Yes! And the revolution hasn’t abated; it’s an ongoing phenomenon. Twilight Zone is alive and well and everywhere. Witness: • Two years ago Twilight Zone Magazine hit the newsstands, and we’ve been going strong ever since. Our circulation has more than doubled with this issue, which marks our second anniversary— and also presents the thr ee winners of our Twilight Zone short story contest. • This fall a book called The Twilight Zone Companion appeared on the scene and cheered all the loyal tv fans who can recite all the Twilight Zone episodes chapter and verse. The book, incidentally, was written by our own Marc Scott Zicree, who does the “Show-by-Show Guide” every month. • And perhaps the biggest news of all is that Steven Spielberg and a few of his pals— John Landis, Joe Dante, and George Miller— have gotten together and said, “Let’s make a Twilight Zone movie!” Some of you know all this because you’ve been with us for the past two years. This, then, is a special welcome to our new readers . —and a word about what you’ll find when you enter the Twilight Zone. The easy part is describing what you won’t find: the sort of exploitative melodrama in which “oceans of gore compete with oceans of bile evoked.” There will be no sadism and violence for the titillation it brings, none of the gimmickry of Hollywood horror. , What you will find is harder to define— though many have tried. For instance: “Stories of the unexpected, where anything can happen . . . and usually does.” “Stories that might be true and stories that could not be true.” “Stories that will appealingly appall you and fill you with a delicious dread”— or, as Charles Beaumont once said, “Stories that will appeal to the fiend in you.” “Stories that will explore your inner space and outer space.” “Stories by people, about people, and for the satisfaction of people.” In short, mysterious, provocative, vaguely terrifying stories that expand the imagination, that “stretch it to induce things never before seen or dreamed of.” Even Anthony Boucher had his problems defining the genre, which, he felt, could turn out to be either “subliterate” or “the freshest hope for literature. It is the most realistic or escapist form of fiction. It is freeing men’s minds for a better world to come, or it is enslaving them for an Orwellian State. It is a vehicle of scientific prophecy one step ahead of fact, or it is a hodgepodge of false facts and falser thinking masquerading in the name of science.” In any event, when you read this magazine you’re on a journey, and in the words of its creator: The highway leads to the shadowy tip of reality; you’re on a through route to the land of the different, the bizarre, the unexplainable ... Go as ’ far as you like on this road. Its limits are only those of the mind itself. You’re entering the wondrous dimension of the imagination. Next stop— the Twilight Zone. M In addition to the stories, in the months to come you can expect to find: • Profiles of the masters, the men and women who shaped modern fantasy, along with classic tales of terror and the supernatural. • Reviews of the latest books and movies in the genre and interviews with the people responsible for them. • Striking photo portfolios of the world’s haunted places —and of surreal worlds found only in dreams. • A wealth of never-before- Ijublished Rod Serling memorabilia, including tv shows, radio dramas, and— in this issue— his personal notes for a Twilight Zone movie. • And for the next few months we’ll bring you exclusive on-the-set coverage of the real Twilight Zone movie that’s now in production. (I can definitely promise this; I’m in the film.) We’d like to hear from you, too: what interests you, which sections please you most, and what you’d like to see us change. You can even tell us what sections to drop— or send us an item for our “Etc.” column, where we rely upon readers’ contributions. I hope that all the above has given you some idea of what to expect on your journey through these pages. Enjoy! Associate Publisher 5 i N I H- __E Winners . . . ' You remember the ancient parable about the bird who, every thousand years, comes flying by with a single grain of sand in its beak and drops it in a little pile, and how, when that pile eventually grows into : a thousand-mile-high mountain, it’s ' still just the briefest eye-blink in the mighty vastness of eternity? Sure ' you do. Well, reader Joseph Tarulli of Brooklyn has come up with a similar illustration— not quite as hopeless, thank God— regarding the j chances of winning Twilight Zone’s story contest; I Imagine q large three-story women's * department store. Amid the tremendous ' inventory hangs a blue dress, one . appropriate for the office, a dinner, or a 1 house party. The style is tasteful, the fit complimentary, and the price reasonable. There is nothing in the world ; wrong with this dress, and there is no other dress exactly like it. ! Now, only one woman passes i through this huge store each I week— which means that just fifty-two I people a year are choosing among i literally thousands upon thousands of ! garmenfs. Moreover, at least half these people enter the store without any i intention of buying, merely to browse or ' kill time. And of the other half, perhaps : only three would actually be in the market for a dress; fhe rest are more interested in girdles, shoes, slacks, blouses, etc. Furthermore, the odds are great that the three potential dress buyers will reject the blue dress because they don't happen to like the color or the style, or else it simply isn't their size. Every year, a writer has about as much chance of selling a story as our hypothetical department store has of selling that blue dress, j Sincere congratulations to the winnersi i Jesus! I didn’t know things were I that bad in either The Twilight Zone or publishing in general. Still, I suspect Tarulli’s a lot closer to the mark than ninety-year-old publishing great Alfred Knopf, who claimed in a recent Newsweek, “It must be impossible to write a book so bad that no house will take it.” Obviously Herrick Fer^fuson Marshall Fdelman it’s been sixty years since the guy’s seen a slush pile. But even though TZ’s contest I wasn’t a one-in-a-million proposition, j we did receive more than four thousand entries this year, despite ! the fact that we’d limited the j contest, for the first time, to just one i entry per writer. I Because of the huge number of . submissions, and because so many of I them were of genuinely high quality, , picking a winner proved a lot harder I than expected, and in the end, after j endless bickering, bloody noses, and ; page after page of abstruse ; statistical analysis, we editors simply I threw up our hands and decided that, ! instead of consigning our three ■ favorite stories to first, second, and I third place, we’d award “first place” i to all three and let the writers split I the total prize money— a thousand dollars— among themselves. (The : leftover penny. I’m told, has been I plowed back into research and ' development.) Of course, there are bound to be a few malcontents out there (and don’t think we don’t know who you are) muttering things like “cop-out” and “quitters,” but as we see it, the three prizewinners exhibit so much diversity in style and approach that it would be unfair to rank them. So there. Surely the most savage of the bunch is Critique by BRIAN FERGUSON (I’m going in alphabetical order), which he describes as “my reaction to a college-level creative writing class. Those who read the story often find it disturbingly familiar.” We certainly did. Ferguson himself, from North Salt Lake, Utah, teaches English in a local junior high school and is Balfour obviously good at empathizing with | his students. ABBIE HERRICK’S poignant story The Journey also had its roots in a college writing class. The instructor suggested that the story j deserved to be published, but finding j the right magazine was a problem. i “It wasn’t science fiction,” Herrick ! ! recalls, “and it v/asn’t exactly i j mainstream. It didn’t seem to fit I i anywhere.” We hope you’ll agree I that it fits perfectly in Twilight Zone. I The author, a Brooklynite, has ! supported herself by everything from ; washing cars to prop building and j stunt work while pursuing an j I interest in video and film. ! j Native Texan SUSAN ROOKE j ! has found that life in Austin with a I j husband and five overweight cats j j provides her with all the story i 1 material she' needs. “The city is I crammed with atmosphere and ! characters,” she says. “Sometimes I I think I know more than my share of . the latter.” Still, it’s unlikely the ^ place has any character as odd as the ^ little old lady in Rooke’s wonderfully cynical Evening in the Park. As a special bonus, we couldn’t resist adding Say Goodbye to Judy to the trio of contest winners. Its author, WILLIAM B. BARFIELD, was born in Baton Rouge, educated 1 in Mississippi, and now works as an engineer in Charlotte, where he helped found the Aardvarks Literary | Guild, a local writer’s roundtable , soon to put out a small magazine of its own. There are other entrants, too, whose stories deserve honorable mention. A few of them came very close to winning. You’ll find these finalists listed on page 102. ; BYRON MARSHALL, author of 6 Photo credit. Motheson/Morc Scott Zicree RODSERLING’S WGHT PNE““ S. Edward Orenstein President & Chairman Sidney Z. Gellman Secretary /Treasurer Leon Garry Eric Protter Executive Vice-Presidents Executive Publisher: S. Edward Orenstein Publisher: Eric Protter Associate Publisher and Consulting Edi tor: Carol Serling Harfield Editor: T.E.D. Klein Managing Editor: Jane Bayer Associate Editor: Robert Sabat Contributing Editors: Thomas M. Disch, Gahan Wilson, Marc Scott Zicree t dead. 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Says David Weiner, research editor at the National Video Clearinghouse in New York, “As the largest video information center in the country, we get many inquiries about the videocassette availability of shows like The Twilight Zone, The Outer Limits, Suspense, Thriller, and Alfred Hitchcock Presents. Of these, only one episode of The Twilight Zone is on videotape, and even that wasn’t originally produced for the series; it was a French short subject called ‘An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge.’ ’’ Less than a handful of other mystery and suspense programs from American tv join “Owl Creek Bridge’’ in the home video market. Too bad. Today many shows in each new television season (bland as they may be) are based around the highest- rated pilots. A few seasons back the category was “jigglevision,” with the antics of Farrah Fawcett, Suzanne Somers, ard Loni Anderson graciously bestowed upon us. Last season it was the return of the old lawmen, with stars like Robert Stack, Jam^s Arness, and Mike Connors. In the fifties and early sixties, however, much of what we saw was based on the imaginations of great writers like Rod Serling, Reginald Rose, Paddy Chayefsky, and Abby Mann, not on the success of any one pilot. Each episode left more to the imagination than to the star value. In terms of acting, writing, and directing, the emphasis was on talent, not titillation. Furthermore, there was something: about the black and white coolness and the small- screen distance that made these shows— at least the mystery and suspense programs— eerie and foreboding. When the first videocassette machines for the home were introduced back in 1975, no one knew what kind of prerecorded programs would be marketed to play on them. A few veteran distributors of 16mm films for schools, hospitals, and special interest groups quickly got into the act by marketing public domain movies, low-budget flicks, and how-to and instructional programs made for very specialized audiences (like “Police Officer Training’’ and “Shelter Construction in Winter”). Soon the motion picture studios jumped in by releasing (through separate home video divisions) their major pictures, like Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid, A Little Romance, and Saturday Night Fever. Recent features and older classics remain the primary draw of home video. More generalized how-to and instructional programs have been produced exclusively for the home video market to teach everything from aerobic exercise to self-defense. Music and comedy tapes have appeared, and even television has been making inroads with comedy and variety programs like Ozzie and Harriet, The Milton Berle Show, Amos and Andy, and Kraft Music Hall having episodes represented. Many small, independent companies have been founded within the past three years to acquire and distribute these videocassette programs. Of the thousands of series and specials broadcast over the past thirty years, only about two hundred individual shows are presently being marketed on prerecorded videocassettes. Many hundreds more are gone forever, having been performed live and never kinescoped. Our interest here is in the mystery, fantasy, and suspense ' pro^ams of the fifties and early sixties. For more of them to make it to the home video arena, the original producers who own the shows and the syndication companies that handle their rerun distribution must be willing to license episodes to video firms for national distribution (or to get into video marketing themselves). Both are afraid, however, that the cassette versions of their properties will be duplicated and pirated, and that the creative and technical talents they represent will * be (Cheated out of proper residuals. Their worries are not unfounded; video piracy is certainly a problem today. Video Swapper (29912 Little Mack Avenue, Roseville, MI 48066), the major consumer video magazine that caters to those who wish to sell or trade cassettes, has a section called “Collector’s Showcase.” Publisher Gary Mancuso acknowledges that he has seen a few ads placed for the selling or trading of Twilight Zone episodes that must have been taped off the air, even though the magazine tries to make it known that it does not encourage such activity. “We say in the magazine that we are not responsible for any of the advertisements,” Mancuso explains. Furthermore, the editorial staff periodically runs articles about home taping and copyright infringement to keep their readers informed about the laws and their meanings. The Videophile, which recently suspended publication in Tallahassee, Florida, always ran a notice in its “Mini- Ads” section that said, in part, “It is not our intention to serve as a conduit through which 15 Illustration by Florence Neal VIDEO the illegal duplication or sale of copyright material may be accomplished. We will not knowingly accept advertising for the sale of such material.” Nevertheless, “Mini- Ads” was crowded with sale and trade requests for many movies and tv shows that haven’t been legitimately released on cassette. Editor and publisher Jim Lowe says he may try to begin publishing again in the near future at a new location. Dave Weiner of the National Viedo Clearinghouse says he knows of people who have taped nearly every episode of every great mystery and suspense program of the fifties and sixties. “One guy I know has two television sets and two videocassette recorders,” Weiner says. “Both VCRs are either always recording or are on the * timer to record at a later time. He has thousands of dollars worth of blank cassettes. He tapes reruns off network and local stations, and his cable hookup enables him to tape shows off local channels from out of town. And with two machines he can duplicate tapes that he borrows from other video hobbyists. He’s a nut.” Nut or not (criminal or not), this gentleman has a videocassette library of old tv shows that the networks would be envious of. But what about the programs that are legally available? Here’s a rundown. “An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge” was shown on The Tiuilight Zone in 1962 (see Show-By-Show Guide, page 101). It was based on a short story by Ambrose Bierce. Bierce, born in 1842, often wrote about soldiers and wartime civilians, with something of a misanthropic point of view. In fact, one biographer characterized his life as being filled with “dead ends, failures, and tragedies.” Made into a short film by Robert Enrico in 1957, “An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge” concerns a spy during the Civil War who is condemned to be hanged. He manages to escape by the sheer strength of his convictions and seems to make his way home to his wife. He soon meets an ironic and supernatural destiny, perhaps finding fulfillment, perhaps not. Enrico made effective use of manipulative camera work and editing, with subjective angles, quick 16 cuts, and exhaustive pacing. “Owl Creek” is a neat little story, but it is not even in The Twilight Zone syndication package shown in some cities. It is available from three or four video program distributors, such as Festival Films and Shokus Video. (Festival is at 4445 Aldrich Avenue South, Minneapolis, MN 55409. Shokus is at P.O. Box 8434, Van Nuys, CA 91409.) Festival Films specializes in 16mm classics. Its owners like film better than video, but will make most of their titles available on cassette for anyone who requests it. They claim that, to the best of their knowledge, all films listed for sale in their catalog are in the public domain and not under copyright in this country. They include Night and Fog, Nosferatu (the 1922 silent version). Triumph of the Will, and other film school standards. Shokus Video, whose executives assert that tape is their only business, has (besides “Owl Creek”) a package of old tv shows marketed under tbe umbrella title “Mystery and Espionage.” A single episode of four separate old shows are included. They are Overseas Adventure, Secret File USA, Waterfront, and Dr. Hudson’s Secret Journal. Company President Stuart Shostak says that all four shows are “campy” but interesting for their tv-historical value. Shostak buys old tv shows and outtake reels in the public domain, dubs them onto video cassettes, and sells them to trivia buffs and nostalgia addicts. He always performs copyright searches on all his programs and offers verifications to anyone who inquires. Companies like Discount Video (1117 North Hollywood Way, Burbank, CA 91510), Video Dimensions (110 East 23rd Street, New York, NY 10010), and Nostalgia Merchant (6255 Sunset Boulevard, Hollywood, CA 90028) disti'ibute not only titles that can be found only in their catalogs, but titles from many other suppliers as well. Every once in a while an episode from one of the great old shows surfaces. Latest in the Discount catalog is an episode from Tales of Tomorrow called “Windows,” starring Rod Steiger. Tales of Tomorrow ran from August, 1951, to June, 1953, on ABC. Nostalgia Merchant carries two cassettes with four Tomorrow episodes on each, including “Frankenstein” with Lon Chaney, “Appointment on Mars” with Leslie Nielsen, and “Past Tense” with Boris Karloff. Video Dimensions maintains a programming emphasis on surreal and oddball show's, like The Betty Boop Festival and Carson’s Cellar (Johnny’s first, low-budget show), but they also have the pilot of Lost in Space. In fact, the pilot episode, aired on September 15, 1965, is a treasured possession of many video program suppliers. That, of course, was the one in which Dr. Smith, working for a foreign government, attempted to sabatoge the Robinson family’s five-year mission to Alpha Centauri by progjramming the robot to blow up the ship after take-off. Paramount Home Video (a division of Paramount Pictures at 5451 Marathon Street, Hollywood, CA 90038) now distributes quite a few episodes of Star Trek on cassette. They include “The Tholian Web,” “Mirror, Mirror,” “The Menagerie” (which was the first pilot starring Jeffrey Hunter as Captain Pike), and “City on the Edge of Forever,” written by Harlan Ellison. Paramount Home Video is one of the studio-related firms involved in home video, along with 20th Century-Fox Video, Columbia Pictures Home Entertainment, and Warner Home Video. Most deal exclusively with retail stores and have various sakjs and rental plans. The independent firms— Festival Films, Shokus Video, Discount Video, Video Dimensions, Nostalgia Merchant and others— usually sell to retail outlets and directly to consumers, and the programs are often for sale only. Prices range between $50 and $80 per cassette. For mystery and fantasy shows from yesterday’s tv on today’s cassettes, that’s about all there is. Home video, it seems, has not lived up to many of our expectations, especially considering the nature of its possibilities. But then again, who knew in ’62 that one day we would be able to tape a newscast of a Space Shuttle landing while we’re vacationing and play it back when we return? So I guess we’re still a little ahead of the game. 10 The ‘Heroes & Heavies’"^ Quiz Revisited compiled by Kathleen Murray / ^9 Fantasy and horror films draw much of their power from the conflict of good versus evil. Here’s a chance to test your wits-or at least your trivia IQ-by matching good guys and bad guys with the films they appeared in together. The first “Heroes & Heavies” Quiz, back in November, was responsible for a rash of nervous break- downs throughout the country because it forced you to come up with the titles of the films. Therefore, at the j, insistence of medical authorities, we’ve added an alpha- y betical listing of the movies in question. This is still a ■P tough quiz, however, and matching even twenty of the names means you’re something of a savant. Anyone get- ting thirty or more correct has obviously peeked at the answers, which appear on page 87. 1. Rosalind Russell 2. Otto Kruger 3. Martin Balsam 4. Victor Kilian 5. Ralph Bates 6. Joel McCrea 7. Gloria Talbott 8. Fredric March 9. Keir Dullea lO. Edward DeSouza n. Peter Cushing 12. James Ellison 13. Sigourney Weaver 14. Donald Sutherland 15. Zita Johann- 16. Nita Naldi 17. Raymond Massey 18. Edward Van Sloan 19. Laurence OHvior 20. Glenda Farrell 21. Douglass Montgomery 22. David Soul 23. John Justin 24. Eric Porter 25. Patrick Magee 26. Geoffrey Keen 27. Edward Woodward 28. Brian Donlevy 29. Bruno Ganz 30. Angela Lansbury 31. Gregory Peck 32. Colin Clive 33. Blake Edwards 34. Guy Williams 35. Ralph Richardson A. Leslie Banks B. Martine Beswick 0. Anthony Perkins D. Cecil Kellaway E. Bela Lugosi F. James Mason G. Boris Karloff FI. Klaus Kinski I. Leonard Nimoy J. Ian Flolm K. Angharad Rees L. John Floward M. Michael Landon N. Conrad Veidt O. Flurd Flatfield P. Kim Stanley Q. Charles Middleton R. Peter Lorre S. Frank Langella T. Ralph Richardson U. Patrick Allen V. Michael Gough W. Richard Wordsworth Y, Christopher Lee Z. Robert Montgomery AA. Tom Tryon BB. David Warner CC. Douglas Rain DD. Lionel Atwill EE. John Barrymore FF. Claude Rains GG. Flarvey Stephens FIFI. Albert Dekker II. Noel Willman JJ. Gloria Flolden Allen The Creeping Unknown Doctor Cyclops Doctor Jekyll and Mr. Hyde Doctor Jekyll and Sister Hyde Dracula (1931) Dracula (1979) Dracula's Daughter Hands of the Ripper Horrors of the Black Museum I Married a Monster from Outer Space I Married a Witch 1 M/os a Teenage Werewolf Invasion of the Body Snatchers Kiss of Evil Mad Love The Most Dangerous Game The Mummy The Mystery of Edwin Drood Mystery of the Wax Museum Night Creatures Night Must Fall Nosferatu The Omen The Picture of Dorian Gray Psycho 'Salem's Lot Seance on a Wet Afternoon The Sirangler of the Swamp The Thief of Bagdad Things to Come Time Bandits 2001: A Space Odyssey The Undying Monster The Wicker Man ® 17 © 1981 Avco Embassy 1983 Warner Bros. IT'S STILL A GOOD LIFE With The Twilight Zone contribution is based on the aiming for a summer Twilight Zone tv episode release, shooting on the “It’s a Good Life,” which Steven Spielberg- John Rod Serling adapted from a Landis coproduction should short story by Jerome be completed by the time Bixby. When the show was you read this, with each of first aired on November 3, the four major sequences 1961, it starred young Billy helmed by a different Mumy as Anthony director: Landis, Spielberg, Fremont, the six-year-old George Miller (director of tyrant whose supernatural the Australian Mad Max powers terrorize a town, and The Road Warrior), Mumy played two other and Joe Dante (Piranha roles on The Twilight and The Hmvling). Zone— he also starred in Though, like the other “Long Distance Call” and sequences, it will not bear “In Praise of Pip”— but an individual title, Dante’s “Good Life,” he recalls. was his favorite. 1978 tv film And Your Mumy will play a cameo Name Is Jonah, with Sally role in this new version, Struthers and James which has been written by Woods. On Christmas 1981 veteran Twilight Zone he joined Sally Fields and scenarist Richard Matheson William Hurt in a live (see page 88). The part of broadcast of All the Way Anthony is now being Home. The Twilight Zone played by eleven-year-old will be his second feature Jeremy Licht, who’s film; his first. The Next, is starred in numerous Movies due for :felease soon, of the Week, including Once In Dante’s sequence. Upon a Family, The Licht will be joining Comeback Kid, Father Kathleen Quinlan, star of Figure (with Timothy such films as I Never Hutton as his older Promised You a Rose brother), Skeezer, and— as Garden and The Runner another Anthony— in the Stumbles. She plays school- Below; In a sequence based on tje Twilight Zone episode "It’s a Good Life," Kathleen Quinlan portrays Helen Foley, a troubled young teacher forced to come to grips with the extraordinary— and terrifying— supernatural powers of young Anthony Fremont (Jeremy Licht). Quinlan's best-known role to date; the lead in / Never Promised You a Rose Garden. Dante (right) ori location during filming of the "Good Life" sequence. The story has been altered from the original Rod Serling television episode, with Richard Matheson’s script focusing on one terrorized family. teacher Helen Foley, a character that didn’t appear in the original version but who here assumes a central importance in the plot. (The name is taken from Rod Serling’s high school English teacher, the real Helen Foley, who still resides in Binghamton, New York.) Also featured are four Twilight Zone alumni: William Schallert (who appeared in the “Mr. Bevis” episode), Patricia Barry (“The Chaser” and “I Dream of Genie”), longtime series producer Buck Houghton, and Kevin McCarthy (best known to horror-film fans for Invasion of the Body Snatchers and The Howling), who played the title role in “Long Live Walter Jameson.” (As the film’s unit publicist, Hilary Clark, mentioned in our previous issue, McCarthy will— appropriately— play a character called “Uncle Walt.”) Next on the production schedule: an adaptation of Richard Matheson’s Twilight Zone classic, “Nightmare at 20,000 Feet,” to be written and directed by George Miller. The sequence will star John Lithgow, the Tony Award- winning Broadway actor most recently seen as the offsides Roberta Muldoon in The World According to Garp. Steven Spielberg’s episode will be filmed last; look for further details in May-June’s Twilight Zone. Eleven-year-old Jeremy Licht (below left) reprises the character originally played by Billy Mumy (below right) in "It's a Good Life.” Nidw twenty-nine and preferring “Bill" to “Billy,” Mumy plays a cameo role in the movie version. The actor is still seen frequently on television and has appeared in films such as Paplllon; he's also a songwriter, with three cuts on America’s new LP. At right Mumy in the original tv episode, aired in 1961. Kathleen Quinlan, executive producer Frank Marshall (who worked with Spielberg on E.T., Poltergeist, and Raiders of the Lost Ark), and director Joe Dante taking a break on the Twilight Zone set. A lifelong fan of the tv series, Dante has filled his scenes with references to Twilight Zones past. Illustrations Courtesy Weird Toles, Ltd twenty-five jients at a time VwEiKU when the top pulp, A ryosy, ||||ik|| cost only ten cents, looked J y m like anything but a fledgling ^ ^ legend. A small-format Fantasy historian Mike Ashley pages were reminded us that this winter with over twenty marks a rather special unmemorable stories anniversary and contributed these thoughts: ^ ^ atrocious covers ever to Just imagine, for a adorn the magazine. The moment, that before you is second issue wasn’t much a birthday cake decked with better, and it was clear sixty candles. Take a deep after twelve monthly issues breath, close your eyes, and that the readers were not make a wish. But what overly impressed either, would you wish for— health. The magazine was not happiness, prosperity . . . selling and had built up or perhaps something more debts of around forty specific? Maybe a complete thousand dollars, run of the most famous and Any other publisher legendary of all fantasy would have called it a day magazines. Weird Tales. and decided that the world Sixty years ago this was not ready for the month— March 1, 1923, to be precise— that legend was /^/7 born. In that month in * (Q V Indianapolis, thirty- two- '/i year-old publisher Jacob Henneberger gave the r , ' ; , i. world Weird Tales, and in ^ so doing not only created the first all-fantasy — -JW magazine in the English s4o n. Mkhij.n language, but also gave to the future a legacy that Unique Magazine. I can would encompass such only shudder at the thought writers as H. P. Lovecraft, of what a loss the fantasy Robert E. Howard, Robert field would have suffered Bloch, and Ray Bradbury, had Henneberger been such and artists such as a man. But he had a faith Margaret Brundage, Virgil and determination that is Finlay, and Hannes Bok. rare, and in a totally Henneberger was. already unbusinesslike manner, he the successful publisher of sold his interest in his more College Humor and the profitable magazines and Magazine of Fun, but he refloated Weird Tales. wanted a special magazine The original editor, that, in his own words, Edwin Baird, whose heart would “give the writer was never in the magazine, free rein to express his was replaced by Farnsworth innermost feelings in a Wright, a former music manner befitting great critic and something of a literature.” Just what great Shakespearean scholar, but literature Weird Tales above all a visionary. of Weird Tales almost until his death in 1940, shortly after the magazine had been sold to a new publisher, William, Delaney, who also handled Short Stories. That magazine’s editor, Dorothy Mcllwraith, succeeded Wright as editor of Weird Tales, although she was helped to an increasingly greater degree by art editor Lamont Buchanan. The issues from 1940 to 1954 are less exciting than those under Wright, The scope of fiction was naiTower, the stories more formula; standards were sacrified to cut costs. saved Weird Tales from death on more than one occasion and helped create what was declared in the magazine’s subtitle: “The Unique Magazine.” That first issue, dated March 1923 and selling for the rather high price of been matched in the annals of fantasy fiction. Each issue of the magazine was an event, and both readers and writers felt they belonged to a family. As Edmond Hamilton, one of the magazine’s most popular writers, recalled: contents ranged from the traditional tales of ghosts, vampires, and werewolves to stories of dark fantasy and sorcery, from science fiction at the one extreme to just plain weird at the other. Wright remained editor The policy of the new publisher thus robbed the magazine of its uniqueness and at length sapped its vitality to the point that it fell an easy victim to the blight that decimated the pulp magazine field, in the mid-fifties, including the -sweet jml f.ir, from ciiiT and scar. Tile iiorns of tlfUmJ faintly b!ow-ing. — Tennyson. For q staider era, M^e/rd Fo/es covers were surprisingly risque. Throughout the ’30s they featured Imperiled nudes by one-time tashion Illustrator Margaret Brundage, such as the cover at left for Stsabury Quinn’s “The Hand of Glory." Above, interior work by Virgil Finlay for Tennyson’s "The Horns of Elfland." rise m paper costs. Weird Less well remembered Tales saw its last proper today, but in the thirties issue in September, 1954. apparently the most There have been two popular writer in Weird revivals since, one as a, pulp Tales, was Seabury Quinn, and one as a paperback who wrote an interminable series, but they lacked that series about New Jersey- special something that was based occult investigator the true Weird Tales. Jules de Grandin. Quinn It was in Weird Tales appeared in Weird Tales that H. P. Lovecraft fir st more times than any other achieved reco^ition and author— 158 stories and where his stories of thf! articles— thus beating into Cthulhu Mythos, as it came second place that larger- to be called, first took than-life perpetual motion shape— stories like “The machine and man of letters, Call of Cthulhu” (Feb. 28) August Derleth, who had and “The Whisperer in also made his first sale to Darkness” (Aug. ’31). the Unique Magazine with Robert E. Howard sold his “Bat’s Belfry,” published in first story, “Spear and May 1926. Fang” (July ’25) to Weird Farnsworth Wright was Tales, and over the next ten known to encourage young years he created such writers, and the list of memorable characters as those who owe their first Solomon Kane, King Kull, professional sale to Wright Bran Mak Morn, and above is impressive. To Howard all, the mighty Conan. and Derleth we must add Conan has just passed his Edmond Hamilton, Manly half-century since “The Wade Wellman, Frank Phoenix on the Sword” Belknap Long, Robert appeared in the December Bloch, Henry Kuttner, C.L. 1932 issue. Moore. H. Warner Munn. Donald Wandrei, and Anthony Boucher. Two names that may be a surprise addition to that list are Robert Spencer Carr, who went on to fame and fortune in his controversial bestseller Rampant Age, and playwright Tennessee Williams (then just sixteen- year-old 'Thomas Lanier Williams), both of whom debuted in Weird Tales. The list under Dorothy Mcllwraith is less renowned, though she did buy the first or early fiction from Ray Bradbury, Michael Avallone, Joseph Payne Brennan, and Richard Matheson. Weird Tales also published some of the best work by writers who had debuted elsewhere: the stylishly ornate fiction of Clark Ashton Smith, the refreshingly quaint oriental stories of Frank Owen, and the realistically effective tales of voodoo by Henry S. Whitehead. Not only did Weird Tales attract its own stable of writers with such odd , names as Nietzin Dyalhis, Arlton Eadie, and Greye La Spina, but it also published stories by such noted authors as Abraham Merritt, Edward Lucas White (whose classic “Lukundoo” first appeared here), Vincent Starrett, Algernon Blackwood, and Frank Gruber. The beauty of Weird Tales was that Farnsworth Wright was always on the lookout for the truly weird and original story, regardless of the author, and he often bought what may have proved to be an individual’s only sale. Thus Weird Tales is full of writers totally unknown today, but whose one brief flight of fancy might have captured the imagination of both editor and readers to the extent that their fiction has become immortalized. Wright also had an inordinate fondness for poetry, which was seldom if ever present in other pulps, but which added a literary dimension to Weird Tales. H. P. Lovecraft, Frank Belknap Long, Mary Elizabeth Counselman, and Pulitzer Prizewinner Leah Bodine Drake all contributed verse, and it gave that great illustrator Virgil Finlay a golden opportunity to visualize scenes from classic poetry such as Coleridge’s “Rime of the Ancient Mariner,” Poe’s “The Raven,” and Tennyson’s “The Horns of Elfland.” Artwork .played an important part in the magazine’s history, and there is no doubt that in the thirties the stunning nude covers by Margaret Brundage and the powerful action covers by J. Allen St. John helped sales. While the forties’ covers were less exceptional, the interior featured fine work by Finlay, Hannes Bok, Vincent Napoli, Joseph Eberle, and the unique Lee Brown Coye. When Weird Tales folded after 279 issues, it was literally the end of an era. There had been no other magazine like it during its lifetime, and certainly nothing like it since. I like to think that if any magazine has come close to inheriting the mantle of the legendary pulp, it is the magazine that you hold in your hands now. Although its coverage of films and television would have been alien to Weird Tales, its willingness to experiment, its determination to encourage new writers, its ability to surprise and defy categorization, all echo the same bold spirit that made Weird Tales immortal. So before you blow out all those candles and make that wish, by all means remember the past and yearn for that complete set of Weird Tales, but spare a thought for the living as this magazine celebrates its second anniversary. Let’s wish Twilight Zone a long and happy life, and may it, too, one day be a legend. AMERICA ENTERS THE TWILIGHT ZONE The title above v^s used by Marc Scott Zicree for an article about the Twilight Zone tv series’ first season, back in 1959. But it might also describe America in the eighties— judging, at least, from some of the clippings sent in by our ever- vigilant readers. o aganonaics enters P ‘twilight lone Q V-JLSS. this issue} doesn'i mean nn ! last week's vt« was the eod of the freeas fnovemem's effixts m the House, TwilightZone Balanced-budget politics fl^Q sratic Senawr Roben Byrd of TTiilg Vifenia nitwrify leader. ciang the iwo- leodmeot that * L J% federal budget. 'ower of Texas O'toimsssure m M * ome into not • >er«nt of us ^ ^ iRepiiM- 1 —ROLLING STONE. SUBMITTED BY JOHN HOLBROOK, DREXEL HILL, PA 2 —ST. LOUIS GLOBE-DEMOCRAT. SUBMITTED BY BRYAN A. HOLLERBACH, STE. GENEVIEVE, 3 —TIME. SUBMinED BY MARY DUNAGAN, HOUSTON. TX 4 — CLEARWATER (FLA.) SUN. SUBMITTED BY BARRY R. HUNTER, ROME, GA 5 —GLOBE. SUBMinED BY PATRICIA LEE HOLT, CHARLOTTE, NC 6 —CHICAGO SUN-TIMES. SUBMITTED BY DEL CLOSE, CHICAGO, IL 7 —PEOPLE. SUBMinED BY JEFF MclNTOSH, WATERTOWN, NY B —WASHINGTCSn POST. SUBMITTED BY ELIAS SAVADA, BETHESDA, MD This bizoTTe photo showed up in out offices iosf faii, beoTing oniy the most cryptic of messages— "Wishing you ail a happy Halloween"— from one "B. Schwarfz " of Afhens, Georgia, The objecfs identity remains a mystery. Is it an ancient Sumerian artifact unearthed near Khor-al-Amaya? The skull of fhe Minotaur? Aleister Crowley's coffee'mug? E.T.'s ski mask? The head of Twilight Zone's circulafion deparfmenf? We don’t know, and B. Schwartz isn't telling. ^Club ClfusoE HO*J^o I^OUV g^OP OR PHIL QUOTE “Tlie notion of human perfect - ability through increasing cleverness barely survived the First World War, when the cleverness began to seem chronically misapplied, and perished altogether in the Second. In 1922 H. G, Wells could still just ask, at the end of his Short History of the World: ‘Can we doubt that presently our race ... will achieve unity and peace, that it will live ... in a world made more splendid and lovely than any palace or garden that we; know, going on from strength to strength in an ever-widening circle of advenmre and achievement?’ In the 1946 edition he answered his own question by leaving it out.”— John Whale, The Times (London) 8 LEWN' ;ari>s..iv )NE FRON E BOAT T rA6y iSL# R AAAYBE k IN THE. ►^ILIfoHT ZONE he says. “There’s a lot to be angry about. The whole idea of typecasting is the product of bad journalism and film producers with a gram of coke up their noses who think they know everything. After The Onion Field I was offered plenty of psycho parts. Once I was asked to play Lee Harvery Oswald, but I turned it down.” Woods rejected that par^ because he felt it was an example of Hollywood at its most exploitative. He is much happier working on subscribers. “It’s an amazingly complex and bizarre film,” says Woods. “And it’s really about something much more macabre than watching people getting killed on tv.” According to Woods, the plot of Videodrome is based on actual scientific data concerning the effects of electromagnetic waves on humans. “In the film we suggest that these waves could in fact induce hallucinations that would become reality.” In fact, Woods’s huckster discovers “I was asked to play Lee Harvey Oswald.” EROGENOUS ZONE Among the most notable visitors to our shores in recent months has been Playboy’s comely comic-strip heroine Little Annie Fanny, who, in December’s installment, dove off an overheated cruise ship wearing little more than a Swimorama t-shirt and found herself washed up on a desert island that bore an unsettling resemblance to you-know-where. James Wcx)d stars with Deborah Harry in Videodrome, in which an underground cabie tv station treats its viewers to snuff films. Rick Baker (King Kong, An American Werewoif in London) provides fhe special makeup effects. that the underground films are actually being broadcast by a right-wing group that is using subliminal waves to turn the subscribers into self-destructive automatons. “It’s a neat, paranoid science-fiction thriller,” says Woods, “that gets weirder every time I try to explain what it’s about. It has a Kafkaesque, dreamlike quality.” How did Woods like working with David Cronenberg, the creator of Scanners, Rabid, and The Broodl “He’s a sick, demented, crazy fuck that I happen to love very much. I’ve always wanted to do this kind of film, so I thought, ‘Why not make it with a master?’ ” IS projects like Holocaust and Split Image, projects that make serious political or social statements. “As silly as Holocaust was on one level,” says Woods of the Emmy Award-winning tv mini-series, “it did change the statute of limitations on Nazi war crimes in Germany. Split Image explored the phenomenon of cults in America, which is critical to the future of this country.” In David Cronenberg’s Videodrome, Woods literally moves into the future in the role of Max Renn, a cable television huckster who stumbles upon an underground cable system that broadcasts sex and “snuff” films into the homes of its elite JAMES WOODS: NOBODY'S ROLE MODEL Directed by Canada's David Cronenberg, probabiy the most inteiiigent exponent of the horror film at work today, the new Universal film Videodrome offers an unsettling look at the possible effects of television— and another look at an actor who's specialized in some highly unusual roles. James Verniere paid him a visit: When you think of film’s greatest psychos, the names Dwight Frye, Richard Widmark, Peter Lorre, and, of course, Anthony Perkins come immediately to mind. Try to add the name of actor James Woods to that list and the thirty-four-year-old New Yorker is liable to go for your throat. He doesn’t like to be typecast. As far as this M.I.T.-educated, Obie Award-winning actor is concerned, his stunning performances as the sociopathic cop-killer in The Onion Field and as the schizoid Vietnam vet in Eyewitness were just jobs well done. They had nothing to do with the real James Woods. Still, one can’t keep from feeling a bit uneasy in Woods’s presence. He’s always so goddamned angry. “Sure I’m angry,” 23 ■■ 24 THE CELEBRATED AUTHOR OF THE OUTSIDER HAS SOME OUTSIDER'S OPINIONS OF HIS OWN- AS HIS VIEWS ON GHOSTS AND POLTERGEISTS MAKE CLEAR. Photos by Lisa Tuttle ‘You suddenly realize, with horror, that it all fits . . . ’ Interviewer Lisa Ttittle reports: Since bursting onto the literary scene in 1956 with his first book, The Outsider-o study of such alienated geniuses as Nietzsche, Dostoyevsky, Blake, Hesse, Kafka, and Van Gogh— English author Colin Wilson has written some fifty books and edited or con- tributed to many mare. The Occult (1971) and Mysteries (1978) are classics in their field, essential reading for anyone in- terested in the paranormal. His mast re- cent book. Poltergeist! A Study in Destruc- tive Haunting (published in the U.S. by Putnam), develops a new theory for this supernatural phenomenon, based largely on what Wilson calls 'the classic British case" of poltergeist haunting, which took place in the Yorkshire town of Pontefract some twenty-five years ago. In The Strength to Dream (1961), Wilson took a critical look at fantastic literature, inspired by his response to the works of H. P. Lovecraft. And among his fourteen novels are the Lovecraftian horror of The Mind Parasites, science fic- tion such as The Philosopher's Stone and TZ: To begin with your latest book, Poltergeist!— \ was surprised to find that your theory seems to be a reversion to the old idea that they are genuinely spirits, “noisy ghosts,” when most recent investigators accept that the poltergeist phenomenon is caused by something human, some powers of the unconscious mind. Wilson: In all of mj previous books, right up to Frankemtein’s Castle, I’d continued to hold this view of polter- geists as being products of the unconscious mind of disturbed teen- agers, and of course my discovery of the right and left brain business made me even more certain of this. The fact that we’ve got two different people in the two halves of our brain struck me as being very significant. The problem, of course, was where does the energy come from? Even if there is another person in your brain, how does he succeed in hurling objects across rooms? It struck me that the answer to this could lie in the energy that dowsers seem to have flowing through them— energy that sometimes can absolutely convulse them. So it The Space Vampires, as well as several suspense and detective novels. His first novel Ritual in the Dark (I960), probed the motivations of a Ripper-like sex- murderer so convincingly that twenty years later, the police turned up to interview him, just to make sure that the career of aufhor Colin Wilson wasn't a cover for the activities of fhe Yorkshire Ripper. Wilson has also written books about crime (Order of Assassins), psychology (Origins of the Sexual Impulse), creative writing (The Craft of the Novel), philosophy (An Introductbn to the New Existentialism), and biographies ot among others, Wilhelm Reich. George Bernard Shaw, Uri Geller, and Rasputin. But these are not the random sub- jects imposed on a writer for hire, nor are fhey as diverse as they seem. As Wilson himself has said, "All my books are abouf fhe same fhing." Common threads weave them all together into one ongoing lifework with recurring obsessions and a coherent philosophy. Hiding behind even such unpromising titles as A Book of Booze or Sex and the Intelligent Teenager is the same quest, the same determined attempt to find out what is wrong with human beings seemed a possibility to me that this is what the poltergeist is— until, of course, as I describe in the book, I went up to Pontefract to have a look at a case there and interviewed the family’s teenaged daughter. On the way I stopped to talk to Guy Playfair [author of This House Is Haunted], who told me his theory of poltergeists. Guy said that the poltergeist is basically a football of energy used by spirits, and that when the football explodes it turns into water; and the first thing I learned in Pontefract was that the initial manifestations were pools of water, exactly the same kind that Guy had described to me. So I began to think that maybe Guy was right. Then I did such an enormous amount of research for the book, and I began to notice similarities. It’s like a jigsaw puzzle, and the pieces begin to ' fit together. In the case of polter- geists, the more I looked into it, the more it began to fall into this regular pattern and the more I saw that the regular pattern fit Guy Playfair’s theory and didn’t fit mine. Partly what converted me was 'when Diane, \ and what, in our finest moments, we are truly capable of-questions he's ex- amined in all his writing, from The Outsider down to his recent essay on the meaning of the bicameral mind, Frankenstein's Castle (Ashgrove Press, 1980). He is currently working on two books: the massive World History of Crime and a shatter study he is writing out of sheer enfhusiasm. Access to Inner Worlds, which describes the experiences of a man Wilson believes has esfab- lished direcf contact with that part of fhe mind usually called the uncon- scious. The man, an American named Brad, has conducted experiments in which he lets his unconscious mind direct his body, one result being a series of automatic paintings. Wilson initially urged Brad to write a boak about him- self, buf since fhe man felt unqualified fo da so, Wilson is wrifing if for him. Born in 1931 in Leicesfer, Engiand, Colin Wilson now lives on fhe soufh- western coasf of England, In a book- and-record-filled house in Cornwail wifh his wife Joy and fheir two youngest chiidren, where he writes, reads, listens • to mSsic, drinks good wine, and lets his mind roam In this and other worlds. the daughter in Pontefract, told me about being dragged up the stairs by this thing. In this case, I could see no way in which Diane’s own unconscious mind would drag her up the stairs. And as I began to see all the evidence laid out side by side, I began to see that in fact the spirit view fits it, and the spontaneous psychokinesis view doesn’t. You could say that I argued myself out of the spontaneous psycho- kinesis theory. TZ: But where does this energy come from? And what are these spirits? Do you believe in traditional ghosts, or in some sort of earth spirits, or what? Wilson: Well, the next major thing that hit me— it so happened that I’d written a book on witchcraft just before I wrote the book on polter- geists. Now, I already knew a lot about witchcraft, and had written a lot about it in the past, and it’s true that witches do appear to have a lot of odd powers, psychic powers of various sorts; in other words, the mind itself has these powers. For example, white witches have healing powers, and I think that, on the whole, spirits need 25 1i r Colin Wilson not be held responsible for these. But from The Occult onwards, I’d always dismissed the idea of witches having familiars or consorting with spirits as nonsense. Even in cases where witches confessed to conjuring up spirits, I just said, “Poor devils, vic- tims of the witchcraft craze.” And yet, even so, in The Occult I’d quoted an old friend of mine, Negley Parson, on African witchcraft, talking about actually seeing African witch doctors cause rain, and I cited one or two other similar instances; and it later struck me as absurd that I should believe Negley when he talked about his African witches, and yet dismiss the whole business of the witches who conjured up a storm and tried to wreck King James of Scotland. So when I wrote Strange Powers I did acknowledge, in the first chapter, that * I was probably wrong about the North Berwick witches, and that in all probability it was genuine witchcraft, and that they genuinely caused the storm that nearly sank the king’s ship. You see, what tends to happen is that you set out with what Huxley called a “minimum working hypothe- sis” for a thing of this sort, and you stick to it as a scientist for as long as you can. But in writing a full-length book, first about witchcraft and then about poltergeists, a new pattern had begun to emerge, and that pattern was simply; if poltergeists are not spontaneous psychokinesis, but are spirits who are somehow able to use the energy exuded by human beings under stress, then does it not follow that these spirits play an active part in other things? The next clue was Guy Playfair talking to me about black magic in Brazil— the fact that the Brazilian witch doctors use poltergeists in their black magic. And then Guy casually mentioned the kahunas, the witch doctors in Hawaii, and it all fell into the same pattern. There are refer- ences to the same sort of thing in other countries and in other ages. And you suddenly realize with horror that it all fits, all that stuff about witch- craft, which you used to dismiss as old-fashioned superstition; it all fits to- gether like one big jigsaw puzzle. And you see that, in fact, what magicians and witches have been saying down the ages is probably exactly and precisely true. Now, I’m rather sorry. I’d much rather it fit into the psychokinesis 26 pattern. I hate this business of suddenly saying, “Okay, I believe in the possibility of witchcraft and black magic through the use of spirits.” But honesty compels me to admit that that looks the likeliest solution. TZ: Have you had any response to the book yet? Wilson: I always get a lot of corres- pondence about all kinds of subjects, and I’ve had the usual batch on Poltergeist! The Society for Psychical Research are very interested. Their paper, the Psychic News, ran a front- page story— you know, “Wilson is converted to the view that spirits really exist!” TZ: I thought you made a good case for it in the book, but it’s disappoint- ing, in a way, to have it be spirits rather than psychokinesis . . . Wilson: Can’t be helped. It does seem to me to be basically the truth. I don’t particularly like being dragged into the camp of the spiritualists, because you’re then dragged in with all kinds of woolly-minded idiots, and that doesn’t suit me at all. I don’t like finding myself in this company, any more than I’d like finding myself in the company of Communists just because I began to oppose the Thatcher government! TZ: But what do you think these spirits are? Wilson: As far as I can see, the kahunas are right in their belief that there are more or less two kinds of spirits. One kind of spirit is simply the spirit of a dead person. The other kind of spirit is not the spirit of a dead person. They are elementals, or whatever you want to call them. In other words, they are creatures— like octopuses, if you like— but they don’t exist in our dimension, quite. So that again seems to fit. I mean, it fits an enormous amount of what I’ve said in other books. Even in Mysteries there’s a chapter called “Powers of Evil?” in which I talk about the possibility that there are genuinely powers of e^ and that spirits exist externally to us, and I conclude that there probably are. So you can see that all the time, in a way, in sticking to my scientific approach, insisting on my scientific conclusions. I’ve been dragged, gradually, inch by inch, against my will, to another point of view. The reason I regret that I’ve been dragged around to this view of spirits as reality is that, in a sense, this is quite irrelevant to my central work and what you might call my central quest. You see, all of my work, from The Outsider onwards, has been about a basic question: What on earth is wrong with human beings? There obviously is, in a sense, something basically wrong with us, and yet not, in a funny way, something seriously wrong. It’s like having a clock whose hands are loose; the result is that it will never show you the right time, or you can never be sure that it is showing you the right time, and yet in a certain sense it’s a perfectly good clock and all you have to do to make it work is tighten up the hands. And I feel that there’s something wrong with human beings in this same, very slight way. We experience, frequently, these curious flashes in which we feel “everything is okay, all is well.” You experience it particularly after stress or tiredness; quite suddenly it’s as if you can relax and expand— as if you could open your heart with pure happiness. You remember, at the end of Steppenwolf, how Steppenwolf says that our problem is to take the whole world into our hearts? We tend to be too much afraid. We’re like this [clenching his fist]— closed up, not letting things ill, and we’ve got to open up. This is basically the problem: our filtering mechanism is ’too good. And yet whenever the moments of ‘‘You suddenly realize, with horror, that it all fits, all that stuff about witchcraft, which you used to dismiss as oldfashioned superstition; it all fits together like one big jigsaw puzzle. ecstatic happiness happen, we get the impression that it’s so easy. If you’re threatened with real danger, or even real inconvenience, you find yourself thinking how easy it would be to be perfectly happy if only the danger would go away. But in fact what really happens is that you get dragged back into the triyial. It’s like trying to walk through a swamip— in no time at all, you’re up to your waist. Now the interesting thing is, what are you up to your waist in? And, again, the answer appeared \'ery clearly in Poltergeist! It so happened that, at the time I was writing Poltergeist', I was forced to write three books in about four months. At the same time, my doctor told me my blood pressure was too high. So I worked and worked and worked, and as I plodded on and on I found that the worst of it all was these emotional storms— like something inside me, a small boy howling, “No, no, let me alone!” At the end of these four months I’d been forced to withstand these kinds of attacks again and ag;iin, the kind of panic-depression attacks I describe at the beginning of Mysteries. Although I had cured myself of them in 1973, I hadn’t, so to speak, solved them. Now that I was under the same kind of stress, I was forced to try to solve them. And it struck me that what was causing this panic was a part of me which I call “the emotional body.” As well as possessing an ordinary physical body, we also possess an emotional body which is quite separate from “us.” It would be a mistake to identify the emotional body with “you,” because it’s no more “you” than your physical body is. The more I thought about this, the more I saw that this is our trouble: we spend our lives being dragged down by this stupid, hysterical emotional body. TZ: So you’re saying we have three selves, in a way? The body, the emotions, and the “real you” somehow buried inside? Wilson: That’s right. I discovered that the kahunas believe that we have three separate souls which they call the lower self, the middle self, and the higher self, and that one of these dwells in the solar plexus— that’s the lower self, which Freud called the unconscious. And they say that this “weeps tears” and is perpetually self- pitying. Obviously it’s what I call the emotional body. The middle self, which is the “you,” lives in the left brain, and the higher self is jn the right brain ^ And the higher self, apparently, * knows the future and can control it. Now unfortunately you, the middle self, have no way to contact the higher self except through the lower self; the telephone line goes down through your solar plexus, and there’s normally such a crackling on the line due to its emotional problems that you don’t communicate very well. TZ: What got you interested in the occult to begin with? Wilson: I’d always been mildly interested in spiritualism since my teens, but the more I became inter- ested in science, the more I became dubious about spiritualism. But I’ve always been interested in oddities, and had piles of books lying around the house, books on all sorts of subjects merely because I’m an avid reader. So when they asked me if I’d like to write a book about the occult, I said okay simply because it was an interesting research job. I settled down to it just as a research job, and got more and more absorbed in it. I began by thinking, “Well, it’s obviously rubbish and nonsense. There’s obviously not very much to be written about it.” For example, magic just couldn’t exist, it just doesn’t work . . . But the more I went into the thing, the more I began Wilson at his Cornwall home. "I’m completely what you’d call ’ESP thick.’ I've never seen a ghost, never expect to, because I’m not that sort of person." Colin Wilson to see that nearly all these things have a very solid basis— you know, like magic does exist, and it does work. TZ: Have you ever seen a ghost? Wilson: Nope. TZ: Or seen what you’d consider magic working, or— Wilson: I’m completely what you’d call “ESP thick.” Never had any experience of it. The only experience of poltergeists I’ve had are described in the book itself: the one in the Croydon pub where the lavatory went freezing cold, and the one in this house when my sister was here, the banging that occurred in the night. They’re my only experiences. I’ve never seen a ghost, never expect to, because I’m not that sort of person. TZ: So you think it requires a special talent to see a ghost? Wilson: Oh, yes. Not only is it a special talent, but two people could be sitting together in the same room and one would see a ghost and the other not. TZ: Has that ever happened to you? Wilson: No. Never. Because although I’ve got to know various psychics and mediums over the years, as one who’s been involved in it. I’ve never, for example, attended a seance in my life. TZ: ^^y? Don’t you want to? Wilson: It’s not that. I live down here in Cornwall and . . . Don’t forget, you’re asking me questions on a subject which is about one-sixteenth of my total interest. So for me it is a very small subject, and not a terribly interesting one. TZ: But you’ve written a fair number of books on the subject. Wilson: Simply because, when I got interested in the occult, I realized that it was a new and interesting angle on my old interest, the expansion of consciousness— that obviously we are capable of far more than we thought we were. And so I’ve continued to be interested in it over the years. TZ: You told me earlier that you don’t read much science fiction these days, but in your. essay “Science Fiction as Existentialism” [1978, Bran’s Head Press, U.K.] you said you thought 28 science fiction was “perhaps the most important form of literary creation that man had ever discovered.” Do you still feel that? At least in theory? Wilson: Oh, yes. I was very influenced by science fiction in my teens. I suppose science fiction was the first form of fiction that excited me great- ly. But I’ve tended to lose interest in science fiction because most science fiction writers are simply telling stories, or inventing fantasy, whereas now I’m interested in science fiction as a vehicle for ideas. I shall probably do another science fiction novel myself, sooner or later; I tend to do a science fiction novel when an idea that has been bubbling around in my head suddenly takes a science fiction form. A. E. van Vogt and I once planned to write a huge science fiction novel —something about the size of Lord of the Rings— hut nothing ever came of it. TZ: You call some of your novels science fiction, but they seem to be a combination of science fiction and horror. Do you have any interest in horror fiction? Wilson: Not really. I wrote my first so-called science fiction novel. The Mind Parasites, because August Derleth pulled my leg and said, “If you think H. P. Lovecraft is so bad, why don’t you try and do better?” So it began as a Lovecraftian novel, but it came out much closer to the science fiction end of Lovecraft. Because, you know, Lovecraft began as a writer of pure horror and ended as a writer of pure science fiction. TZ: Do you read much modern fiction of any kind? Wilson: Not really, no. It doesn’t interest me because, again, you see, most of my contemporaries have no ideas. TZ: Have you ever written any screenplays? Wilson: Y^es, I’ve written two or three scripts for Dino De Laurentiis. I did the final version of Flash Gordon. TZ: I didn’t know that! How did you like it? Wilson: Not much. In that case, I rewrote Lorenzo Semple Jr.’s script, and even then my name didn’t appear on the film, which I didn’t mind at all. The last script I did for Dino, he said, “Do you want a credit?” and I said I will happily repay you all the money you’ve paid me if you don’t give me a credit! TZ: How about your own books being made into films? Wilson: Michael Winner was going to do The Space Vampires, but unfor- tunately it’s now been sold to some other small Hollywood company. Dino optioned it for about two years, and then he dropped his option, and then he rang me up one day offering me a large sum of money, $150,000, for it; and I said, “You’ll have to wait until Monday morning while I check with my agent.” And on Monday morning my agent said that we’d just sold an option on it for $3,000. 1 said, “Have we signed anything?” and he said, “No, not yet, but, you know, it’s a gentleman’s agreement, and if we drop it our name would be mud.” This little outfit sent around a check for $3,000 by private messenger by midday, and by four o’clock they were offering it to Dino for $200,000. So that’s how far they were gentlemen. TZ: And that’s where it is now? Wilson: Yes, it’s with some people called Cannon Films. They keep taking out pages in the Hollywood Reporter to advertise it, and they say they’re going to get Klaus Kinski to play the lead in it. He’s the one from Nosferatu. When I wrote to them and ‘ said I heard they were having script trouble and offered to do a script for free, they didn’t even bother to reply. Absolute dead loss. TZ: Would you be interested in writ- ing a script of your own? Wilson: Oh, yeah. At the moment a friend of mine is interested in The Mind Parasites. If anything went ahead on that, I’d be delighted to work on the script, to make sure that when it reached the screen it was something I liked, even if I wasn’t paid for it. The money isn’t that im- portant. That book I’m doing now. Access to Inner Worlds, I’m not doing for money; it will probably make no money, or very little, and I’m going to give half of anything I make on it to Brad, since he’s what the book is about. It probably won’t get published in America, but it was something I wanted to write. That’s what’s important. 10 “August Derleth pulled my leg and said, ‘If you think Lovecraft is so bad, why don Y you try and do better?' " % ' A Colin Wilson Sampler THROUGH NEARLY THREE DECADES OF WRITING, WILSON HAS EXPLORED THE FRONTIERS OF HUMAN KNOWLEDGE AND THE FRINGES OF HUMAN BEHAVIOR, SEARCHING FOR THE AWESOME POWERS LOCKED WITHIN OUR SKULLS. On poltergeists’ restraint: The poltergeist, like the duck- billed platypus, really exists, and some of its habits have now been pos- itively established. One interesting question still clamors for an answer. Why does the malice of the poltergeist seem to be so distinctly limited? They could quite easily kill; yet there is no recorded case in which they have done so. Heavy wardrobes miss people by a fraction of an inch, fires break ^(ut in locked cupboards and drawers a few minutes before they are “accidental- ly” discovered. Is there some psychic “law” that prevents poltergeists from being more destructive? Or does the answer lie— as the kahunas declare —in the nature of the poltergeist itself? They assert that a poltergeist is a “low spirit” that has somehow become separated from its proper middle and high spirit. Unlike the middle spirit, it possesses memory; but it has only the most rudimentary powers of reason. It may be mis- chievous, but it is not evil. Only the middle spirit is capable of evil— of directed, murderous malice. So, ac- cording to the kahunas, the polter- geist is only capable of such malice when it is directed by a human magician. As usual, the conclusion seems to be that, where evil is concerned, human beings have a monopoly. —Poltergeist A Study in Destructive Hunting (1981) On the poltergeist powers within us: If you could lift off the top of the skull and look at the brain, you would see something resembling a walnut, with two wrinkled halves. Joining the halves is a bridge of nerve fibres called the corpus callosum. In the 1930s, scientists wondered whether they could prevent epilepsy by severing this bridge— to prevent the “electrical storm” from spreading from one half of the brain to the other. In fact, it seemed to work. And, oddly enough, the severing of the “bridge” seemed to make no real difference to the patient. In the 1950s Roger Sperry of the University of Chicago (and later Cal. Tech.) began studying these “split- brain” patients, and made the inter- esting discovery that they had, in ef- fect, turned into two people. For ex- ample, one split-brain patient tried to button up his flies with one hand, while the other hand tried to undo them. Another tried to embrace his wife with one arm, while his other : hand pushed her violently away. In fact, it looked rather as if his con- scious love for his wife was being opposed by an unconscious dislike. The split-brain experiment had given his unconscious mind the power to control one of his arms. . . . Sperry made his most interesting discovery about the eyes of split-brain patients. If the patient was shown an apple with his left eye and an orange with his right, and asked what he had just seen, he would reply “Orange.” Asked to write with his left hand what he had just seen, he would write “Apple.” Asked what he had just written, he would reply “Orange.” A patient who was shown a “dirty” picture with the left eye ; blushed; asked why she was blushing she replied, “I don’t know.” It seems, then, that we have two ’ different people living in the two i halves of the brain, and that the per- | son you call “you” lives in the left. A i few centimeters away there is i another person who is virtually a : stranger— yet who also believes he is the rightful occupant of the head. , Now, at least, we can begin to see | a possible reason why the “medium” | in poltergeist cases is quite unaware j that he or she is causing the effects, j We have only to assume that the ef- | fects are caused by the person living j in the right half of the brain, and we ; can see that the “you” in the left | would be unconscious of what was happening. j But this would still leave the question; how does the right brain do it? In fact, is there any evidence whatsoever that the right brain pos- sesses paranormal powers? And the answer to this is a quali- fied yes. We can begin with one of the simplest and best-authenticated of all “paranormal powers,” water divining. . . . Dowsers can dowse for almost anything, from oil and miner- als to a coin hidden under the carpet. It seems that they merely have to decide what they’re looking for, and the unconscious mind— or the “other self”— does the rest. I have described elsewhere [in Mysteries, 1978] how I discovered, to my own astonishment, that I could dowse. I was visiting a circle of standing stones called the Merry Maidens, in Cornwall— a circle that probably dates back to the same period as Stonehenge. When I held the rod— made of two strips of plastic tied at the end— so as to give it a cer- tain tension, it responded powerfully when I aproached the stones. It would twist upwards as I came close to the stone, and then dip again as I stepped back or walked past it. What surprised me was that I felt nothing —no tingling in the hands, no sense of expectancy. It seemed to happen as automatically as the response of a voltmeter in an electric circuit. Since then I have shown dozens of people how to dowse. It is my own experi- ence that nine out of ten people can dowse, and that all young children can do it. Some adults have to “tune in”— to learn to allow the mind and muscles to relax— but this can usually be done in a few minutes. Scientific tests have shown that what happens in dowsing is that the muscles convulse— or tighten— of their own accord. Ahd if the dowser holds a pendulum— made of a wooden bob on a short length of string— then the pendulum goes into a circular swing over standing stones or underground water— once again, through some un- conscious action of the muscles .... iS- 30 'f 'S g The right brain knows there is water down there, -or some peculiar mag- netic force in the standing stones; it i;- communicates this knowledge by ’ ' causing the muscles to tense, which ■ makes the rod jerk upwards. . . . t All this, then, seems to offer a i basis for an explanation of the poltergeist. —Poltergeist! On our upright ancestors: Some eleven million years ago, an ape called Ramapithecus seems to have developed the capacity to walk upright. He began to prefer the ground to the trees. And during the next nine million years, the tendency to walk upright beciime firmly estab- lished, and Ramapithecus turned into Australopithecus, our first “human” : ancestor. What difference did the , upright posture make? First of all, it freed his hands, so that he could de- fend himself with a stone or a tree ^ branch. Secondly, it enlarged his : horizon. As far as I know, no anthropolo- gist has regarded this as significant— perhaps because there are many taller creatures than man. But the ; elephant and the giraffe have eyes in : the side of their heads, so that their : horizon is circular. The ape sees ■ straight ahead; his vision is narrower but more concentrated. Could this be why the apes have evolved more than any other animal? Narrow vision makes for boredom; it also makes for increased mental activity, for curiosi- ty. And when the inventiveness and curiosity were well developed, a cer- ’ tain branch of the apes learned to tv walk upright, so that his horizon was ul extended in another way. To see a long distance is to learn to think in terms of long distances, to calculate. « Man’s ability to walk upright and use his hands, and his natural capacity to ^ see into the distance instead of look- Jl' ing at the ground, became weapons of survival. He developed intelligence : i because it was the only way to stay i alive. And so, at the beginning of li human evolution, man was forced to || make a virtue of his ability to focus & his attention upon minute particulars. ® No doubt he would have preferred to 1 eat his dinner and then sleep in the B sun, like the sabre-toothed tiger or ju the hippopotamus; but he was more 1 defenseless than they were, and had § to maintain constant vigilance .... He is not entirely happy with this civilization that his peculiar powers have created. Its main trouble is that it takes so much looking after. Many men possess the animals’ preference for the instinctive life of oneness with nature; they dream about the plea- sure of being a shepherd drowsing on a warm hillside, or an angler beside a stream. Oddly enough, such men have never been condemned as sluggards; they are respected as poets, and the soldiers and businessmen enjoy reading their daydreams when the day’s work is over. A poet is simply a man in whom the links with our animal past are still strong. He is aware that we con- tain a set of instinctive powers that are quite separate from the powers needed to win a battle or expand a business. —The Occult (1971) On H. P. Lovecraft: It must be admitted that Love- craft is a very bad writer. When he is at his best, his style might be mis- taken for Poe’s .... But he makes few concessions to credibility, in spite of his desire to be convincing. His stories are full of horror-film conven- tions, the most irritating of which is the trustful stupidity of the hero, who ignores signs and portents until he is face to face with the actual hor- ror. ... All his stories have the same pattern. But although Lovecraft is such a ’ bad writer, he has something of the same kind of importance as Kafka. If his work fails as literature, it still holds an interest as a psychological case history. Here was a man who made no attempt whatever to come to terms with life. He hated modern civilization, particularly its confident belief in progress and science. Greater artists have had the same feeling, from Dostoyevsky to Kafka and Eliot. They have used different techniques to undermine man’s com- placency. Dostoyevsky emphasized the human capacity for suffering and ecstasy; Eliot emphasized human stupidity and futility. Only Kafka’s approach was as naive as Lovecraft’ s. He also relied simply on presenting a picture of the world’s mystery and the uncertainty of the life of man. —The Strength to Dream (1962) On the tyranny of the present: The greatest human problem is that we are all tied to the present. This is because we are machines, and our free will is almost infinitesimal. Our body is an elaborate machine, just like a motor car. Or perhaps a better simile would be those “powered” artificial limbs worn by people who have lost an arm or leg. These limbs, with their almost inde- structible power units, are as respon- sive ^ our real arms and legs, and I I am told that a man who has worn them for years can totally forget that they are not real limbs. But if the power unit should break down, he quicky realizes that his limb is only a machine, and that his own will-power plays a very small part in its movements. • Well, this is true of all of us. We have far less will-power than we be- lieve. This means that we have almost no real freedom. This hardly matters most of the time, because the “machine”— our bodies and brains —is doing what we want anyway: * eating and drinking and excreting -j and sleeping and making love and the i rest. = But poets and mystics have mo- » ments of freedom when they sud- denly realize that they want the | “machine” to do something far more | interesting. They want the mind to be | able to detach itself from the world at | a moment’s notice, and float above it. | Our attention is usually fixed upon minute particulars, actual objects around us, like a car in gear. Then, in certain moments, the car goes into “neutral”; the mind ceases to be engaged with trivial particulars, and finds itself free. Instead of being tied 31 to the dull reality of the present, it is free to choose which reality it prefers to contemplate. When your mind is “in gear,” you can use your memory to recall yesterday, or to create a pic- ture of a place on the other side of the world. But the picture remains dim, like a candle in the sunlight, or a mere ghost. In the “poetic” moments, the moments of freedom, yesterday becomes as real as now. If we could learn the trick of put- ting the mind in and out of gear, man would have the secret of godhead. But no trick is more difficult to learn. —The Mind Parasites (1967) On human optimism: Human beings live on hopes of various kinds. We know we have to die. We have no idea where we came from, or where we are going t(^ We know that we are subject to accident and illness. We know that we seldom achieve what we want; and if we achieve it, we have ceased to appre- ciate it. All this we know, and yet we remain incurably optimistic, even deceiving ourselves with absurd, pa- tently nonsensical, beliefs about life after death. —“The Return of the Lloigor” in Tales of the Cthulhu Mythos (1969) On the Outsider’s vision: What can be said to characterize the Outsider is a sense of strange- ness, of unreality . . . that can strike out of a perfectly clear sky. Good health and strong nerves can make it unlikely; but that may be only because the man in good health is thinking about other things and doesn’t look in the direction where the uncertainty lies. And once a man has seen it, the world can never afterwards be quite the same straightforward place. Barbusse has shown us that the Outsider is a man who cannot live in the comfortable, insulated world of the bourgeois, accepting what he sees and touches as reality. “He sees too deep and too much,” and what he sees is essential- ly chaos. For the bourgeois, the world is fundamentally an orderly place, with a disturbing element of the irra- tional, the terrifying, which his pre- occupation with the present usually permits him to ignore. For the Out- sider, the world is not rational, not orderly. When he asserts his sense of anarchy in the face of the bourgeois’ complacent acceptance, it is not sim- ply the need to cock a snook at re- spectability that provokes him; it is a distressing sense that truth must be told at all costs, otherwise there can be no hope for an ultimate restora- tion of order. Even if there seems no room for hope, truth must be told. —The Outsider (1956) On the Outsider’s quest for identity: Who am I?— This is the Outsider’s final problem .... For what is identi- ty? These men traveling down to the City in the morning, reading their newspapers or staring at adver- tisements above the opposite seats, they have no doubt of who they are. Inscribe on the placard in place of the advertisement for corn-plasters, Eliot’s lines: We are the hollow men We are the stuffed men Leaning together and they would read it with the same mild interest with which they read the rhymed advertisement for razor blades, wondering what on earth the manufacturers will be up to next. Some of them even carry identity cards— force of habit— that would tell you precisely who they are and where they live. They have aims, these men, some of them very distant aims: a new car in three years, a house at Surbiton in five; but an aim is not an ideal. They are not play-actors. They change their shirts every day, but never their conception of themselves. . . . These men are in prison: that is the Outsider’s verdict. They are quite contented in prison— caged animals who have never known freedom; but it is prison all the same. And the Out- sider? He is in prison too: nearly every Outsider in his book has told us so in a different language; but he knows it. His desire is to escape. But a prison-break is not an easy matter; you must know all about your prison, otherwise you might spend years in tunneling, like the Abbe in The Count of Monte Cristo, and only find your- self in the next cell. And, of course, the final revela- tion comes when you look at these City-men on the train; for you realize that for them, the business of escap- ing is complicated by the fact that they think they are the prison. An astounding situation! Imagine a large castle on an island, with almost ines- capable dungeons. The jailor has in- stalled every d€;vice to prevent the prisoners escaping, and he has taken one final precaution: that of hypno- tizing the prisoners, and then sug- gesting to them that they and the prison are one. When one of the prisoners awakes to the fact that he would like to be free, and suggests this to his fellow prisoners, they look at him with surprise and say: “Free from what? We are the castle.” Wliat a situation! And this is just what happens to the Outsider. There is only one solu- tion. He personally must examine the castle, draw his inferences as to its weaker points, and plan to escape —The Outsider On the success of The Outsider — and its aftermath: I was born in 1931 into a work- ing-class family in Leicester; my father was a boot-and-shoe operative who earned three pounds a week. This meant that education was hard to come by. I realize this sounds absurd at this point in the twentieth century. But what has to be under- stood is that English working-class families— particularly factory workers —live in a curious state of apathy that would make Oblomov seem a demon of industry. My own family, for example, simply never bother to call in a doctor when they feel ill; they just never get around to it. One family doctor— an Irishman, now dead and probably in Hell— killed about six of my family with sheer bumbling incompetence, and yet it never struck anyone to go to another doctor. This explains why, although I was fairly clever at school and passed exams easily enough, I never went to a university. No one thought of suggesting it. Anyway, my family wanted me to bring home a weekly wage packet. So I left school at six- teen. (My brother left at fourteen.) In a way, this was a good thing. Ever since I was twelve, I had been preoccupied with the question of the meaning of human existence, and whether all human values are not pure self-delusion. (No doubt this f^- 32 ing was intensified by my dislike of the vague, brainless, cowlike drifting of the people around me.) My main interest was in science— particularly atomic physics— so that I was obsessed by the idea that there must be a sci- entific method for investigating this question of human existence. At four- teen, I discovered Shaw’s Man and Superman, and realized, with a shock, that I was not the first human being to ask the question. After that, I discovered Eliot’s Waste Land, Goethe’s Faust and Dostoyevsky’s Devils in quick succession, and began to feel that I was acquiring the basic data for attacking the problem. Since no school or university in England provides courses in this problem, it is probably as well that I set out to work on my own at sixteen. For the next eight years I worked in various jobs— mostly unskilled labor— and continued to accumulate data. I also did a good deal of writing —I kept a voluminous journal, which was several million words long by the time I was twenty-four. It was an ex- tremely hard and discouraging busi- ness, for I knew no one whose inter- ests overlapped with mine. I married when I was nineteen, and a wife and child added to the problems. But at least it meant that I got used to working completely and totally alone, and not expecting encouragement. Later on, reviewers and critics were outraged by what one of them called “his stupefying assurance about his own genius.” But it would have been impossible to go on working without some conviction of genius— at least, of certainty about the importance of what I was doing, and the belief that it wouldn’t matter if no other human being ever came to share this certain- ty. The feeling of alienation had to be totally accepted. Luckily, I’ve always had a fairly cheerful temperament, not much given to self-pity. So I went on working, reading and writing in my total vacuum, without contact with any other writer or thinker. I finally came to accept that I might spend all my life working in factories, and that my writing might never see print. It was hard to swallow, but I swallowed it, feeling that if Blake and Nietzsche could do without recogni- tion, so could 1. Then a publisher to whom I sent the first few pages of The Outsider accepted it. And when I was nearly twenty-five, there came that shatter- ing morning when I woke up and found press men banging at the door and television and radio demanding interviews. It was such a total change that it was like a bang on the head. The Outsider shot to the top of the nonfiction best-seller list in England and America, and was translated into fourteen languages within eighteen months. It so happened that a num- ber of young writers made their appearance at this time, including John Osborne, John Braine, and my friend Bill Hopkins. The press labeled us “Angry Young Men.” In my case, nothing could have been more gro- tesquely inappropriate. I was aggres- sively nonpolitical. I believed that people who make a fuss about politics do so because their heads are too empty to think about more important things. So I felt nothing but impa- tient contempt for Osborne’s Jimmy Porter and the rest of the heroes of social protest. The tide turned very quickly. . . . The experience was vertiginous. After a month of the noisiest and gaudiest kind of success, in which popular reviewers compared me to Plato, Shelley, Shaw and D.H. Lawrence, the merry-go-round came suddenly to a halt, and then began to revolve in the opposite direction. My name became a kind of dirty word to serious critics, and the ones who had “discovered” me winced when they remembered their praises. Every Christmas in England, the “posh” * Sunday papers run a feature in which eminent men and women are asked their opinion of the best books of the year. Not one mentioned The Out- sider, except Arthur Koestler, who went out of his way to refer to it as - ¥ the “bubble of the year,” “in which a young man discovers that men of genius suffer from Weltschmerz.” If The Outsider was an unprece- dented success, my next book. Reli- gion and the Rebel, was an unprece- dented failure. The highbrow critics seized the opportunity to go back on their praise of The Outsider. And the popular press joined in like a gang of Indians invited to a massacre. Time, with its usual awe-inspiring vulgarity, ran a kind of obituary on me headed “Scrambled Egghead.” It was then I was grateful for my ten years’ training in standing on my own feet. I had disliked the success of The Outsider. I don’t much like people anyway, so the endless succession of parties and receptions, and the hordes of new acquaintances, left me with a strong feeling of “people poisoning.” Six months after The Outsider came out, I moved as far away from London as I could get, to a cottage in Cornwall. There I plunged into the world of religious mysticism —of Eckhart and Boehme, Pascal and Swedenborg— of which I wrote in Religion and the Rebel. Success or failure didn’t matter all that much, provided one had enough money to live. The Outsider made me less money than might be expected— taxes took a lot of it, and I spent the rest pretty quickly— but I lived frugally anyway. The sheer malice of some of the attacks on me was difficult to swallow. But I felt I held a final card —my long practice in working alone, which probably meant that I could go on writing longer than my critics could go on sneering. The prospect of continuing the battle until I was nine- ty gave me a certain grim satisfac- tion. When my second book was hatcheted, I shrugged and went on working. The attacks didn’t worry me too much. I know enough of success to know that it is meaningless unless it is based on real understanding. I recognized that such understanding would probably take twenty years to grow. I was right. After ten years, it seems to be developing in countries where I would have least expected it— Japan, India, France, Spain, Arabia (the Arabs have translated seven of my books in the past year). Even in America. It may happen in England if I can live to be ninety or so. —Postscript to “The Outsider” (1967) (continued on page 64) 33 Presenting the Winners of (Mr Second Annual Short Story Contest CHOSEN BY THE EDITORS OF ^UGHT ZONE ^ MAGAZINE*^ A TRIO OF PRIZEWINNERS ' —AND A BONUS SHORT-SHORT— SHOWCASING FOUR EXCEPTIONAL NEW TALENTS. A voyage into fantasy via the transforming vision of a child ... a savage allegory about art and human nature ... a nighttime encounter with destiny in an unexpected form . . . These are the prizewinners in this year's Twilight Zone Short Story Contest, dedicated to the memory of Rod Serling, whose professional career was launched when, as a college student, he won a cash prize in a natimwide writing competition. With the goal of offering a similar opportunity to today’s emerging talmts, TZ’s contest was limited to writers who’d never before had fiction published professionally. The three stories on the pages that follow— all winners, and sharing the prize money equally among them— were selected by the editors of this magazine from among more than four thousand entries. Also included, by way of bonus, is a fourth story— an ingeniously wry short-short— designed to round out the collection, making for a quartet of unusually impressive debuts. Illustrations by Yvonne Buchanan THE JOURNEY hy Ahbie Herrick tubes warmed there was only a hum. He pressed the selector bar, but the needle only moved to the end of the station band, clicked, and started over again, never once stopping. And Leland cursed and said that it was just his luck that the radio was broken. Then Ada mentioned that the clock wasn’t working either, and that it hadn’t been ever since she set it just at the time they left. Leland told her that she had broken it. And Ada said it was because the car was so old, that any- thing could fall apart, that Leland should have got- ten a new one years ago. Leland’s knuckles whitened on the steering wheel. The Cadillac was his dream, the statement of his position in a -world where corporeal acquisitions counted. “It’s what I’ve always wanted, always dreamed of,” he told her once. And with those words he breathed a kind of elemental life into the metal body so that it was no longer just a means of transportation. , And when they stopped for food or rest or gas dream. And on the evening of the first day when the low sun cast long distorted shadows, Jinnje raised herself from her pillow inside the car that she called “Woodie” because to her it was more than just a conveyance; it was a friendly being that succored and comforted her. On looking through her window she called out, “We’re a monster, we’re a monster!” Leland cursed, slamming on the brakes as he turned to look. The car behind them blew its horn, and Ada told him to watch where he was going, that the child was sick; she had only seen a shadow. Mut- tering, Leland turned the radio on, but after the 35 for the car, they were uneasy space explorers step- ping out on a hostile planet, staying only as long as necessary before reentering their craft. On the first night when they arrived at a motel, Leland carried Jinnje out of the Cadillac and laid her on the trundle bed while Ada soaked some towels in water. Then they went out to clean the suitcases and the Cadillac’s floor of Jinnje’s sickness. Leland brought back a paD from the trunk, but when he entered the room he found Ada mopping up the floor by Jinnje’s bed. “Goddamn, couldn’t she make it to the toilet?” “She’s too weak.” “Ten years old and she still pukes every time she goes anywhere. I’ll be damned if she ever makes it to eleven,” he said, hating the child that was only an unwanted by-product of desire, who made her presence unavoidable by the sickness spread about the floor of the dream that was to free him of his mediocrity. “You shut up, Lee.” J^Ala laid a cold washcloth over Jinnje’s head, her face a mask of pious concern. “Ma?” Jinnje opened her eyes and turned. “I want Dracula. I wanna see Dracula.” “What the shit is that?” “It’s her stuffed horse. She calls it Dracula. She can’t sleep without it.” “Hell,” he said. “I threw that out, it was full of puke.” “No,” said Ada. “Ma, he threw away my horse.” Jinnje rose up on her elbows and looked straight into her father’s eyes. “I hate your dirty rotten guts, you threw away my horse.” “Jinnje, watch your language.” “I’ll slap the goddamn living—” “Lee!” Ada moved between them. Leland and Ada glared at each other, said nothing for a while. Then Leland drew back. “I didn’t throw it out, it’s still in the car.” Ada and Leland left together, but as Jinnje leaned over her bed she could hear her father’s voice. “Damn sourpuss kid, she just gets in my way. If it weren’t-” “Leland, for God’s sake!” “Yeah, God’s sake. Carrying that damn kid like a cross on your back, like she’s your ticket into heaven.” And on the morning of the second day, as the Fleetwood’s heavy snow-tires thrummed along the open road, Jinnje woke up seeing bare winter branches weaving past great Woodie’s windows. And even through the sheet the seat felt damp, for the windows had been left open the night before. The pail was on the floor beside her, surrounded by newspapers in case she missed. And Dracula the horse was in her arms, all mottled grey from when she tried to ink his white fur black, and bloated in spots from when Ada caught her and threw Dracula into the washing machine which knocked his stuff- ings out of shape. And she could hear big Woodie softly humming all around her as he split the air before him with his great prowed hood. A monster he was, throwing great monster shadows every time the sun was low. Like the monsters that she used to watch run past her house when Woodie was young and she was little. Great monsters from the top of the hill that came running down with their sun- bright eyes and demon faces. And Leland shook his fist and cursed at them and at the humans inside them for what he said they did to him. But she would watch them as they swept by at night, gar- goyle monsters on wheels with long red taillights, and maybe one would stop and sweep her up with it. Then she would be flying with the monsters, back where the monsters lived and carried out unholy ex- periments with grown-up humans. But she would be safe because she liked monsters and she was still lit- tle. Too little, in fact, for her age. And skinny and sick. Always sick, God and angels frowning down, she felt the tightening in her throat, barely able to raise herself and lean over the pail. But now the monsters were taking her to their home. As the sun rose higher, the heat began to seep through Woodie’s sky-blue body, warming the headlining and the heavy padded seats until the wool cloth let out its soft familiar smell. “My God,” said Leland, almost laughing as he pushed down on the window buttons. “That puke’s beginning to stink.” “Stop it, Lee. You don’t smell a thing.” She was flying inside the sky-blue monster. Sky-blue and chrome surrounded her, star-sparkling bright and warm even though the cold wind whipped across her face as great Woodie climbing an over- pass cleaved through clouds of morning mist. She felt lifting. Lifting away to float forever in the sky- blue in the house of the monsters who came down the hill. Away from the grown-ups. Away from the boys who beat her up at school. Away from the sick- ness that made her retch even when her stomach was empty. Made her retch up even water, and green bile when there wasn’t water. The humming grew louder. Woodie was singing her a song. “Jinnje, you hafta go to the bathroom?” Ada asked. “No.” “Well, she’d better get out anyway. Maybe if she’d get some air, she’d stop that goddamned puking.” Woodie had to stop for gas, and Leland and Ada became again like space explorers on hostile ground. And Jinnje leaned on Ada as she took her to the restroom, while Leland emptied out her pail and rinsed it at a spigot. And as Jinnje returned, she saw Woodie gleam 36 in the afternoon sun like a faery car, like some heav- enly machine just dropped from the sky to carry her away. Leland paid the attendant who was staring at the car. [ “What year is she?” the attendant asked. “1 ain’t seen one like that in a long time.” “Fifty-six. A Fleetwood.” “That’s a right pretty automobile. Sure kept her in good shape.” “Yeah,” Leland said. Ada and Jinnje stood behind him. He was blocking the door Jinnje used to pnfpr “How much?” “What d’ya mean?” “How much for her?” Jinnje held on to Woodie. She felt sick again. But Leland backed away from the man, his knuckles whitening as he gripped the door handle. They were a car. And as they pulled out into the long evening shadows, Woodie again became their universe, their starship hurtling through a hostile space to a distant dream. And his shadow cast a monster shape as Jinnje, barely able to reach the sill, fell back and stared up at the sky-blue headlining and felt great Woodie’s presence all around her, lifting her out of her pain and sickness. And the world that rolled beneath the Cadillac’s wheels passed into oblivion as the monster carried its human passengers into a uni- verse where the only laws were its own. She could hear him as he sang his thrumming song to her and told her of how the three of them now belonged to him and how they had ever since they refused to sell him. They were his souls, he told her. And he was their chromium god, their only god, their material lusts giving him conscious existence. And he was taking them to the place of the monsters which the others thought was the haven they hoped to find, as they saw him' as the embodiment of their American dream. And she, he told her, had been their sacrifice, their offering to him as their ancestors offered to the gods of other times. Jinnje smiled and felt herself rising from the cold and damp to a sapphire bril- liance reaching out with warmth and love as Woodie accepted her and sang to her, and they were going up the hill to live in the house of the monsters forever. And he granted the other two their wish for material security and carried them on. “Lee?” Ada turned in her seat. “I think we’d better find a doctor for Jinnje. She really looks bad.” “Hell, never mind. It’s just car sickness. Anyway, we’ll be there soon.” They were a car. And the car was their universe, their spaceship of forever, traveling over a fleeting now to a burned- out star in the depths of infinity. CRITIQUE by Brian Ferguson t was a typical modem classroom. Rectangular like a box. The drab tile floor stretched to the far end of the room, where it was cut off by an eight-foot wall of cold, hard brick. On top of the wall was a row of short windows— more suitable for peering in than for looking out. The ceiling was covered with acoustical tile to absorb the sound, and the fluorescent tubes cast a cold, clinical light throughout the room. Thirty-five desks, with cheap plastic seats, were precisely arranged in seven rows of five. They faced the blackboard, an instrument of torture so common its victims don’t even scream when its contents are poured into their brains like sand. The Instmctor sat quietly at his desk watching the students enter. He had seen this scene often during the last twenty years. Year after year, no matter how happy and noisy they were in the hallway, they became hushed as they entered the door. “They know what we do here,” he thought. Middle-aged, with brown hair, the instructor had one wife, two tv’s, three kids, and a mortgage. He was John Doe, Joe Average, a face in the crowd, and “Who cares? A job is a job.’’ “Could you move your desks into a circle, please, so that we can all see each other?” immediately there was the sound of moving desks. People bumped into one another in the rush to please. Interestingly, however, the circle never completely closed. None of them moved their desks near the Instructor. He was sitting in the opening of a horseshoe, eight feet from the nearest student. “I believe we were going to begin with John today. Since he isn’t here yet, why don’t we—” The door opened. « “Ah, John, we were just getting started. We didn’t know if you were coming. Are you ready to go first?” John, embarrassed at being late, nodded an answer to the Instructor’s question and quickly pulled a desk into the semicircle. He was a slender young man with sandy blond hair and sensitive blue eyes. There was a slight bulge in his jacket that he cradled carefully with his left arm. As soon as he was settled, the Instructor called on him. “Go ahead and begin.” John unzipped his jacket halfway and was reaching in with his right hand when he suddenly paused. He looked at the faces of his classmates. All eyes were on him. They seemed to be— hungry? He looked away from them. Slowly and gently John withdrew his surprise. It was a dove. Soft, gentle, and perfectly white. It nestled comfortably in John’s hand, cooing quietly as he stroked the back of its neck. One of the girls in the class began to sigh but caught herself before anyone noticed. John cupped the bird in both hands and leaned his head forward to whisper a prayer of hope in the bird’s ear. Then, sitting up straight, he raised his arms, opened his hands, and the bird flew! The walls of the room disappeared, and the en- tire class was caught up in flight. The dove sang of waves crashing on a beach, and they all flew with him along the sand while a crimson-orange sunset ig- nited the clouds. The dove sang of branches waving in a breeze, and they chased each other laughing through the trees of a giant forest. The dove sang of the majesty of high mountain peaks, and they soared over a Himalayan sunrise. And oh! the blue, blue sky! And the sheer im- mensity of the clouds! And the Peace! And the Vi- sion! and the Beauty! And the Freedom! . . . “Any comments?” the Instructor asked. The girl who had almost sighed wanted to say, “It was perfect! I loved it!” but she didn’t. The class sat silently, not looking at one another. The bird stood on the Instructor’s desk. “What worked for you and what didn’t?” Silence. “Let’s see, who haven’t we called on? Tom?” “Well, I thought he captured the feeling of flight.” “Was it believable?” asked the Instructor. “No, it wasn’t,” Dennis interrupted. “Doves can’t fly that high.” “Did that strain its credibility for you, Dennis?” “Yes.” “How would you fix it?” Dennis walked to the Instructor’s desk and picked up a pair of scissors. Grabbing the bird in his left hand, he quickly and efficiently clipped its wings so that it would never fly again. “Thank you, Dennis,” the Instructor said. “Who else would like to help John?” There was no reply. “What about the bird’s song?” Tom spoke up. “I guess that wasn’t very be- lievable either.” “Why not, Tom?” “Because doves don’t really sing, they just sound like pigeons.” “Will you fix it, Tom?” Tom took the scissors and cut out the bird’s tongue. Being less experienced, he did a messy job, and blood continued to trickle out of the bird’s beak after he finished. The bird was now lying on its side quivering. “Yes, Betty?” She was raising her hand. “I was turned off by the bird’s whiteness. No- body’s that pure, even in fairy tales. It seemed a bit, well, childish.” “Do you have a solution?” Betty dumped half a bottle of India ink on the dying bird. “Are there any more comments for John?” asked the Instructor. No. “John, do you have any questions for us?” Staring at his hands, John shook his head. “Very well,” said the Iristructor, picking up the lifeless bird and dropping it into his box of Things to Be Graded. “I beliew? Karen is next. Is that right?” John, who had been thinking about his once beautiful dove, looked up just in, time to see Karen open a small shoe box and take cut a tiny chipmunk. He smiled to himself and reached into his pocket for his switchblade. EVENING IN THE PARK by Susan Rooke ang! Sara slammed the front door behind her and strode down the sidewalk, jamming her fists into the pockets of her sweater. She would probably freeze to death dressed so lightly, but for the moment she dlidn’t feel a thing. How many times had she done this in the past few weeks, she wondered, hesitating at the curb. She glanced over her shoulder at the house and considered going back to discuss the situation. Noth- ing could be SLCcomplished this way. In that brief pause, the curtain at the liv- ing room window was flicked aside to make a tiny peephole. Then it quickly settled back into place. Okay, fine. If Barry wanted to stand there sneaking looks at her through the living room curtains instead of coming out to bring her back, so be it. He was probably just waiting till she A^as out of sight so he could call his mistress without being interrupted. Deciding to make life easier for Barry, Ss^ra stepped down off the curb, looked both ways, and headed across the street to the park. The park was empty this time of year, remind- ing Sara of a cemetery. The trees were stiff and sharp; dead leaves in the deep end of the swimming pool whispered against the concrete. Perhaps this was not a good idea. It was almost five o’clock, get- ting dark already. Sara briefly envisioned herself crawling back to Barry on her hands and knees. “Hi, Barry. I went to the park and got raped. Guess I showed you.” No, that wouldn’t do. On the other hand, no rapist would bother coming to this desolate spot for a victim. He would never dream that some- one would actually oe here. Drawing confidence from her rationalization, Sara settled into a swing. She would stay alert, arid if anything seemed the least bit strange . . . “So peaceful ^vithout joggers, don’t you think?” Sara leaped to her feet and spun toward the voice, the swing seat striking her in the leg. Sitting two swings away with her hands folded across a cane in her lap was an old woman so small that her feet did not reach the ground. She was wearing a light summer dress, a lavender scarf tied under her chin, and white anklets with shiny black shoes. She smiled understandingly at Sara. “I’m sorry, dear, did I startle you? I could see you were lost in your own thoughts, so I felt I had better speak now. If you’d noticed me in ten minutes, your reaction would’ve been rather more pronounced.” As she spoke, the swing moved gently back and forth without apparent effort from its occu- pant. The old woman waited patiently for Sara to gather her wits enough to speak. “Have you been there the whole time?” The woman was small, but she wasn’t invisible. Sara couldn’t imagine how she had overlooked her. “Yes, I have,” She nodded firmly, the ends of her scarf bobbing. “Sitting in this spot. You looked right through me. Not very flattering, but I’m ac- customed to it.” “Really?” Sara considered for a moment the old woman’s unsuitable and rather odd attire. “Aren’t you cold?” “Not especially. I find it doesn’t bother me much.” She paused and scrutinized Sara carefully. “You must be freezing, though. Nothing but a light sweater.” “To be honest, I hadn’t even* noticed if I was cold or not.” Sara settled back into the swing, feel- 39 ing somewhat safer in the old woman’s company. After swinging for a while in silence, Sara began to feel conversational. Curiosity overcame her usual reticence with strangers. “You said you like this park— do you come here often, then?” “No, not really. Just when I have some clear- ing out to do.” The old woman waved a frail hand vaguely in the air, indicative of mental cobwebs. Sara sighed. “I know what you mean.” The old woman smiled kindly at her. “Do you, dear? You should be too young to have problems weighing you down. After you get to be my age, then you have problems.” “That’s too bad. I’d hoped you’d reach a stage when all your problems could be left behind.” “Oh, that would be a fortunate person. Perhaps some day you’ll have your wish.” Sara opened her mouth to speak, then jumped, feeling as if someone or something had touched her knee. She glanced furtively at the old woman, whose hands calmly rested on the cjne across her lap. How ridiculous. She wasn’t close enough to reach, anyway. Trying to relax, Sara dismissed the sensa- tion as the product of her tired imagination. God knew she had reason enough to be jumpy. Barry’s behavior the past couple of weeks had been secre- tive, to say the least. Every time she had walked in on him lately, she had the feeling of interrupting an intimate conversation that he had been holding with the bare walls. A conversation, of course, all about her. Then there were the telephone calls with Barry’s end being carried on in code. He said it was business, but wasn’t that the oldest excuse known to man? Sara realized she didn’t need excuses to tell her what was happening. Her intuition and a failed love affair before her marriage told her all she wanted to know: she was well on her way to another broken relationship. And so she swung slowly back and forth, studying the bare ground moving beneath her and trying not to think too much. It was depressing. “In a year’s time, you’ll probably wonder why you wasted so much energy worrying about it.” Sara’s head snapped up in Surprise. “How in the world did you know what I was thinking?” “It wasn’t hard. I’ve learned to read people fairly well over the years, and your face so obviously said, ‘Why me?’ ” The old woman gave the ends of her lavender scarf a securing tug. “You really must try to believe in yourself, my dear. You can change almost any situation with a little correctly applied thought.” “I don’t know. I can’t shake the feeling that most things happen for no reason whatsoever.” She glanced around and deliberately changed the subject. “I wish it wasn’t so dark already. With just the two of us here, it gives me the creeps.” Suddenly a pool of light opened at their feet as the street lamp overhead flashed on. The park was brilliantly lit from one end to the next as all the lights came to life at once. Sara gave a small shriek and clapped a hand to her mouth. Then she burst out laughing. “Somebody must be listening! That just alx)ut scared me to death.” The old woman was still swinging calmly, com- pletely unaffected. “It seems to me you got your wish.” Sara grinned. “I wish I had.” She missed her companion’s pained expression. “These lights must be on a time-delay switch.” A demurring cough came; from the second swing. “You don’t think perhaps it was what you said that caused the lights to come on?” Sara chuckled. Obviously the old party was having her on. “Hardly. Nothing: I’ve ever said has changed things one iota.” The old woman looked at her reprovingly but said nothing. They swung for a while longer in silence, Sara hoping she hadn’t been rude in her breezy dismissal. She had always been taught to be unfailingly polite to her elders, no matter how strange they might be. At last she said, “Wouldn’t it be lovely if things did work that way? When I was a little girl I used to make wishes and hope that they’d come true, but they never did.” She smiled. “Maybe I just didn’t know the right wishes to make.” The old woman put a veined hand on the knob of her cane and waited. Finally she prompted, “What would you wish for today, if you were able to make just one?” Sara shrugged. She didn’t particularly want to take the conversation any further, but she didn’t want to brush off such a well-me£ming old person. To be polite, she said the first thing that came into her head. “Probably a new tv— the one I have now is junk. It makes all the colors blue-gray and the people short and squatty.” She nodded abruptly. “That’s it. I wish I had a new twenty-six-inch color tv, cable- ready. There. We’ll see what happens.” Feeling slightly foolish, Sara stood up with a false bright smile. “I’d better go. My husband’s bound to be wondering about me.” Brushing off the seat of her slacks, she started away, then tuimed back. “I’ve en- joyed our conversation. Maybe we’ll run into each other again here. I come to the park fairly often.” The old woman smiled and nodded. “That would be lovely, dear ...” When Sara was out of hearing, “. . . but highly unlikely.” She sagged into the seat of her swing, slightly depressed. Her failures always affected her this way. You prompt them, she thought, give them every chance, and their human pigheadedness preserves the status quo. The swing next to her gave a slight creak as a light- ly furred creature with tufted (;ars settled fastidi- 40 ously into the seat. “What do jou think she’ll do when she gets home and finds the new tv?” it asked. “I im^ne she’ll come back here looking for me.” The fairy godmother sighed deeply. “We’d bet- ter leave now, I suppose. She lives just across the street.” The creature jumped down from the swing. “You shouldn’t l(;t it get to you,” it said. “She wasted the first two, but she had her three wishes fair and square.” The fairy godmother snorted. “Yes, and all it will get her is more trouble over the property settle- ment. Her husband will end up with it, and she’ll blame me.” She hopped lightly from the swing and gripped her cane resolutely about the middle. “Oh, well. Let’s get busy. We still have three more people to see tonight.” “How many more tv’s have you got in you?” the creature teased. “Oh, please.” Together they started out of the park. SAY GOODBYE TO JUDY by William B. Barfield really do despise these services; they’re so final. I didn’t want to come. These things depress me more than just about anything else I do. But if I didn’t at least make an appearance, the town would never forgive me, especially as close as I was to her. So here I sit, in my best suit, dirty brown, l istening to a little old blue-haired organist pump out somber songs for us to endure. Naturally it’s raining a steady drizzle outside. What a lousy day. I sure am going to miss her. We all are. There’s her poor mother sitting down front, about that guy and his car she just couldn’t resist. Already she’s sniffling, trying to hold back all those She didn’t care that he was nothing but a second- tears. She never expected to endure anything like rate race car driver, or that he had the IQ of a com- this at Judy’s tender age. Seems like only yesterday mon cold. Off they went that afternoon, screaming Judy and I were cavorting around together, laugh- tires all the way. A special day, he said. Three days ing, the very best of friends. She would talk of her later I heard the awful news, dreams of becoming a nurse and helping people. As I turn around, the music swells. I can see I wish they would hurry up and get this ritual the six escorts bringing her down to the altar, her over with. Would you look at all those flowers? They father with them. He should really be with her must have cleaned out every florist for miles mother; the poor woman’s sobbing full tilt now. I around . . . wish that noisy kid behind me would shut up. Why Judy had a scholarship to the state school. She do parents bring children to these things? They don’t was so promising Then that car showed up, that understand what’s going on. damned crimson Corvette. I told her that guy went She’s at tHe altar, damn it. Oh, Judy! God, she too fast! God, what a terrible waste! Her life has just looks good in white! A mumbling preacher and two been thrown into the garbage can. phrases end it all: “I do” and “pronounce you man Our preacher shouldn’t wear those robes. He and wife.” Give them a rousing cheer if you’re so looks more like an angel of death than a guide to happy! everlasting life. Even his prayer book is black. Why him? He’s not much, and she’s not preg- 41 5iti by Scott Edelman THE OLD TV HAD EXTRAORDINARILY GOOD RECEPTION- IT REACHED ALL THE WAY TO THE TWILIGHT ZONE. Dear Mr. Klein; You’ve got to be kidding, right? I’ve been watching TZ leruns on my battered old Zenith for as long as I can remember, and I know all of the ’Twilight Zone trivia— casting listings, writing credits, plot convolutions, twist endings, etc. I would have sworn that you’d have all of it doT n pat, too; I guess I figured it came with the job. Next thing you’U be telling me you never saw the episode with Sebastian Cabot as a third-grade math teacher who has an Insolent pint-sized Jackie Coogan in his class, playing the boy who may very well be Cabot himself as a child. I just saw it on my set for what must have been the twentieth time last week. Sincerely, Scott Edelman Dear Mr. Klein: It’s been wonderful reliving the golden age of television these past months in your magazine via Marc Zicree’s guide to The Twilight Zone ’s classic episodes. I’ve been a lifelong Rod Serling fan, so it’s ♦ heartening to see that the market will support a magazine dedicated to carrying on Serllng’s dream of quality fantasy. But now that the series is nearing its end, I’m worried that Zicree is going to leave out some of my favorite episodes. As far as I can tell, he’s already skipped at least two— the one that had John Agar as the smaU-town buUy whose hfe is changed when he switches places for a few hours with the meek schoolteacher he’s been taunting, and the unforgettable tender comedy in which Irene Ryan plays a struggling writer’s muse. How could he possibly have forgotten them? Sincerely, Scott Edelman To; Marc Zicree From; Ted Klein Do you know what the hell this guy is talking about? To: Ted From: Marc This Edelman guy is either senile, deluded, or lying. I’m sure these episcdes were never filmed; none of the people I’ve interviewed for my Twilight Zone book remembei' writing or acting in any of them. TeU him that April Fool’s Day is long past and to stop bothering busy New York editors with his fruitcake fantasies. Dear Mr. Edelman: None of us at TZ— including Marc Scott Zicree, out in Los Angeles — has heard of the episodes you claim to have seen. Would it be possible for you to teU me a little more about them? Sincjerely, Ted Klein t-Yie tvTO epi» Dear Mr. Klein: I’ll do better than that. Take a look at these BVa” X 11” glossies I shot off my Zenith last night. Sincerely, Scott Edehnan To: Carol Serllng Prom: Ted Klein Please sit down when you read this letter. What I’m about to tell you may seem strange at first, but I’m sure you’ll agree after you watch the enclosed videotapes that aU is as it should be. You will see a Twilight Zone episode about a pacifist G.I. (William Bendix) forced to fight with Death (Raymond Massey) to win life for his platoon. You are going to watch Larry Blyden become the first comedian to make a Martian laugh, and shiver at the reward he gets from the citizens of the red planet. You will be amazed to see Rod introduce us to Ed Wynn as an oddbaU inventor who solves aU of mankind’s problems and then is visited by a very unhappy President of the United States (Bob Crane) who finds that without miseries to try to cure, the government is slowly losing its power. I am confident that Rod, somewhere, is still creating the magic that makes people happy and makes people think, and that if you stay up late enough in Scott Edelman’s apartment with just the right dosage of fafigue and the correct degree of insomnia, you will be able to see him at work with a crew of otherworldly compadres. But the eerie fruits of his labors can only be seen on one battered television set in Brooklyn. And to answer the question I’ve already asked myself, which is where the signals this set picks up are being broadcast from, I can only let Rod’s words speak for him. “There is a fifth dimension, beyond that which is known to man ...” fg JUST BEYOND THE DOOR LAY A WORLD OF DEATH AND HORROR - AND THE HARDEST PART WAS KEEPING IT OUT OF HIS HOME. / t was that hour of the evening when each member of the family was sliding downhill towards sleep. Ordinarily this was John’s favorite time of day, when he could forget about things like locked doors and weapons and security procedures, forget about the hardened criminals he guarded, and simply enjoy being a husband and father, surrounded by those he loved. He liked to sit in his chair, that ancient piece with the lumps and valleys that didn’t quite fit anyone else’s behind, to watch and listen as the nightly activities became slower and more muted. Judy was in the kitchen, flitting back and forth across the doorway as she cleaned up after supper and started breakfast preparations so everyone could get off on time in the morning: John to the lab, the children to school and day care, Judy to her job with Civil Defense. Ten-year-old Carrie was in front of the televi- sion for the one hoim of programming her parents allowed. John and Judy were strict, concerned parents. The only person whose activities varied from night to night was Donny. He might play with his collection of trucks and fire engines. He might go to the kitchen to “help” his mothei'. He might watch television. At four he was still fascinated by that thing, that window into another world, even though he cared nothing for what the people in that world were doing. In spite of Carrie’s threats, when he watched, he watched from direc:;ly in front of the screen. Tonight he was doing none of those things. Donny was behaving strangely, adding to his father’s unease. Dressed already in what he called his “feet pajamas,” he was just sitting on the floor humming to himself. Occasionally he would look up at his father and then away, quickly. What could a four-year-old have to feel guilty about? John wondered. Nothing. It couldn’t be guilt. The woman at the day care center said Donny’ d had a good day, no problems. John now made it a point to ask every time, because a couple of months ago there had ap- parently been some trouble with an older boy and John hadn’t known anything Eibout it until the morning Donny suddenly burst into tears and re- fused to leave the apartment. “I’ll be good! I’ll be good!” he’d promised. “I’m big enough to stay by myself now!” Tears were rolling down his cheeks, but the expression in his eyes was not a childish :fear that could be soothed with hugs or promises. John told Judy and Carrie to go on without them. He could have dragged Donny to the day care center and some parents would have said that’s what he should have done. But John knew that would be wrong. Donny never did anything without a reason, though sometimes finding that reason was like trying to separate a single string from a tan- gled mass. So he’d stayed to talk to the boy, know- ing he would be late for work, at a time when being late for work was almost treasonable. Bit by bit John coaxed the story out of him. Then he’d talked to Donny about standing up for himself, gave him a few tips aljout fighting, if it should come to that. Judy wouldn’t have approved of that part of it but, dammit, a woman would just let people walk all over her. A man soon learned that justice wasn’t handed out on a silver platter. Sometimes you have to take what is rightfully yours. Donny came home that day with a split lip, but it hadn’t stopped him from grinning at his father. There’d been no more trouble from the other boy. Ever since then John took time to talk to the woman at the center. He didn’t like to be out of touch with what his children were thinking and doing. Until a year ago, John’s and Judy’s work schedules were so arranged that one parent could always be at home with the children. It made an upside-down day for the family, but it hiad been worth the trouble to give the children the sense of security that could only come from a stable home. Then the world had taken a few steps closer to war, and both the government labs and Civil Defense had gone on crisis schedules. A child’s sense of security had become one of those after-the-war luxu- ries like holidays, full supermarket shelves, and Sunday afternoon drives in the country. Assum- ing there was an after for this war. John shifted in his chair, annoyed that his thoughts had drifted in that direc- tion. The war had no right to intrude on this, his favorite time of day. He ap- proved of its com- ing— the country couldn’t back down again without losing respect— but a man and his family need some relief from the tension war prep- arations produced. In the kitchen Judy dropped a plate. John heard it clatter and roll. She said something, a swear word, probably, but it came out sounding like a sob. Carrie turned to look at the kitchen doorway. Even ten-year-olds could feel that tension. How could they not, with air raid drills and survival training in school? When she turned back John noticed the glazed look in her eyes and wondered if she could even see the clown on the screen. “Look, Daddy, I’ve got a bag of worms.’’ Donny was holding up one leg of his pajamas by the foot. With his toes wiggling inside it did look like a squirming bag of worms. “So you do,’’ John said, trying to force a light note into his voice. “Hey, Buster, it’s almost bed- time. Why don’t you come here and sit beside me and I’ll tell you a bedtime story.” Donny dropped his foot with a thump, then brought his knees up to his chest, wrapped his arms around them and said, “Not going to bed anymore.” It sounded like sheer defiance. John breathed deeply before he allowed himself to speak. He never spoke in anger to his children. Never. But the boy could be stubborn. Tonight of all nights there must be peace in the house. “Well, why don’t you come here and we’ll talk about it.” Donny climbed onto his father’s knee, reluc- tance shovidng in his stiff movements. “Now, what’s this nonsense about not going to bed? Everyone goes to bed at night. It’s the best place for sleeping. You wouldn’t want to sleep on the floor, would you? It’s too cold and hard.” “Not goingdx) sleep. Not ever again.” His chin was tilted at a dangerous angle— dangerous to John’s hope for a peaceful evening. It was this stubborn streak that worried John most about his son. A certain amount of it was good. It made a man stick to a job till it was done. But too much and he’d be selfish and inconsiderate. Judy could laugh— she did sometimes, though not 45 Etching by Steve Stankiewicz r Nightbears . unkindly— but he worried that his son might turn out badly, like the lifers he guarded who had volunteered as guinea pigs for the government testing programs. The only halfway decent thing they’d ever done in their self-indulgent lives, probably. His son deserved a better future than that. But what was he thinking of? The boy was ' four years old and he might not have a future. Damn. The war again. Suddenly John could imagine what was going through Donny’s head and it almost made him laugh. : Of course the boy didn’t want to go to sleep. It was a wonder they’d never had this problem before. .Donny’s world was made up of toys and games and love and kindness from everyone he met. Especially so now when wartime made everyone more senti- I mental about children. Go to sleep and miss out on more of the same? ; Only a very young child like Donny could be i happy in the world as it was today. Even Carrie had : crossed the invisible line, though she refused to talk about the fears that made her look away when cer- tain words were mentioned. He smoothed Donny’s hair, trying to reassure the boy wordlessly untD he could find the words to explain that a simple problem like going to bed should not upset either one of them. The picture on the television screen faded to gray. The sound was cut off in the middle of a familiar commercial jingle. “Daddy, the program wasn’t over. Is the set broken?’’ Carrie’s voice had an edge to it. Judy ran in from the kitchen wiping her hands on a towel. “What’s happening? Is it a bulletin?’’ Before John could say that he didn’t know, a new picture formed on the screen. But not really a new picture. It was of a care-worn man behind a desk, the same man they had seen all too often in the past year announcing that the international situation had taken a turn for the worse and then again, worse yet. John reached out for the remote control and turned off the set before the man could speak. “Daddy-” “Oh, John, do you think you should? He might ; tell US-” I “Tell us what?” he asked harshly. “The truth? With things going the way they are do you think he’d dare tell us the truth?” I This was no good. He was scaring his wife and I children. He was scaring himself. Sometimes a coun- 1 ; try had to fight for justice the same as a man did. j : They had no choice about this coming war. It was ; : necessary. But he would not let it intrude here and ; now. In this place there would b(; an island of tern- | I porary peace. j ] He took a deep breath and hoped his smile ’ wasn’t as sickly as it felt. “Anyway, who wants to i ■ listen to a dumb old President when there are more | : interesting things to do?” he asked his daughter. | Carrie rewarded him with the ghost of a smile. ^ ; It didn’t help at all to realize that at the mo- | ; ment he’d turned off the set he’d been thinking that ; if this was really it, Judy would loe getting a phone \ [ call any minute now ordering her to report to her job i i at the neighborhood shelter. He hadn’t managed to | ' shut an 3 rthing out, hadn’t made a conscious decision ; for suicide— though considering that the shelters , j; were still incompletely furnished, incompletely . I; stocked, and some of them only half-built, that deci- | : sion might be the only rational one a man with a i family could make. i “Judy, it’s almost bedtime. Why don’t you fix i some sugar bread for the kids while I start thinking \ \ of a story to tell?” j His wife and daughter seemed to relax and I John knew he had done the right thing. Hold on to the routine. It spelled security. The telephone didn’t ring. Yet. He held Donny on his lap and wished the boy would lean back and put his head down. It had been ; a long, hard day for everyone and tomorrow would | i be worse. If Donny would just relax for a few ; ! minutes his sleepiness would catch up with him and j 1 there’d be no more nonsense about not going to bed. I j Sugar bread, he thought, feeling depressed. It | I was funny how different things symbolized depriva- j tion for different people. For some it was the short- i age of meat or buying a patch kit for soles instead of j buying new shoes. For John it ^vas sugar bread, a I slice of bread thinly spread with margarine, even , ! more thinly sprinkled with sugar. John’s father had I been unemployed most of his life and store-bought ■ treats were too expensive. As a child he hadn’t mind- ed, hadn’t missed what he’d never known. He’d liked I sugar bread. But it was different now. He had a ! good job. He ought to be able to give his children something better. Only you can’t ;pve them what you can’t find. He understood that the shelters had to be stocked. Their only chance for survival from radia- tion, chemicals, and manmade, man-seeded plagues lay in the shelters, and a shelter was useless if peo- ple in them starved to death before it was safe to come out. It used to be a nightly ritual. Donny and Car- 46 rie would have some kind of treat while John told them a story. It Avas something they all enjoyed, a time to be togeth(jr, and having a few cookies or a couple of pieces of candy had been part of it. John had remembered sugar bread when stocks at the supermarkets began to get low. Carrie said she loved it. Donny ate it when it was given to him, but John guessed he didn’t really like it. His favorite story was Hansel and Gretel and he made John describe th<; witch’s house over and over. Sometimes when he was playing by himself John would hear him singing to himself, “Peanut butter cookies and chocolate bars and jelly beans and malt balls and gumdrops,’’ repeating the words like a magical chant. V/hen that happened, John felt depressed. There hadn’t been any candy or cookies on the supermarket shelvtis in almost a year. Where had the things disappeared to? They couldn’t all have been sent to the shelters. As a matter of fact they hadn’t been. Not everything. Just last week John had been able to get a few jelly beans. It was one of the few dishonest things he’d ever done in his life and he didn’t like to think about it. It made him feel ashamed. Fright- ened, too. After several sleepless nights he’d man- aged to put it right out of his mind. It could have resisted in something horrible but it hadn’t. His family was safe and he’d never be tempted again. John looked down at his son. Donny was still tense, ready for a battle. “You still haven’t told me why you don’t want to go to sleep,” he said, drawing the boy closer. “If I go to sleep the bears will come and eat me.” “What bears?” John asked, laughing. “There aren’t any bears in the city. Listen, do you think I’d let anything get in here and hurt you? Haven’t I I always taken care of you?” Donny had started to shiver. “These bears are different. 'They’re not in the city. They’re in the place I go when I go to sleep. They eat people. I’ve seen them!” John rubbed at the frown line between his eyebrows. He really wasn’t in the mood for this sort of thing tonight. He had no patience, no reassuring words to offer. All he wanted was an evening with his family before he had to face tomorrow’s fears and problems. Was that too much to ask? Judy came back with two paper napkins hold- ing slices of sugar bread. Carrie reached for hers but before she bit into it she gave her brother a stern look. “You just had a bad dream,” she told him. “Dreams aren’t real. They can’t hurt you. Only babies are afraid of things in dreams.” John smiled at her. Poor Carrie. She wasn’t much more than a baby herself and scared of things-real things— she didn’t understand. But she was trying to help. Donny started to cry, shaking his head so hard that his tears slid in crooked trails down his cheeks. “It’s not just a dream! They’re real bears— real teeth— they hurt—” “Donny,” Judy said tenderly, reaching out to pick him up from John’s lap. But Donny misimderstood. He slid down from John’s lap and backed away. “No! I won’t go to bed. Won’t go to sleep! Won’t let the bears eat me!” Coming on top of all his other worries it was too much. John’s temper snapped. He grabbed Donny, threw him across his lap, and gave him a few whacks on the bottom. 'The boy’s screams were shrill and filled with terror. John continued to hit him, harder than he should have, almost in tears himself from his own pain, the inner pain that intensified with every blow, every scream. The pain of guilt for this and every other sin he’d ever committed against his family. At last he stopped, frightened by his own anger. Donny was only sobbing now. Carrie and even Judy were looking at him, white-faced, as if he had turned into some kind of monster. Maybe he had. Donny was sobbing now. Carrie and Judy were looking at Jojin, white-faced, as if he had turned into some kind of monster. Maybe he had. Without a word, without the usual hugs and kisses that followed punishment, John carried Donny to bed. The only peace any of them would get to- night was after he’d cried himself to sleep. Which he did after a very long while. John sat on the floor beside Donny’s bed until the crying stopped, not sure whether he was there to comfort his son or to punish himself. When he came out of the children’s bedroom Carrie managed to kiss him good night without ever really looking at him. Judy pleaded a headache and went to bed a few minutes later. John wanted to ask her to stay and keep him company, but he felt he’d used up his privileges for one night. He had the quiet he’d wanted, but not the peace. He was wide awake now, last week’s worry gnawing at him like a stomach full of rats. hat damn.job of his! If only he didn’t have to look at those guys every day— the traitors, the murderers, the rapists. Many of them had never held an honest job, never gave a thought to their responsibilities to family and country. They’d been convicted of the worst crimes, would have been in prison for the rest of their lives if it hadn’t been for this government testing program. 47 Nighthears Criminals should be punished, not pampered. John had seen how they lived when he had to escort a group from wards to testing areas. Nothing was too good for them. They had the best food, liquor, no work to do, just lie on soft beds all day playing cards or watching movies. Once in a while they had to take a pill or test a nasal spray. All that for criminals, while honest citizens were working double time, neglecting their families, making do and doing without, so the country’s resources could be diverted to the shelters. Sure, there was a little risk for the volunteers, but how bad could it be? His country wouldn’t use inhumane weapons even in a war. Maybe some new flu viruses, some drugs to make people sleep, stuff like that. Of course a lot of the volunteers died, but that’s what the testing program was for, so the scientists could learn to use these weapons effectively. The prisoners weren’t allowed to suffer. Judy ran out of the children’s bedroom. Donny was screaming and screaming, inhuman, frightening sounds. Some garbled words about bears. And he didn’t believe a word of the stories he heard about what went on in the locked wards. Jeeze, he was sweating. One of the kids must have been fooling around with the thermostat again. Hot in here. Donny must be feeling it too, because he was whimpering in his sleep. John promised himself he’d get up and check that thermostat in a minute or two. If there had been anything out of the ordinary he would have gone to the lab and told them what he’d done. By God, he would have! It was his family after all. He’d always been the kind of man who thought of his family before he thought about himself. The telephone rang. As if the sound had triggered him, Donny began to scream again. It was strange. He heard the sounds. He knew what they were. He knew each sound should have told him to do something. But somehow the message got lost on the way from ear to brain. And besides, he had something so very much more important to figure out. Why had he done such a stupid thing? All this worry and sleeplessness over a handful of goddamn jelly beans. He knew guys who regularly smuggled out steaks and roasts and fresh fruit and full bottles of liquor, stuff you couldn’t find in the stores anymore. And there was a certain satisfaction in tak- ing something away from those pampered criminals. 48 John had warned the guys he woi-ked with that they | were asking for trouble, but he couldn’t blame them, j There was something wrong when scum lived better j than honest people. | Why was he getting all this upset over a few j jelly beans? Worrying over nothing. 'They’d just been { sitting there, a whole bowl of them on a bedside j table. Out in the open. Like an invitation. I Carrie opened the bedroom door. “Daddy, you’d better come and look at Donny. His nose is bleeding.’’ John shook his head at her, not quite sure what she was saying. It couldn’t be important. He meant to tell her to get her mother to see to Donny, but he couldn’t think of the words, couldn’t think of anything but goddamn jelly beans. That annoying ringing noise had finally j stopped. I Six. There had been six of them, he remem- | bered. He’d just grabbed them on an impulse when j i no one was looking. After worrying about them all ! j afternoon he’d been going to throw them away, but j i then he stopped to talk to the woman at the day care ] j center and Donny had found them in his jacket | i pocket. Six brilliantly colored jelly beans, perfectly ; I shaped promises of sweet crunchiness. Six jelly j I beans that screamed “Eat me! Eat me!” After that | ; he couldn’t throw them away and disappoint the boy. i Six. Donny had divided them up. “One for me i ^ and one for Carrie. One for me and one for Carrie. | , One for me and one for Carrie.” Only, when they j : got home Carrie very generously had given one of i i hers to her mother. , He’d been really scared then, but he watched j i them carefully. If there had been anything, a runny i ! nose, sleepiness, anything at all out of the ordinary, ‘ ; he would have gone to the lab and told them what : i he’d done. He would have. Even if it meant having I j to go to prison himself. But they were all right. He’d | i watched them carefully for a week now and they j I were all right! ' i I Judy ran out of the children’s bedroom. Donny i I was screaming and screaming, inhuman, frightening sounds. Some garbled words about bears. “John!” She tugged at his arm, her eyes wild. “John, you’ve got to do something. He’s bleeding— his nose and mouth— the whole hed is covered with blood! John!” Was it such a terrible thing, what he’d done? A few goddamn jelly beans? His kids hadn’t had any in months. Didn’t they have more I'ight to those jelly beans than a bunch of pampered criminals? Didn’t a man have a right, an obligation to take care of his family? Judy was at the phone now, trying to dial, knocking it to the floor. Donny was screaming. Carrie was staring at John, whimpering softly. Six goddamn jelly beans. Didn’t a man have a right? iS The Hunger photos ©1982 by United Artists Corp. T Z SCR REVIEW x:be buNQeR CAN A THREE-HUNDRED-YEAR-OLD MAN FIND HAPPINESS WITH A SIX-THOUSAND-YEAR-OLD WOMAN? DAVID BOWIE AND CATHERINE DENEUVE ARE ABOUT TO REVEAL THE ANSWER. JAMES VERNIERE REPORTS. he vampire is one of the most endur B ing figures in popular myth. Although he has appeared in one form or another in the legends of primitive cultures, he is perhaps best known to us in the person of Count Dracula, Bram Stoker’s aristocratic Transylvanian, who, in Stoker’s 1897 novel emigrates to London in search of new victims. The character has reappeared in countless films, from F. W. Mumau’s expression istic classic, Nosferatu (1922), in which German actor Max von Schreck played the role of Count Orlock (Mumau’s scenarist, Henrick Galeen, changed the viUain’s name and the setting but generally lifted from Stoker), through Tod Browning’s Dramla (1931), with Bela Lugosi reprising the part he played on the Broadway stage, to the Hammer series, which began with Terence Fisher’s wonderfully erotic Horror of Draada (1957), star- ring Christopher Lee as the bloodthirsty Prince of Darkness. In his modem incar- nation the vampire is usually more than just an animated corpse. He is a romantic figure, a youthful, immortal superman doomed to wander the earth in search of human prey. This is the type of creature we will encounter in Tony Scott’s Tfie Hunger, the latest cinematic variation on the vampire theme. The Hunger is a vampire film with a few twists. First, the blood-obsessed creature in Scott’s film is not a coimt in an opera cape, but a beautiful woman named Miriam (Catherine Deneuve) who lives in a town house on Manhattan’s posh East Side. Although we are perhaps more accustomed to male vampires preying on female victims, there is considerabk; precedent in film for female vampires, perhaps established with Lambert Hillyer’s stylish Dracula ’s Daughter (1936), with Gloria Holden as the Count’s ill-fated offspring. More recently, filmmakers have taken a cue from nineteentli-century author J. Sheridan LeFanu, whose classic novelette “Carmilla” established the theme of the destructive, lesbian vampire in English literature. Thus, we’ve had films like Roy Ward Baker’s The Vampire Lovers (1971) and Jimmy Songster’s Lvist for a Vampire (1971). ’The legend of Elizabeth Bathoiy, the “Bloody Countess’’ of sixteenth- century^ Hungaiy, has also inspired several female vampire films, including Hany Kumel’s Daughter of Darkness (1971), with French actress Delphine Seyrig in the title role, and Peter Sasdy’s Countess Dracula (1972), with Ingrid Pitt as the blood-bathing aristocrat. A second twist in The Hunger is its strong, even kinky, sexual content (although this, too, is not unprec^ented, as anyone familial- with the Hammer films can attest). Miriam and her mortal lover, John Blaylock (pop star David Bowie), hunger for more than mere blood. 'Their victims are sexual partners whose death pro- vides fre ultimate orgasm. In the story, Miriam and John are portrayed as purely sensual creatures, delighting only in the passion they share for each other and in the fatal couplings they force upon their victims. In The Hunger sex is the ne plus ultra: a celebration of the moment pro- longed for an eternity. The vampire myth as a sexual allegory is nothing new. Bram Stoker’s novel focuses on the obsessive desire the Count feels for the innocent Mina Harker, and the 50 David Bowie and Catherine Deneuve ploy a couple known to the modem world as Miriam and John Blaylock. She Is an eons-dd vampire-like being, he the latest in a series of mortal lovers she's had over the ages, each of whom has enjoyed a three-hundred-year lifespan through infusions of her blood. Together, in various disguises, the two seek out human prey. « John Blaylock has a problem. Having reached the limit of his artificially induced longevity, he now finds himself aging at a rapid rate. In desperation, he visits the lab of gerontologist Sarah Roberts (Susan Sarandon), lined with dozens of cages. — book also has undercurrents of cannibalism and bestiality, especially in the portrait of the lunatic Renfield. The vam- pire in his incarnation in Western culture has rejected eter- nal life in heaven and the blood of Christ (in fact, Christian talismans ref)el the vampire) in favor of an eternal life of ap- petite, perpetuated by the blood of mortals. He is a per- sonification of the id, that force that desires only to feed, to survive, and to copulate. Despite the connections between the vampire myth and the characters in The Hunger, no mention of the word “vampire” appears in the film’s script, apparently in an at- tempt to avoid the label “horror film,”which the filmmakers fear is indicative of B-movies and sleazy exploitation. (This strategy recalls the efforts of Paul Schrader, who recently updated the Val Lewton-Jacques Tourneur film. Cat People, to avoid such a label.) “Don’t call this a vampire movie,” Richard Shepherd, the producer of The Hunger, is reported to have said. “But if you must, then this is the classic one. We wanted today’s version of Garbo and Leslie Howard, and we have them in Catherine Deneuve and David Bowie.” The Hunger bears another resemblance to Cat People. In both films we are presented with ordinary-looking people who are actually members of an ancient race who must feed on humans to survive. In The Hunger Miriam is such a creature, one of the last descendants of a race of beings, part human, part alien, who possessed the secret of eternal life. Miriam is an exquisite, ageless woman who, through a transfusion of her blood into the veins of a human, can pro- long the human’s youth and life for centuries. Thus, over the 51 While waiting to see Dr. Roberts, Blaylock does some snooping, and discovers an immobilized rhesus monkey with a problem similar to his own. Too busy to talk with Blaylock, Dr. Roberts ser she sees him again after several hours, she many years. ages, Miriam has taken on a series of human lovers, and together she and her lovers satisfy their “hunger” by feeding on unsuspecting mortals. The problem in The Hunger is that Miriam’s latest lover, John, has reached the limit of his artificially induced longevity, and he’s begun ^ .to age at an accelerated rate. His attempt to reverse the process and Miriam’s attempt to replace him with a new paramour are the focus of the film’s plot. Although The Hunger is director Tony Scott’s first feature film, he has considerable experience as a director of documentaries and television commercials. Scott— who, like his brother, director Ridley Scott (Alien, Blade Runner), studied painting and art before taking up filmmaking —teamed with producer Richard Shepherd and cinemato- grapher Stephen Goldblatt (Outland) to film this adaptation of a novel by Whitley Streiber (Wolfen). VISIONS Max Schreck, more ratlike than batlike, carried coffins with him wherever he went In F. W. MurrKJu’s 1922 silent, Nosferatu. The “German film was based closely on Bram Stoker's Dracula, but the title was changed for copyright reasons; the scene was switched to Bremen, and Schreck’s Carpathian nobleman be- came "Count Orlock." Lon Chaney ployed a Scotland Yard detective moonlighting as a vampire —a hoax designed to trap a killer— in the 1927 silent, London After Midnight, directed by Tod Browning, who, untii Chaney's death in 1930, hod planned to use him in Dracula. Hungarian actor Bela Lugosi, who'd played the role on stage, became Browning's Dracula— ar*d the screen's most famous vampire— in 1931 (a year that also saw the release of Frankenstein) Thanks to typecasting and his own limitations as an actor (including, till the end, a weak command of Erv gllsh), Lugosi's career soon degenerated Into a sorSs of grade-B melodramas, cameos, and, at his death In 1956 the notorious Plan Nine from Outer SfKice (released in 1958),' an Edward D. Weed jltra- cheapie combining /om- pires and UFOs. TV h-xror- show hostess Vampira (above) appeared bs a reanimated corjDse, Cind— os lovers of Bad Cir'STha enjoy reminding [us— Wood 's wife's chlropfiqctor ■ stood in for the deceased LugosL concealing his face behind his cape. John Carradloe, v' played Drocula In the ; House of Frankenste^ another veteran tii^i vampire ams (and,5^- Dante's werewB# epit Howling) This rrug .it comes frem a masterpiece caSsd fii the KkJ vs. Dracula. . The screenplay by Ivan Davis and Michael Thomas is lot typical of a genre film. There are no red-eyed fanged nonsters in The Hunger. Indeed, the filmmakers piortray heir protagonists as extraordinarily refined creatures, Dvers of fine art and music and connoisseurs of sex. One of the problems The Hunger may face is, ironical- \f, a result of the filmmakers’ scrupulous avoidance of the erm “vampire.” The vampire brings with him all the mythic baggie he has accumulated over the years. We know his habits, his strengths, and his weaknesses. We have seen him in films, read him in fiction, and whispered his name as we lie in our beds in the dark. He is a known quanti- ty, and we do not need to suspend our disbelief very far to believe in him. In The Hunger, however, Miriam is merely described as the last descendant of an alien race. Is she a vampire? The writers have been very coy on this subject. ^ACES ARE FAMHiW^AND SO ARE THE FANGS— IN THIS GALLERY ^^'’§HOULS WHO T/^TED BLOOD ONSCREEN . . . AND LIKED IT, Klaus Kinski went the Schreck route in Werner Herzog's 1979 Nosferatu, the Vampyre, a remake of the Mumau classic. As in the earlier film, the spread of vampirism was set amid the horrors of the Block Plague. In the 1979 Dracuia, directed by John Bodhom, Frank Langeiia ptoyed the vampire os a classic Byronic vilialn. Unfortunate- ly, his romantic appeal was more than a match for the good guys in the cast, including Laurence Olivier as Dr. Von Heising. Christopher Lee. Hommer Studios’ popular vampire, has pkxyed the role more often than anyone alive, from 1958’s The Horror of Dracuia though 197 3's Satanic Rites of Dracuia (also known as Dracuia Is , Dead ar>d Well and Uving In London). It's clear fhat os a fantasy-film arche- type, the vampire is dead and very well Indeed. I to the patients’ lounge to wait. When eked to discover that he has aged In an attempt to recruit the doctor as her next lover, Miriam Infects her with her own alien blood. Soon showing the effects of such contact, the woman is both fascinated and repulsed at the prospect of becoming one of the living dead. 'Mcrynie nfti'H'iks in ■a67's Wb kbmpfre ffiffstt, dira«tor Roman ate stered This itrmpherfe speof 'hes dis- Intiadueed us to dfffKBBxupl vampire ^ bltlr^ men and vompire unaf- djoy 1 InofW Pin had the title fSle in 1970’s Countess Dracuia, based on the gruesome career of the Hungcjrian countess Elizch beth Bathory, who's said to have kept her youth— or -tried t o — by bo thing in the blood of young prtsr Pitt almost ploved herself, a h©r:of-film star, in 197rs The House that Dripped Blood written by Robert Bloch. rbe buNQeK 4 Because of this, and the fact that they fail to provide enough background to support a new myth, the plot of the film seems arbitrary. The subplot involving Miriam’s lust for a beautiful gerontologist (played by Susan Sarandon) and the film’s twist ending may suffer especially from this credi- bility gap. In keeping with the film’s supernatural elements, Tfw Hunger contains a number of special makeup effects created by the recognized master of the form, Dick Smith. In addi- tion to supplying the effects for a series of brutal murders • -performed by Miriam and John Mth the razor-edged golden ankhs they wear around their necks. Smith took on the major makeup task of aging David Bowie from a youthful thirty to an incredible two hundred. “I suppose,” said Smith in a recent interview, “that it’s easiest to compare my work on David Bowie to the work I did on Dustin Hoffman in Little Big Man. But The Hunger was an intriguing assignment because it involved several different aspects of the makeup field. First was a series of aging makeups on Bowie that are based on established tech- niques with a few improvements in adhesives and paints. The second category involved making head-to-toe rubber suits for seven mummy-like creatures which were similar to the suits made for Altered States. ” The mummy-like creatures designed by Smith (whose credits include The Exorcist, Taxi Driver, and Ghost Story) and associate Carl Fullerton are used in the film to depict the living, physical remains of Miriam’s previous lovers, all of whom she keeps in boxes locked up in the attic. Like Tithonus, the figure in Greek mythology who was granted eternal life but not eternal youth, Miriam’s former lovers live on in a hideous state of decrepitude. “The final aspect of the special makeup effects,” add- ed Smith, “was that Catherine Deneuve had to go through a transformation too, but we had to use a different technique for her change. We used dummies instead of prosthetics or body suits.” To design the body suits. Smith did research on the mummies of Guanajuato, Mexico (which are featured in the opening shots of Werner Herzog’s recent remake of Nosferatu). “The research was easy,” said Smith, “because I’d had photos of the mummies of Guanajuato in my files for years. They were exactly what we wanted because they’re grotesque and yet they’re human.” Mummies, ancient races, gerontologists, chamber music, vicious murders— T/ic Hunger is quite a mix. The success of the film will depend on how skillfully Tony Scott weaves this vampiric tale of sex, death, and art. The presence of Catherine Deneuve, David Bowie, and Susan Sarandon should lure more than the usual horror film fans. Whether they go home satisfied or still hungry remains to be seen. iS 54 At a decadent New Wave discotheque in the Hamptons, Miriam and John spot two potentiai victims on the dance floor and make plans to seduce them— a ritual they have enacted, in various guises and in various ballrooms, over the centuries. Later, at Miriam’s country home, the two pair off with their intended prey. Miriam, in the living room, strikes an erotic pose for the male (John Stephen Hill), who will die after making love to her. At that same moment, in the kitchen, John is toying with the female (Ann Magnuson), who is about to become another victim of the hunger. Illustrations by Annie Alleman WITH THE SPIELBERG-LANDIS CO-PRODUCTION NEARING RELEASE, HERE'S A NEVER-BEFORE-PUBLISHED LOOK AT THE TWILIGHT ZONE FILM THAT SERLING HIMSELF MIGHT HAVE MADE. Vv Notbs Tdr a Twilight Zone Movie BY ROD SERLING A Prefatory Word from Carol Serling: For years Rod planned to make a theatrical Twilight Zone. He never had the time to put it all together, but at one point he submitted the following proposal to some higher Hollywood power: This movie will be a trilogy, shot in black & white for a budget of under a million dollars. The stories are separate and distinct but have a background thread that moves one into the other. Additionally, to emphasize the connection to the popular tv series. I would "host" this motion picture in much the same manner as the tv series operated. Only two of the three episodes are touched upon in this very brief resume ... The stories referred to here— an ex-Nazi on the run and a blind woman (played by Joan Crawford) who finds sight for a few brief moments— turned up later as the pilot for Nighf Gallery. At some later date, Rod sent out another memo along with- a story about an alien who lands on earth and is hounded and hunted by adults and befriended by a child. (Sound familiar, E.T.?) And there were more ideas, more stories filed under Twilight Zone— The Movie. One bears a fleeting resemblance to a segment now being shot as part of the Spielberg-Landis film, anofher tells of a little man who meets a warlock, and there's space travel, time travel, and more. (The latter ended up as an Invin Allen movie called The Time Travelers.) Included here are three of the others, accompanied by the following disclaimer from Rod: The following are the bare bones of a mofion picture idea. There has been no attempt made to probe individual scenes and people. This is simply a skeletal approach to indicate a conception, a general direction, and a basic theme. The writer visualizes this as an exercise in tension. . . . The scenes here are broad-stroked and perhaps just lie there, making for somewhat .difficult reading, but they do contain innately exciting moments— excitement that would only show up in a screenplay. So after this defensive preface, the following Is a very general and oversimplified story line. 56 I. U p in the September night hovered a silver-white moon. Seymour Coperthwaite took brief note of it as he walked out of the New York Mets’ dugout and took a sauntering, strolling, devil-may-care walk toward home plate. He carried one bat. Other men— lesser men— swung two or three bats. Other men— lesser men— fiddled with trouser belts, kicked mud off cleats, furiously rubbed rosin bags to dry their hands. But not Sejroour Coperthwaite. He needed none of the rituals, none of the idiotic liturgy that marked the normal baseball player’s obeisance to the nerves and tensions of the sport. He was a man with a job to do. And the job was at home plate. He carried his single bat (the heaviest in the National League) to the private little arena v^rhere the batter engaged in a moment of truth with the pitcher. He planted his two muscle-rippling legs into the dirt (the most muscular legs in the National League) and gazed out like a calm eagle toward the pitcher’s mound. A smile played on his lips, then he let his eyes scan the outfield (he had the best eyesight in the National League). Los Angelas Dodgers— big deal! Look at Schofield on third. Plays much too close to the bag. Leaves a space you could drive a locomotive through. I might pull to the left and get it right past him. Or look at Willie Davis way out on the track. He krums I have power. He’s scared to death. I could just dump it over second. Or Parker at first, playing way the hell back. A bunt along first. Drag it. That would squeeze one over and we could take it here in the ninth. When you get a hundred- and-fifty-thousand-a-year salary, you have to do the unexpected. Ruth could strike out on occasion. DiMaggio could even pull a rock and ground into the double play. But that’s not what they expect of Seymour Coperthivaite. Seymour Coperthwaite leading the League in home runs, runs batted in, batting average, and everything else. No, sir! I, Seymour Coperthwaite, will do the unexpected. I will fake a bunt, and on the next pitch Pll belt it. Pll hammer it. Pll show ’em. A long ball that’ll break it up and send the Dodgers back to the smog with their tails between their legs. I, Seymour Caperthwaite, the Adonis— a maehine of muscle and sinew— perfect in its coordination, its power, its capacity to outthink and outplay any other team or any other man on any other team. Seymour Coperthwaite of the New York Mets, ready to bring a National League pennant back to the boroughs far the first time in eleven years. The shining platinum moon stared down from its sky perch on Shea Stadium and on the figure of Seymour Coperthwaite standing at home plate. There was a stillness throughout the vast multitiered arena. The only sound was of an errant wind, a distant aircraft landing at LaGuardia, and the sound of Seymour Coperthwaite’s breathing. The New York Mets were playing at St. Louis that night. The Los Angeles Dodgers had an off day and were out on the West Coast. There was no one in Shea Stadium except Seymour Coperthwaite. Other men— lesser men— were at home and hearth. But Seymour Coperthwaite, a fifteen-year veteran in the hot dog concession, was no dreamless suburbanite. He had verve and imagination, and on the nights that his beloved Mets were out of town, he would rise to his full five-foot-six, hitch up his little pot belly, and make believe he was winning a pennant for the club. He would wander across the outfield making shoestring catches of imaginary fly balls or fling himself against the center-field fence, robbing the Dodgers of the home run or the Cardinals of a triple or ending the game spectacularly, snaring one of Willie Mays’s phantom screams of the phantom crowd calling his name. And then he would walk to home plate, tip his cap to the invisible wraiths who screamed his name, and belt one for God, country, the city of New York, and the Mets. He was not Seymour Coperthwaite, a bandy-legged, pot-bellied, forty-six-year-old schlep. He was Coperthwaite of the Mets. He was the man among men. An Adonis, that’s what he was— an Adonis. “Coperthwaite, Coperthwaite, Coperthwaite,” the soundless voices roared from the evanescent throats— and Coperthwaite tipped his cap. “Coperthwaite! — Schmuck! How many times I gotta tell you that you ain’t allowed in here when the team’s not playin’? How many times, schmuck? You want I should run you in now? Or will you go home awready?” The voice was that of Bull Walsh, one of the stadium guards who wore a badge and had no imagination. He shined his flashlight through the wire mesh of the screen behind home plate, watching Coperthwaite just before he pointed to left field to announce to the screaming mob that that’s where he would park the pitch a la George Herman Ruth. “You hear me, schmuck? Off the field. I mean right now off the field.” The grandeur dissolved. The crowd noises were cut off. The cheering throng disappeared and became forty-eight thousand empty seats. The billion-powered incandescent lights over the field went black. And there was only the moon and Seymour Coperthwaite, sparse shoulders slumped as he turned disconsolately to face the dream killer with the badge, shedding his batting average, his eagle eyes, and his thoughtful and brave smile to become once again one of the hot dog men on an off night. ^ T he Brockman mansion is the last of its kind— a dark, cheerless twenty-room brownstone on Beekman Street. It’s an unkempt museum of imcomfortable straight-backed chairs and overstuffed sofas, its paneled walls lusterless as if polished by darkness, reflecting the somber shadows of the house itself. And as for the Brockman clan . . . There is Diane Brockman, Selena’s niece, in her mid- twenties: a long-legged miniskirted bitch in heat who undulates rather than walks, as if keeping time to some perpetual music, wiggling invitationally to an unseen audience. Her mother, Selena’s sister, is a leathery-faced crone who vegetates in a chair, staring out at the street. Does she think? Does she contemplate? The vacant eyes and the silent mouth offer no clues, only an occasional blink and twitch to verify the fact that she still lives— just a windowpane away from the world outside. There is Orville, a combination handyman and resident village idiot who tends the furnace and empties the rat traps. His origin is uncertain; all that is known is that he was an orphan boy picked up by Selena thirty years before in a spasm of the same kind of compassion that allowed Chinese immigrants to come over as cooks for lumber camps. And there is Selena herself, the grande dame of the menagerie, who lies in her four-poster in an inch-by-inch battle with death, trying somehow to reach a compromise instead of a capitulation, but each morning more and more hard-pressed to eke strength out of the frail, wasting seventy-five-year-old body, the used-up lungs, the once regal, impervious spirit that now betrays her as she gi-adually slips away. A young internist. Dr. Dichter, makes sporadic visits to the house. House calls aren’t his thing, and the Brockmans aren’t his kind of people, but a doctor father and a doctor grandfather— both of whom tended to this group— carry the obligation across the dynasty. So he arrives periodically with black bag, stethoscope, pressure taker, and thermometer to go through the hopeless motions. He writes out the prescriptions to ease a little of the pain, but little else. And as always, he takes huge, deep gulps of fresh air whenevei- he leaves the house, because there’s something about the place and its people that beckons to something worse than death. In a small Ohio town is the last known living relative of the Brockmans. Her name is Deborah; she’s twenty years old and a registered nurse. She receives a long distance phone call from Cousin Diane announcing the impending death of Aunt Selena, and the conversation is lightly spattered with suggestions of legacies contingent on loyalties. Debbie Brockman, orphaned since her early, teens, is a bright, lovely, very normal young woman; there is nothing of the teenage ’ virgin about her or the insulated ingenuousness of a novitiate nun. But her life has been spent within walking distance of a village drug store, and there is something fresh, new, and challenging about visiting the ’ fabled relatives, spoken of throughout her lifetime in the whispered cadence used to describe “other kinds of people.” So Debbie goes to New York and is welcomed into the Brockman mansion almost as a prodigal returned. It takes her about a few hours to feel the same distaste for place and people that Dr, Dichter, during an early acquaintance walk, shares with her. In the steel ball-bearing eyes of Selena Brockman is an unholy clutching of life that transcends either science or faith. In Diane, there is a quality of uncommon lust— lust that transcends the flesh and turns unspokenly inward toward something far more morbid and far less earthly. And as to the vacant Martha, Diane’s mother, who sits at her accustomed place by the window, looking out, unseeing, at traffic and people far more flesh and blood than she— even this woman carries with her her own special enigma. It begins with something as small and apparently insignificant as a liver spot-a tiny brown circular discoloration on the back of one of Deborah’s hands. She mentions it in pssing to Dr. Dichter, and it would probably have gone both unnoticed and even unchecked had it. not been simply the opening gambit to an appalling, nightmarish game that defies logic, reality, and even sanity. Because g;radually, moment by moment, Selena begins to take on strength. The heartbeat is firmer and more regular, the chest pains less convulsive and frequent, the pulse stronger and steadier. But as Selena grows stronger— incredibly, inexplicably— something begins to happen to Deborah. It is her heart that begins to skip beats, her chest that begins to emit pain, her once firm, strong young hands that take on the palsied, quaking quality of an old woman. First there are just symptomatic suggestions, but gradually, very gradually, the changes become physically perceptible. We are watching a hellish exchange taking place between a dying, ancient harridan and a young woman some witch s contract defiant of root or reason, but happening with a deadly certainty. Dichter admits Deborah into a hospital for a series of tests. They run the gamut of almost every known scientific device that could conceivably explain the premature aging process which is visibly turning a young woman into a dying old one. Dichter goes to the Brockman house and examines Selena Brockman, who now sits up in bed, bright-eyed, clear-colored, drawing on some new hidden stren^h and energy that defies any kind of logic or precedent. When Dichter inferentially suggests the relationship, or at least the coincidence, of Selena’s recovery with Deborah’s incredible diminishment, the conversation is shunted off, both by Selena and an ever-present Diane. Ultimately it is Orville, the semi-demented handyman, who provides the first in a s€!ries of chilling clues. Orville is a great picture looker. He loves running grimy fingers over illustrations, pointing out eves noses, and limbs. Without Diane’s knowledge he takes out an old photograph book, and Dichter is shown a picture of Diane s mother, the now vapid Martha, whose world is a static cat-bird seat outside ot a window. Underneath the photograph is a caption annotating its date and circumstances. It had been taken on a school picnic some fiffy years before, and there had been an accident with a runaway horse, a wagon, and ultimately a kerosene lantern that had exploded. In the photograph Martha wears a bandage around her left arm covenng the vestiges of a burn scar. It is later, when Dichter is talking to Diane, that he suddenly realizes that on the left arm of Diane Brockman is the thin red remnant of aged scar tissue. The evidence is presumptive, but gradually takes on torm throughout the story. The Brockman mansion— the looming dark, ugly place, so full of shadows and enigmas-possesses an evil that could never have been guessed at. . „ , , .lu- 4. 4. Martha, who rocks her life away like a shallowly breathing statue, is in reality her own daughter, Diane. In this witch s coven the name of the game is longevity— and the rules of the game defy any sense ol morality or love. When illness, age and death encroach, this is when the ancient art of trade takes place. Dichter, torn apart both by the horror of the discovery and the potential horror of its ramifications, tries to force Selena to explain the secret and give Deborah back her own birthright. Violently, Diane tries to intercede, and in the process it is Orville— stumbling, bumbling, blockheaded, dim-witted Orville-who becomes the prime mover. He inadvertently begins a fire which starts to lap away at the ancient structure. In the hospital Deborah awakens from a drug-induced sleep to discover that her faculties are beginning to return — vision, heart action, stability. As the evil is burned away in the old Beekman place, its results turn into ashes as well. Dichter and Deborah survey the charred remnant of the ancient mansion. Police and firemen are still looking through the remains. Bodies are brought out. Orville’s is unmistakable. Selena, by virtue of her bedclothes and the location of the body, is also identified; and poor old vacant Martha— who else would be found near the window? Diane’s body is mising. An onlooker saw one screaming woman leave the house, her clothes afire. The woman had disappeared. It’s much later . . . many weeks later . . . that, in a faraway hospital in a distant city, an indigent old woman, suffering massive burns across body and face, is being treated in a charity ward. Little hope is held out for her survival, but simple humanity and compassion dictate at least the effort. But an odd thing: one of the young nurses attending her is beginning to suffer from what can only be described as burned scar tissue on the lower half of one of her legs. And oddly enough ... so very oddly ... the old woman in the bed is showing just the slightest improvement— on one of her legs. III. T his is the story of a woman. It begins quietly and with little sense of apprehension, with a white-collar secretary winding up a typical day. There is little to suggest— as she covers her typewriter, takes a few last-minute notes from her boss, eludes a kind of half-hearted pinch— that anything out of the ordinary will occur. As a matter of fact, it is essential that the normality of the girl and her life is emphasized by way of contrast to what will occur. She and a girlfriend decide to stop at a bar en route home. While there, they’re accosted by a couple of ugly drunks. The scene, first difficult, becomes violent, and a brawl ensues. Our girl is shaken by the event and decides to go to the mo'/ies, leaving her girlfriend at the subway stop. She enters the theater alone and sits down. Initially, her raison d’etre is to settle down from the emotional inroads made by the bar episode. She welcomes the darkness and her aloneness. What’s going on on the screen has no real meaning to her until ... a familiar sound hits her ears. It’s the voice of her boss, loud and distorted. She looks up on the screen and there, much bigger than life— inexplicably and somehow nightmarishly— is herself playing her goodbye scene that took place just a few hours ago in the office. There she is on the screen with her employer. The dialogue is identical, the incidents identical —everything played just as it happened. She lets out a gasp and now watches with a kind of fatal fascination as the “movie” unfolds. We watch the screen with her, and we see her leave the office building just as it actually happened. We see her meet her girlfriend and then go into the bar, and then we see the violence in the bar re-enacted. When it reaches its zenith, the girl can stand no more. She rises, in the near-empty theater, and rushes toward the rear. An usher and finally an assistant manager tp^ to calm her down as she desperately tries, with disconnected phrasing— almost gibberish— to explain the phenomenon. They obviously figure she’s some kind of a nut, try to :alm her down and get her to leave. She insists that they go back into the theater with her so that she can prove what’s going on: That on \h£ screen, in some incredible way, th^ are playing a movie of her life. They go back into the darkened theater and there, on the screen, s a cartoon. Both the usher and the assistant manager exchange, a wise, knowing look and get a policeman to escort her home. Late at night, in her apartment, she ponders what she now relieves to have been an illusion brought on by the drinking and the jmotional scene in the bar. But so shattering has been the “illusion” ;hat she calls up a young man who works in the office and tries to •elate to him, on the telephone, what has happened. He is disturbed by ;he near-frenzy in her voice and suggests that they have a drink ogether after work the next day. And the next day comes— a rather tense, apprehensive day, ecause the girl cannot shake, nor can she explain, what she now nows actually did occur. After work she and the young man have a Irink and she recounts the entire story just as it happened. This is not n unimaginative guy, but he is somewhat pragmatic. He tries to xplain to her, in pragmatic terms, what very likely occurred. The ombination of the violent moment along with a couple of stiff cocktails rovided a kind of traumatic basis for an illusion. Also, she was robably tired to be^n with. She accepts this ... or at least allows it 0 end the conversation. She excuses herself and turns down his offer D be escorted home. She starts to walk toward the subway station and is probably only ubconsciously aware of the fact that she deliberately goes out of her my to arrive on the same street as the theater. She finds herself out 1 front; compulsively, and with a burgeoning fear and apprehension, he buys a ticket, walks inside, pauses by the doors leading from Pe lobby to the theater itself— then forces herself to enter the arkened area. Oh the screen is the tail end of a newsreel; and as she sits down lere is an obvious wave of relief. The screen goes dark for just a brief loment, and then we are looking at the bar with our girl sitting with le young man. She. stifles a scream as she witnesses a replaying of le past two hours, exactly as they happened— his dialogue and hers. The place, the time, the event— all identical, just as they happened. She bolts from her seat and starts up the aisle, but something . . . something almost extrasensory forces her to turn before leaving the darkened theater to look back once again toward the screen. There, on the screen, is the city street outside; a jeweler’s window next door to the theater with a clock in it reads “8:30 p.m.” Then, on the screen, she sees herself leaving the theater, stopping to stare at the clock in the window; and suddenly the glass shatters, concurrent with an explosive gunshot. She whirls around and screams as we abruptly cut to her own scream standing there at the rear of the theater. In run the usher and, with him, the assistant manager. They are torn between their concern and also no little impatience that of all the theaters in that town, this nut has to pick theirs, because concurrent with their reaching her, on the screen,^ are the opening credits of a big Hollywood movie— terribly normal, terribly matter-of-fact. They take her to the office, try to calm her down, and ultimately send her home. She goes out into the street, and her attention is immediately captured by the jewelry store window. She moves over to it and stares at the clock inside the window. It reads “8:30 p.m.’’ Suddenly the glass shatters; she whirls around, screaming. We see a guy running down the street, chased by another man firing a pistol and screaming something about “You can’t break up my family,’’ etc. A police car screams into the scene while the girl runs down the street as if trying to escape a nightmare. In her apartment, our girl is being attended by a doctor while her young man waits nervously in the living room. The doctor gives her a sedative and talks soothingly of the very common aftereffects of overwork and subconscious tensions. He talks somewhat obliquely of psychiatric help, then walks out into the living room, tells the young man that she’ll be going to sleep soon and that there’s no need to wait. Early in the morning, the girl awakes. She tosses and turns fitfully, then compulsively rises and dresses. Minutes later she’s back at the movie house; it’s a round-the-clock theater. And again she forces herself against both will and judgment to buy a ticket and re-enter the theater. She takes a seat in the sparsely peopled interior and, with some kind of sick fascination, forces herself to look up at the screen. On it is playing her recent examination by the doctor in her own apartment, and again the same dialogue— the same everything. By the middle of the scene, she is close to shattering. She leans across to a big slob chewing away at popcorn, and asks him what it is that he’s looking at on the screen. The big clod is angry and impatient and tells her to leave him alone. What the hell does she think he’s looking at? Her own voice rises nervously and shrilly, and others in the theater start to shout for her to keep quiet. She forces herself into silence and again stares at the screen, where we see her image inside the theater replaying the scene with the popcorn-elating clod just as it had occurred moments before. As the “movie” unfolds, she sees herself leaving her seat and heading up the aisle, entering the lobby and then rushing hurriedly onto the street, running down empty city streets, almost getting hit by a taxi as she goes against the light. Finally she arrives at a subway station, stumbles, almost falls, races down the steps, frantically fishes for a coin to go through the turnstile, then onto the platform. After a moment’s wait, she hears the sound of the approaching subway train. She’s bathed in sweat, obviously suffering a prior knowledge of what she’s about to do. As the train approaches, she forces herself to move back away from the platform edge, whirls arouiid so that her hack is to the tracks; and in this moment we see what she 'sees— a clock, advertising posters, a blind man with a dog, a couple necking on a bench, a man sleeping with a newspaper over his face, the tabloid carrying the date “March 20, 1965.” The subway train sounds louder. She turns, and just as the train lights flash down the track ahead, she takes one nightmarish run to the ledge and flings herself in front of the train, her scream like some incredible siren. Abruptly we cut back to her in the theater in the aftermath of what she has seen. She jumps up from her seat, rushes down the aisle, agonizingly conscious that she is doing precisely what has been ordained We follow her down the deserted streets exactly as we have seen it happen on the screen. We see her almost being hit by the taxi and then stumbling down the steps of the subway station. We see her move onto the platform of the subway and then back away. But at this moment she departs from the pattern. Seeing a telephone booth, she races toward it, hurriedly dials a number. The young man picks up the phone at the other end. She is close to collapse as she tries to explain to him where she is. “Please come and help me. Save me from something— God knows what.” He does come and save her. He takes her back to her apartment He tries to reason with her, calm her, as she tells him the story and recounts everything she has seen on the screen in such incredible detail, even down to the last moment when she was waiting for the subway train. She even describes the posters, the blind man and his log, the couple necking even the man sleeping with the newspaper )ver his face with the March 20th dateline. He puts her to bed and ;hen, satisfied that she’s sleeping, maintains a vigil through the early norning, checks her once to see that she is sleeping, then leaves. The next day at the office, he notes that she does not arrive at vork, then telephones the doctor to ask that he check her sometime luring the day. Then he phones her to make sure she’s all right. She inswers the phone in her apartment and, though nervous and tense, ;he is able to speak rationally. He tries to point out to her that vhatever the chain of illusion, she has been able to break it. She did :o to the subway, but at that point, instead of suicide, she phoned him or survival. He puts down the jihone and looks disquieted. Something bugs lim. He cannot articulate. He can’t put his finger on it. But the disquiet persists all during the day. It builds and becomes omehow frightening that night while he’s eating his dinner alone. He hones the doctor, who tells him that the patient is fine-wan, nervous, ut over the hump. He’s given her an additional sedative, and she hould be sleeping. The young man decides to take a walk; he finds himself in front f the movie house and, in the process, looks at a newspaper stand. And hen it hits him. The story she recounted as having taken place in the ubway contained reference to a newspaper spread over a sleeping lan’s face, and she had mentioned seeing the date of March 20th. That i tonight’s paper. Incredibly, unbelievably, it must be that the scene he enacted is yet to take place. He races toward the subway station, down the steps, but halfway own he hears a scream and on the platform he sees a young couple, a lind man and his dog, and the aging drunk who has obviously ist gotten up from a nap— all staring with horror toward a subway •ain which has stopped. But it has already done its killing. Police rrive, etc. He walks away, trancelike, numbed by horror, and strangely ■compulsively unexplainably, he goes to the movie house, buys a ticket, id goes in. He looks up on the screen and sees himself entering the lovie theater. He wants to scream. He opens his mouth, and we- FADE OUT. fB On the starting-point of The Lord of the Rings: Tolkien seems to have invented a kind of secular paradise, a lazy man’s heaven, where people have nothing to do but smoke their pipes in the twi- light and gossip about the courting: couples and next year’s May Fair. This paradisial quality is underlined : by the information that Hobbits live a great deal longer than human beings : —Bilbo is celebrating his eleventy- i first birthday. I suspect that it may ; well be this element, specifically, that i jarred on Edmund Wilson, who had ' harshly criticized T. S. Eliot for es- i capism. For there can be no doubt i that Tolkien himself is emotionally ! committed to this fairy tale picture of i peaceful rural life; it is not intended j solely for the children. The nine- i teenth-century romantics loved ^aint- i ing this Icind of a picture— it can be j found in Eichendorf, Morike, Gott- helf, Tieck, Jean Paul, and probably derives from Rousseau. The “realist” ' objection to it is no longer a matter ; of “escapism.” Johnson created a I “happy valley” in Rasselas, but the ^ prince finds it boring, and wonders ; about the nature of the strange urge that makes him want to turn his back on this drowsy pace and seek out con- flict and excitement. The evolutionary urge drives man to seek for intenser forms of fulfillment, since his basic urge is for more life, more conscious- ness, and this contentment has an air of stagnation that the healthy mind rejects. (This recognition lies at the center of my own “outsider theory”: that there are human beings to whom comfort means nothing, but whose happiness consists in following an obscure inner-drive, an “appetite for reality.”) And yet one might say, in defense of Tolkien, that this evolu- tionary urge is quite clearly symbol- ized in the urge that all his characters experience— to seek adventure, to “go on a journey.” And at the end of The Return of the King, Frodo does not “live happy ever after” in Hobbit land, but has a further journey to make to “the grey havens.” Besides, naive or not, this Rousseau-ist nostalgia is a part of the charm of the book. The rural com- forts of the pub at Bree or Tom Bom- badil’s house provide the right con- trast to the Barrow Downs with their walking dead. It is much the same combination as in the James Bond novels— plenty of the good things of life, with a sharp smell of danger in the air to freshen the appetite. —Tree by Tolkien (1974) , On his children’s ESP: When my children were babies, I quickly became aware of the exist- ence of telepathic links. If I wanted my daughter to sleep through the ; ight, I had to take care that I didn’t j lie awake thinking about her. If I did, j she woke up. In the case of my son, I | had to avoid even looking at him if he | was asleep in his pram. When my ; wife asked me to see if he was still j asleep, in the garden or porch, I ; would tiptoe to the window, glance j out very quickly, then turn away. If I lingered, peering at him, he would ^ stir and wake up. This happened so i unvaryingly during his first year that ; I came to accept it as natural. After ! the first year, the telephathic links ; seemed to snap, or at least, to ; weaken. But when they began to ; learn to speak, I observed that this ' was again a delicate and intuitive business— not at all a matter of trial and error, of learning “object words” ’ and building them up into sentences, i but something as complex as the ' faculty with which birds build nests. And again there was a feeling— per- haps illusory— that the child could pick up and echo my own thoughts, or at least respond to them when at- tempting to express something. But, among adults at least, thought-transference must be less usual than feeling-transference. And both of them seem to depend upon the right conditions, a certain still- ness and sensitivity. —The Occult On the appeal of occultism: All human beings share a com- mon craving: to escape the narrow- ness of their lives, the suffocation of their immediate surroundings. This, as Einstein says, is why men want to escape from cities, to get into the peace of mountains at weekends. The narrowness of our lives makes the senses close up, until we feel stifled. This also explains why Ouspensky found “a strange flavor of truth” in books on Atlantis and magic. It is im- portant for us to feel that there is another kind of knowledge, quite dif- ferent from the logical laws that govern everyday existence, strange realities beyond the walls that sur- round us. Art, music, philosophy, mysticism are all escape routes from |Js the narrowness of everyday reality; but they all demand a large initial | outlay of conscious effort; you have * to sow before you can reap. 1 In comparison, “magic” or oc- ® cultism is a simple, direct method of g escaping the narrowness of everyday- ® ness. Instead of turning outwards, to p the world of the great composers or philosophers, the student of the oc- p cult turns immediately inward and % tries to reach down to his subliminal depths. ^ —The Occult g On the fascination i of the forbidden: i As we grow from childhood into H adulthood, we enter new ranges of m experience that would have been im- S practical or undesirable for a child, p from drinking alcohol and smoking to R climbing mountains and listening to string quartets. Sex stands out from all the other experiences as being one f that must be treated as a kind of if secret, as if it were some strange 'f tribal initiation involving a name that may not be spoken. Now this may be essential for certain primitive tribes, : or patriarchal societies; but how far is it desirable for a civilization like ours whose basic aim (whatever gloomy historians say) is “sweetness and light”? The evolution of Western civilization has been an evolution of reason; the rejection of the dogmatic and authoritarian element in religion, and also (hopefully) in politics .... The extermination camps of the Nazis may be seen as an attempt to return to a more primitive— and uncompli- cated-form of society, in which prob- lems are solved by force and dogma, not by reason. It seems to me that this devel- opment presupposes an important humanistic premise: that “forbidden- ness” is bad in itself, although it may sometimes operate for the good on a limited scale. For example, sex mur- ders are not committed by people who think and talk about sex without in- hibition, but by people in whom frus- tration has built it up into something forbidden and darkly alluring. . . . In a really civilized society— and we are still some distance from it— there will be no forbidden books, or forbidden ideas. —The God of the Labyrinth {1970) iS Linocut by THE LAST ADAM & El/E STORY by Bruce J. Balfour t7rrrrnTTTf^f^9t I t had come to Adam in a dream. The world was going to end, and he didn’t want to be around when it did. He woxildn’t have given the dream much thought, except that it had come to him every night for seven days. He didn’t know how or why, but he was sure it would happen soon. It was a strange feeling to know the future. Adam’s wife. Eve, had no idea of what was going on when she and all their possessions were piled into Adam’s private starship, T/ie Snake. She had known when she married him that he was basically crazy, but she had always been attracted to losers so it didn’t make any difference. After all, he was an astrophysicist, and insanity went with the job. But this was something new. Without warning he had announced that they were leaving on an ex- tended trip. He was right about that. They had been in space for three years. The strain was showing on both of them. The schedule was the same every day. Without variation, they would wake after ten hours of sleep, eat, and take their stations at the scanning controls until it was time to sleep again. Actually, they didn’t even need to monitor the scanning. GOD (Guidance and Operations Device) did all that for them— automatically. I n looking back over the three years. Eve remembered that they used to spend a lot of time talking, laughing, and enjoying each other’s company. For some reason, as time wore on, they talked less and less until they had reached the state they were in now, never saying a word to each other except in emergencies. It was sad, but they just didn’t care anymore. Maybe someday their search for a new home would end, and things could return to normal. Maybe. They were getting desperate. It was one of those rare emergencies that snapped them out of the routine. Something had managed to pass the ship’s force barrier. Something large. GOD woke them from sleep with blaring alarms moments before the object struck the ship. They felt like they were moving in slow motion as their feet hit the floor and they started to run toward the control room. But they didn’t get that far. A massive collision slammed both of them into the wall, knocking them unconscious. Time passed. It could only have been minutes 66 LOOK OUT, WORLD, HERE THEY COME- FANTASY'S FAVORITE OOUPLE, TOGETHER AGAIN FOR (THANK GOD) THE LAST TIMEI since they had been hit. Eve could hear the insistent buzzing of the oxygen indicator, which meant they were low on air. Very low. Adam was already in the control room when she walked in. His head was bleeding from a cut over his left eyebrow, but he didn’t seem to notice it. She saw why when she stopped next to him at the viewport. For one thing, GOD was badly damaged. Few of the instruments still appeared to be operating, but there was something else that held their atten- tion. There was a planet in front of them. A magnifi- cent blue marble much like the one they had left behind years before. Adam spoke. “I hope we can live on it. We’re going to have to land there.” Eve heard another voice, which she recognized as her own. “What do the scanners say?” “Nothing. They don’t work anymore.” Eve thought she should be excited. She wasn’t. She 'didn’t feel anything. “All right. Let’s get it over with.” The landing was smoother than expected. The ship settled onto a long slope on the side of a small hill. They should have been shocked at what they saw next . . . but somehow they weren’t. A clear stream flowed down the slope and set- tled into a sparkling pond at the base of the hill. Everywhere there was beautiful green grass, which lay in an even, smooth carpet. A variety of trees ma- jestic in height bordered the clearing a short distance away. Colorful flowers and small animals completed the pleasant scene. “Interesting,” said Adam. “What are we going to call it?” “Who cares?” Adam crossed the room and placed his thumb on the control for the airlock door. “Good point. But let’s call it Earth just for laughs.” “Fine with me.” The mind is a fragile thing, especially when it has been exposed tp loneliness and desperation for too long a time. The planet they had landed on had no trees, animals, grasses, streams, or oceans. It didn’t even have any air. They dropped dead shortly after they opened the airlock. “Well,” said GOD, “that should put a stop to those endless Adam’and Eve stories.” iS 67 ' by Gene O’Neill JOIN JOMO K. MBABWE AND O. K. JONES ON A SPINE-TINGLING EXPEDITION THROUGH THE WILDS OF AMERICA, WHERE THE COUGARS, MUSTANGS, AND RABBITS ROAM FREE— AT LEAST UNTIL THEY RUN OUT OF GAS. As we continued riding, I glanced at Mr. 0. K. Jones, wondering if my judgment had been sound. The Fargo-Moorhead District Office of the North American Park Service had been highly recom- mended by my most esteemed superior back in Lusaka. Unfortunately, the knowledgeable Deputy Minister had never laid eyes upon this particular guide. And no indeed, Mr. 0. K. Jones was not an im- pressive figure, even by North American standards. He was short and wiry, his uniform hanging loosely, a shabby disgrace to the NAPS logo on his shoulder. His face matched the weathered, wrinkled condition of his clothes, and, to complete his unkemp appear- ance, he wore a permanent dark stubble on his chin. Well, I decided, what was done was' done. We bounced along in silence for the remainder we proceeded a fter leaving Fargo-Moorhead, southwesterly, riding toward the heart of the great Dakota Preserve. Being so near to civ- ilization, we saw no big game that first morning; so naturally I was quite excited when we stumbled upon a pair of Rabbits, resting in a swale of buck brush— one a dirty gray, the other a faded green. With a slight shake of his head, Mr. 0. K. Jones dismissed both contemptuously. Gesturing over his shoulder to the pack mule, he explained: “Nah, Jack. Them scuffed-up rascals ain’t worth the trouble of unpackin’ ole Clementine.” Reluctantly I agreed, noticing that both were badly chipped and dented. Still, it might have been nice to have shot one photo of my first contact with North American game . . . unsightly objects though they were. 68 Illustrations bv Peter de Seve of the day, encountering no more game; and it soon I became obvious from the condition of my hindquar- i ters that riding a horse was an extremely tiring and painful experience for the novice. This realization came as somewhat of a shock, as I had viewed many western films at the Histro-Theatre at home, but never had I seen a rider experience my problem. Of ' course, Mr. 0. K. Jones was perfectly content with the mode of travel, and, although he said nothing to me, he hummed a tune to himself, occasionally mur- muring a line or two— something about a home on a range— all obviously way off-key. . Near dusk we stopped and set up camp in a I dry swale, sheltered from the north wind by a break : of cottonwoods. They rustled in the breeze, giving off a fresh, clean odor, reminding me of the cool air conditioning of my office in the United Lower Africa Capitol Tower in Lusaka. An absurd association, at- tributable no doubt to a subconscious homesickness. Mr. 0. K. Jones returned from hobbling and feeding our three animals. After helping him gather wood, I watched him practice his skill as an out- ; doorsman, and my concerns about his competence I began to diminish. In a few moments he had a roar- : ing fire started, which was a comfort as the temperature had dropped with the sun. A few minutes later we were sitting down to the evening meal. Simple fare, but tasty. Pork ’n’ beans— a legume smothered in brown sauce, pieces of fatty meat— brown bread, and hot tea. After supper, as my guide called it, the night I was upon us. In the frosty October air, we exhaled I plumes of warm steam. Invigorating. Nevertheless, I i chose to move closer to the warmth of the campfire. Liking up, I watched stars appear in the clear sky, shining like pieces of blue-white ice. An impressive sight. One I had rarely experienced in my homeland. No, the sky' was seldom clear over Zambia or any other place in the ULA— one of the penalties of progress. “Smoke, Jack—?” Mr. 0. K. Jones was offering me a funny- shaped brown cigarette. Annoyed, I noticed that he persisted in using the slang appellation. Earlier, in Fargo-Moorhead, I had patiently informed him that I much preferred my own name, Mr. Jomo K. Mbabwe, to Jack. To no avail. He explained that he had no ear for Japanese, Brazilian, or African names; so, in a spirit of demo- cratic fairness, he addressed one and all as Jack. With a humorless expression, he advised me to pre- tend that it was English for Bwana. The man was I incorrigible! • Well, small matter, I thought, declining his of- fer of one of the curious cigarettes— a narcotic, no doubt. The use of chemicals was considered a harm- : less vice by these people; a fact that certainly con- ( tributed to their spiritual, moral, and economic decline as a nation. A strange people. And this was a strange land, too. So far, the Dakota Preserve had been remarkable only for its flatness, the sin^ar monotony broken only by an outcast rolling hill, swale, or clump of cottonwood. And desolate ... I shivered, considering the over- whelming abundance of uninhabited space. The Dakota Big Game Preserve was the largest reserva- ' tion in the western hemisphere. Smiling, I thought wryly that perhaps some of our foreign aid had been put to good use— A sigh! Su^rised by this uncharacteristic sound, I stared curiously across the fire at Mr. 0. K. Jones. He was leaning back against his bedroll, star- ing into the &e, eyes glazed and shiny, the flickering light deepening the wrinkles in his face. The cigar- ette tip glowed as he inhaled, blue smoke swirling into the wind and darkness. “Nah, Jack, it wasn’t always like this. Only a handful of big ’uns left, and all the game herded into one area Shoot! I remember reading where Cal- ' Many of ’em big ’uns, too . . . ” His voice trailed to a whisper, and he shook his head sadly. Gazing into the fire, his eyes took on that far-off look. “I didn’t see' a city until I was a teenager, grew up in Old Kentuck’. That’s wljy them city boys called me 0. K. And that Detroit City was somethin’ else! Freeways everywhere— six, eight, ten lanes of asphalt. And the . . . the game. Bumper to bumper. Everywhere you looked, a big ’un! Man, you shoulda seen them freeways at night, ’fore supper. That was Dakota Safari a sight to behold. A,a. . .river of light, flowin’ to places like Dearborn and Plymouth and Royal Oak. I tell you, that was the greatest thing I ever saw- yep, no question.” He took another drag on the cigarette, letting the smoke out slow, lost in thought. “Hard times hit. So I dropped outta school, and got a job on The Line. Soon I was workin’on the big’uns. Didn’t long, though-” He paused abruptly,' and even in the dim light I could see that his eyes were moist. He coughed, cleared his throat, and wiped his eyes with the back of his wrist. After taking another drag on the cigarette, he flipped the butt into the fire. “Yep, the old way ended, right there. But I roamed around lost for a few years ’til Interior set up the Preserve. First I helped round up the surviv- ing game. Took ’em a long time, too—” He chuckled. “Some of ’em Cougars and Bobcats was damn • crafty. Well, anyhow, I finally ended up here, escort- in’ V.I.P.’s for the Service.” His face had resumed its pinched, hostile expression. He looked my way, and I nodded. But for the better part of fifteen minutes, we sat in silence, watching the fire and listening to the wind in the cottonwoods. Crack! Crack! Crack! Thunk! Thunk! Thunk! Mr. 0. K. Jones jumped up as if stung by a bee. He kicked dirt onto the fire, making the be-quiet sign with a finger to his lips; then he disappeared through the trees into the night. Silence. Then one of our horses neighed. From the direction of the other sounds: Plunk! Plunk! Plunk! . . . Plunk! Moments later, Mr. 0. K. Jones reappeared. I hadn’t moved from where I sat, paralyzed by the strange sounds and my guide’s instruction. “What-?” Again he made the be-quiet gesture. “No fire,” he whispered. For a few minutes we listened to the horses and mule— breathing loudly, milling around, seeming- ly excited by the strange sounds. Suddenly they quieted down. I looked at Mr. 0. K. Jones questioningly. He ignored me, head cocked to the side, listening. Final- ly he nodded. Restarting the fire, he said, “They’re gone. Jack.” He grinned humorlessly. “You can breathe again.” “Who was it?” My voice was hoarse with strain. “Poachers! Dogscratch poachers. Three of ’em,” he said, spitting into the fire. “Poachers?” “Yep,” he said, nodding. Then he realized that I didn’t understand. “HlegS^ game hunters. Jack.” “And the peculiar sounds?” “Rifle shots. They hit a Rabbit— its power plant, disabled the critter.” “But why?” “Emblems, chrome, antenna, stuff like that. Them four loud plunks? Hubcaps.” He TOntmqed to feed the fire as the wind rose. “I’m not sure I quite understand the poachers’ purpose in shooting the Rabbit.” \ He stared at me for a moment as if I were a slow child, a look of mild disgust, then he explained,' “They sell ’em. Jack. Big market for that kinda junk in Brazil. After stripping the valuables, they leave the carcass ... to rust out here. Maybe we’ll see some of the remains before we get back to Fargo- Moorhead.” Slightly embarrassed by my lack of immediate understanding, I began to grow angry. “I see. These poachers are nothing more than common criminals!” “You got it. Jack.” “Then what, may I ask, are we doing here and not pursuing these scoundrels?” For the briefest moment, a chase scene from Sgt. Preston of the Yukon flashed before my eyes. When I refocused on Mr. 0. K. Jones, he was looking at me again with his expressiori of mild disgust. “Well . . . one reason is that they are all 70 carryin’ beefed-up .30 caliber M-l’s, Jack,” he said slowly. “Old antiques, but effective. So I don’t hold much with gettin’ my ass shot off.” He threw the remaining wood on the fire. “It’s the Preserve Rangers’ job, anyways,” he added. “We’ll make a report when we get back to the District office.” Without another word he slipped into his agri-plastic thermal bag, and was snoring a few moments later. But I couldn’t sleep. My apprehension about Mr. 0. K. Jones’s competence had changed to a con- cern about his moral fiber ... or lack of. Was it possible that a NAPS big game guide was a coward? My rest was troubled. t he next morning we were up at first light, moving southwest again. A grey, dismal day, dark clouds building up. No sign of the ^ poachers. Very soon I forgot about them, contending k X , "Mustangs. Jack. Biggest herd in the |;;^^reserve. They come to play on the blacktop." with stiff joints and sore muscles. My mount, seem- ing to sense my weakened state, bounced along stiff legged, sending additional waves of pain up my spine. The weather wasn’t aiding my condition, as the temperature was dropping instead of warming up. I flipped on the thermals on my safari suit, and made the best of a miserable situation. Shortly before noon the flatness of the land- scape changed to a series of gentle rolling hills. Mr. 0. K. Jones reined to a halt atop a hill overlooking a wide, shallow valley. To the south the flatness was bordered again with rolling hills. More interesting was the sun, which was beginning to peep through the clouds. Mr. 0. K. Jones grunted, dismounted, and began unpacking Clementine. Puzzled, I asked, “Why are we stopping here?” Surely we weren’t setting up camp this early, ex- posed on a ridge with a snowstorm lurking in the air. He pointed toward the western end of the valley at three tall cylinders, each twenty-five or thirty meters high. And north of the cylinders, a great black lake of asphalt— And then I saw them and gasped as if I’d been kicked in the solar plexus. Near the far end of the asphalt— big game! Fifty, maybe even a hundred. My heart soared like a rocket at the sight. Powder blues, siennas, aspen yellows ... all the wild car colors. An awesome sight! They milled about on the asphalt- some seemed to be playing tag, others jockeying back and forth into white-lined stalls— their shiny coats, chrome, and windshields glittering in the new sunlight. “Wh— ?” I was too choked with excitement to talk. Mr. 0. K. Jones, who had been watching me, chuckled at my astonishment. “Mustangs, Jack. Big- gest herd in the Preserve.” He watched the herd for a moment. “Them’s grain elevators. The herd comes to play on the blacktop. Look—” He pointed to the southernmost section of the herd. “See ’im?” One Mustang hung back from the herd. I nodded. “The leader.” His voice was soft, full of admi- ration. “Candy-apple red. The color. Special.” He turned back to the mule. “You can get some good shots here. Jack.” We set up and I shot furiously for awhile, until the sun passed zenith and moved in front of my tripod. Then I took up my binoculars and scratched notes on nomenclature. The leader, maintaining a vigil, was indeed a beautiful creature. Not a scratch, not a dent. Its color was deep, and it carried extra chrome along its sides. It made a regal picture. Crack! A familiar sound— “Look!” Mr. 0. K. Jones was pointing at a Mustang on the southern side of the herd. Checking it with the binoculars, I sf)otted a large dent with a coin-sized hole in its hood. The damage was detect- able because the impact had flaked the paint around the dent. The beast was motionless. “Down, Jack! Get down!” I joined him on the ground, using an outcropping as a shield. Crack! Another Mustang hit. “They’re settin’ up a stand. Long as they stay outta sight, the herd won’t stampede, and they can pick ’em off one at a time.” “The whole herd?” It was an incredible thought. Crack! Dust flew from a blue hood. I felt a tightening in my chest. “Isn’t there something we can do, Mr. 0. K. Jones? Something to stop this, this . . . massacre?” “Stay down, Jack. You don’t want them poachers knowin’ we seen any of this. There ain’t nothin’ you can do, except run down there and get shot.” Crazy ideas tumbled through my mind. Then, squinting into the afternoon sun, I had it! A western cinema scene from^ the Histro-Theatre: Mr. Alan Ladd had used a Thirror flash! We hadn’t brought any mirrors, but I crawled over to Clementine and retrieved something almost as good: an old-style flash attachment, a saucer-shaped disc made of brushed aluminum. Thank God! I had almost left the archaic piece of equipment at home. “You’re takin’i an awful chance. Jack,” Mr. - i Dakota Safari 0. K. Jones advised, scowling. I ignored him, working the disc up and down, reflecting glittering flashes at the herd. Maybe if I stood up— Crack! Chips flew from the outcropping at my feet. Shuddering, I wiggled the attachment fran- tically several times before my knees weakened and I collapsed to safety beside my guide. Peeking over the outcropping, we saw the Mustang leader had bolted, speeding northward, the herd in pursuit, leaving behind three lifeless carcasses. “Okay, Jack, let’s saddle up and haul ass. Them poachers ain’t gonna be too kindly disposed if they catch us.” We packed up quickly and moved due west, skirting around the hills and valley before turning south. We saw nothing of the herd of Mustangs or the poachers. But Mr. 0. K. Jones rode with a wary alertness. The sky darkened as the clouds again covered the sun, and the temperature dropped close to freezing. Shortly before dusk we came to the outskirts of what had been a village, before the Preserve was cleared of human inhabitants. “C’mon,” Mr. 0. K. Jones said, his voice tense. He led Clementine up the main street, examining each crumbling building for signs of danger. A faded red sign still hung from a storefront: Drink Coca . . . “We’re gonna set up a stake-out. Maybe get you a shot of a big ’un— somethin’ you can really be proud of.” At the far edge of town, we dismounted near a collapsed building. The metal roof rested on its side, a good windbreak. In front of the building was a canopied section of concrete with three pieces of equipment sitting on a dais. Badly rusted, the objects still had hints of paint— white with traces of red and blue. I stepped closer. Each object had a little win- dow but no glass— some type of meter. One still had a rotted hose attached to its side, stirring a recollec- tion. “Petrol! Petrol dispensers,” I said loudly, proud of my successful detective work. “Petrol—?” Mr. 0. K. Jones had a slightly puzzled frown on his face. “Them’s gas pumps. Jack. This here was a service station in the old days, and it still attracts a lot of game. Big ’uns sometimes, though they’re pretty wary. Strange, the critters bein’ attracted here with their sealed power cells and all—” He banged one of the dispensers, making ar. empty thunk. “Instinct, I guess. Got that old thirsty memory locked into their computers.” We set up camp behind the tilted roof, out of the wind and about twenty-five meters south of the petrol-dispensing island. The campfire was especially welcome as the temperature was well below freezing. My safari-suit thermals did nothing for my hands, 72 face, and feet. Mr. 0. K. Jones took care of our animals and prepared the evening meal in short time. His supper hit the spot— one of his crude but accurate colloquialisms. Stiff and sore, I prepared to turn in early, but Mr. 0. K. Jones became talkative after he smoked another of his fat brown cigarettes. Similar to other people from poor nations, he had a curiosity about African development, and I couldn’t resist describing our technological progress. Slowly his smile dissolved, and he mumbled something abusive about plain, dumb luck. “Not so, Mr. 0. K. Jones. Our progress stems from education, persistence, and, of course, ingenu- ity. Above all, a national courage stemming from a spiritual mandate—” “Yeah, you people are humdingers, all right.” He crawled into his agri-plastic bag, and was fast asleep before I could answer. t he next morning we awoke under a thin coat of new-fallen snow. It was dry and flaky and only about five centimeters deep, except where it had piled up in drifts— like alongside the petrol island where it was almost a meter deep. “I reckon we’ll stay here. Jack,” Mr. 0. K. Jones said, finishing his breakfast. “Probably melt off by tomorrow, if it stays clear. Maybe we’ll get a picture or two at the pumps today.” I nodded, secretly appreciating the respite from the horseback riding. The morning passed uneventfully, the sun stay- ing out and feeling good on my face. Mr. 0. K. Jones had the ability, almost animal-like, to fall asjeep on command, and he dozed off, face upturned to the warmth like a lizard sunning itself. About noon I was startled from my note taking by a low whine, accom- panied by rapid spinning. ; A Pinto! It had strayed into the drift by the island and was apparently stuck. Panicky, it spun its wheels, causing it to sink deeper in the icy trap. Waking instantly at the sound, Mr. 0. K. Jones jumped to his feet and scrambled to the dispensers. “Easy, boy, easy,” he said in a soft, com- forting voice. At the same time he stroked the Pinto’s midnight-blue hood. It worked. The Pinto .calmed down; at least, its wheels quit spinning and it wasn’t racing its motor. “Well . . . let’s see now, little fella,” he said, I circling the drift, inspecting the trapped beast. . “H-m-m . . . maybe. C’mon, Jack.” He instructed me to stand on the back bumper, explaining, “Critter’s too light in back. You bounce up and down when I signal.” He moved around to the front of the Pinto and waved his hand. “Okay, boy, slow and easy.” But after a minute or so of hopeless spinning, Mr. 0. K. Jones waved a halt. “Ain’t workin’.” Steam rose from the Pinto’s hood. The motor revved up again. “Now, now, boy,” Mr. 0. K. Jones said sooth- ingly, wiping icy flakes from the Pinto’s windshield, ■ “just take it easy. All that fussin’ ain’t doin’ nobody ; a lick o’ good.” i For a second or two he rubbed his chin, then a smile spread across his face. “Okay!” He waded into the drift, and kneeled down in the snow next to a rear wheel, pushing his hand into the icy mush for a few seconds. Hisssss! A few moments of the sound of escaping air, then he jerked his hand out of the i snow and blew on it. He repeated the procedure on the other side of the trapped Pinto. Hisssss! "Them's gas pumps. Jack. This here was a service station in the old days, and it still attracts a lot of game." Moving back to the front of the beast, he shouted, “Start bouncin’. Jack!” Slowly, slowly, he guided the blue Pinto out of the drift. When it was on solid ground, he held up both hands, signaling stop. “That’s got it.” After the rescue the Pinto hung around camp for the afternoon, seeming quite attached now to Mr. 0. K. Jones. As we lazed through the afternoon, he played and talked to the beast, and I read a NAPS pamphlet: Recognizing Big Game. The silhouettes : were, quite good. The evening was quiet. Clear, but no wind, a j beautiful night for stargazing and staring into the j flickering campfire. Mr. 0. K. Jones, for some I reason, had not indulged in his usual after-supper smoking habit, so he was at his taciturn best. Unexpectedly the Pinto roared off into the darkness; and when I turned back to the campfire, I faced three mounted riflemen. “Easy now, man,” the figure in the middle said, pointing the muzzle of his weapon at me. “Both of you stand and lift your hands up . . . real slow.” Following Mr. 0. K. Jones’s lead, I stood up, carefully extending my arms overhead. The riders edged their horses closer to the fire. “Good, real good.” The speaker was an old man, creased face and white beard, his alert eyes a shade of amber. “Harry, Art, check them animals. See what our friends are carrying.” Both outside riders dismounted. As they passed close to the fire, I was surprised. Only youngsters, and Art was a girl! They rifled our saddlebags and the pack on Clementine. “Now wait a minute, sir,” I protested, feeling a surge of righteous indignation. “Do you realize that I am Jomo Kenyatta Mbabwe? A ULA citizen? An official of President Thomas Dabi’s Ministry of Economic Development?” The old man opened his eyes wide. “No! I din’t know that.” His sarcastic tone did not escape my attention. “Save your breath. Jack,” Mr. 0. K. Jones ad- vised. I glanced at him as he shook his head, then back at 'the old man., - 73 Dakota Safari Controlling his silent glee, he said, “Don’t know much about that, mister. But I do know that you cost me a bundle of credits back at the old ^ain elevators—’’ He gestured northeast with the tip of his rifle, as his tone grew cold and gritty. “'That scaring the Mustangs from my stand wasn’t nice . . . uh-uh.” Why, this old man and the two youngsters were the poachers! I glanced at Mr. 0. K. Jones. As if reading my thoughts, he nodded. Anger welled up in my throat. Crack! Crack! After scaring away our animals, the two youngsters returned to the fire, carrying some of our belongings . . . including my camera! The girl carried it, carelessly slung over her rifle. Without thinking, I dropped my hands and lunged. Instantly the boy dropped everything except his weapon, and, whirling around, he brought the barrel solidly against my knee— a sickening crunch. I went down, pain spreading from my knee, soaring up my leg and back, exploding into the base of my skull. Burning pain. Red— a veil of red. I tried to groan, but choked on the sour taste of nausea. Lying there on the ground, fighting to main- tain consciousness, I heard Mr. 0. K. Jones leap to my aid. Crack! “Enough!” the old man commanded. Silence. Gritting my teeth against the throbbing pain, I looked over to Mr. 0. K. Jones. He was sitting, wip- ing his face with the back of his wrist. The jvaming shot from the old man had been at my guide’s feet, spraying chips of sharp rock and frozen dirt into his chest and face. Forehead still oozing blood, Mr. 0. K. Jones glared defiantly at the old man. “Both of you—” The old man pointed first to Mr. 0. K. -Jones and then myself with the muzzle of lA his rifle, “—take off your boots.” “Now hold it right there. Jack!” Mr. 0. K. Jones said angrily. “We can’t walk back to Fargo- Moorhead barefooted. Feet’ll freeze.” Deadpan, the old man answered, “Maybe. Maybe not. You boys shoulda thought of that before you stuck your noses in our business. Anyhow, you’ll be strongly motivated to get back to civilization quickly . . . not be causing us any more trouble. Be thankful your hides ain’t full of holes. Now hurry up with them boots!” Harry and Art mounted up on either side of the old man, the light growing dim as the fire died down. Suddenly the sound of motors roaring to the north. A wave of light was swooping down on us. Horns blared! Four sets of light— high beams! “Park Rangers!” the old man shouted, jerking his horse around and galloping south, followed by the youngsters. In a flxrrry of powdered snow I recognized the Pinto as it flashed by in hot pursuit of the poachers. And it had brought three Rangers— all midnight blue. As the blurs of blue roared through our camp, I felt a sense of deja vu. My heart was in my throat. A familiar scene from the Histro-Theatre. I was in the middle of a blue cavalry charge! ^ One of the Rangers braked and came back. ' Mr. 0. K. Jones was caught up in the excite- ment, barely able to speak. “A big ’un!” he finally managed, patting the Ranger emblem. It was impressive. Deep midnight-blue coat, not a scratch, dent, or blemish anywhere. A stretched-out cab, extra chrome, heavy-duty bumper with stainless steel trailer hitch; and the power plant —rated % ton. After reading the NAPS pamphlet. I’d recognize a Ranger anywhere. If Mr. 0. K. Jones had worked on the line in Detroit on these beasts, he had reason to be proud. The finest example of big game in the Dakota Preserve. I don’t remember much about the ride back to Fargo-Moorhead in the bed of the Ranger; Mr. 0. K. Jones had given me something for the pain in my knee, and I sank into a foggy twilight zone. But I do remember hearing the other Rangers roar past, and Mr. 0. K. Jones shouting gleefully, “Barefoot— huh? You dogscratch poachers ain’t doodley-squat, now!” A long time ago. But occasionally my knee locks up, and the dull ache stimulates a host of fond visions: the stars and desolate space; a magnificent herd of Mustangs led by a candy-apple red beauty; a little blue Pinto, and the cavalry charge with the three big Rangers; the surprised expressions of the poachers as they tried to escape. But perhaps my fondest memory is the face of my resourceful and courageous friend, Mr. 0. K. Jones, distinguished big game guide for the North American Park Service. (S r “No, no, I’ll be all right. We’ll take my old truck.” “Best thing for driving around the countryside anyhow.” We climbed up into the truck, and with no more than the usual difficulty we got it going and backed out onto the road. As we headed toward the outskirts of the small country town, the afternoon sun sinking among the tops of the pines, I thought about Murchison’s dream. I had been quite truthful: dreams like that didn’t seem so unusual in light of the past few days, and almost anyone could imagine having had one. I put his dream down to the effect of the news stories on his sleeping imagination. Still, his dream gave a distinctly more lurid cast to the events— a super- natural cast, a startling, nightmarish turn. The sort of thing that might occur to someone with a fever, to a child trying to sleep after having seen a horror film . . . “In my dream,” said Murchison, as he turned on the mountain road, “everything changed. Enor- mous damage was done, like some great deep wound. Impact past belief, past remedy.” The quiet winter scenery belied his words: the hazy gauze of tiny bare branches, the greys of the ground, the bits of grass another shade of grey, the smell of the earth. “I can’t remember how much of if was ob- vious,” he said, “how much was still to come. I could M M urchison had a distinctly harried look that complemented his shaking, cigarette-stained Iwm fingers. Through the large window of his rural home the barren grey trees of the winter land- scape waited with the glow of afternoon. I stood up. “Come, let us go outside. We can take a spin in your car.” He sighed and stood, more obediently than en- thusiastically. “So you see why I called you here. I had to talk to someone. The dream was so vivid, so terrible . . . .” He hestitated, gave a short wave to his cigarette pack. “I don’t usually act this way. I mean, I usually can’t remember my dreams.” “Let’s drive around. It’ll be calming. And I can understand— one might almost say your reaction is reasonable, even restrained. When you compare some of the hysteria during the last few days in the media ...” We settled in his car, and he turned the igni- tion. There was a low rattling sound, and nothing more. “Good grief!” he exclaimed. “This doesn’t make me feel one bit better. Perhaps in some way—” He turned to me, shaken. “This is a new car," he said. “I got it in November. And now—” “Even new cars don’t work sometimes,” I said. “Especially new cars.” “The dream ... In the dream—” “We can walk back arojind the hill to my house, get my car.” LAST NIGHT THE WORLD HAD MET ITS DOOM * UNLESS IT HAD -.ONLY. BEEN , . ’ by Byron Ma-rshall 76 see bits and pieces, terrible splintered visions. To see the whole thing all at once would have been too much to take.” “Look. You had a dream. Let’s put that into perspective. In your dream something dreadful hap- pened, something dramatic. I advise you to forget it. After all, everyone was jittery. I was worried myself. The situation looked really critical Your dream simp- ly exaggerated the natural danger.” “Not everyone dreams the end of the world. A change in the whole order.” “I bet you’d be surprised. I bet that last night a lot of people did.” Murchison screeched the old truck to a halt. A faint burning smell came from the front. “You think other people dreamed what I did? Dreamed this gleaming fire overhead? This toppling of empires? The millions dying in storm, in flood, in falling stone? The overturning of all that—” “Murchison, stop it. Let’s just drive on.” After a long pause, he shifted into first. Slow- ly, unsteadily, the truck moved forward. Along the path next to the road two small dogs kept pace with us. I noticed a side road. “Let’s drive up that way, to old Ned’s place. Take a look at all the decorations he has out this Christmas.” Ned Dupre was the local state representative. As his own form of bread and circuses— or at least as a little return on his constitutents’ investment— he treated them to an Outdoor panorama every Christmas, all visitors welcome. “Now Ned, he did fairly well— for him,” I said. “He gave only one hysterical speech. Other than that, he acquitted himself a lot better than most public figures. Perhaps,” I added, a little maliciously, “you should let him set you an example.” Most public figures had acted atrociously. And the media had gone over the edge. But then, it’s not every day that a large comet appears out of nowhere and aims straight at the earth. he media, I thought, had probably been cheated of their birthright: if the thing had only become visible months or years earlier, think what they could have done. Everyone would have had hysterical dreams like Murchison. As it was, it had come only a few weeks ago, without warn- ing: a pinpoint of light— a new comet. And headed for us. And by yesterday, an amazing crescent in the sky. And by last night, a growing, glowing face. People in some countries were rioting. The National Enquirer was going wild, 'with extra deliveries to all- night supermarkets. Soothsayers and even some reporters were predicting uncanny effects, dire con- sequences, though scientists were arguing that there was no possible danger. I watched it all night on the tube, along with most of the world. Murchison, remarkably enough. 77 Illustration by Jill Karla Schwarz MmcMsm's Dream had gone to sleep. And had his dream. A dream in which the comet had hit— and with an impact far beyond the physical. It had been, he said, prophetic, supernatural, terrifying, with the unknowable conse- quences more terrifying than the known. And so he had called me to tell me of his dream. For my part, I had patiently described the real consequences. The comet’s gleaming apparition. The strange winds that swept across continents, ex- plained by a distinguished scientist in ways no layman could understand. The moment of panic, of nausea. And then, at three in the morning, the col- lective sigh of relief when the comet had turned, vanished, left us. (The media had sighed with disap- pointment.) And with the new day, things were safe. Unchanged. As they were. The world resumed its everyday course. Along early morning streets, peo- ple stepped out to greet the dawn and bring in the paper. And now we drove along the peaceful winter’s road, the lowering light streaking through the trees, to Representative Ned’s Christmas wonderland. The truck seemed reluctant to pull up the grade. “Now the truck,” said Murchison. “Now it’s giving me trouble. Never has before.” “You told me last week,” I said, “that you were having trouble with it.” “Nothing like this.” “Brake trouble. Look, your dream was a dream; that’s the point. If it had been true, we’d know it. Right? The danger’s over. We escaped it. There’s nothing wrong. You’re not going to tell me that a truck—” “Amnesia. Shock.” “What?” “Selective amnesia, selective awareness. And not every effect -is visible yet. Do you remember old Ned’s first wife?” The decorations were coming into view— Christmas lights, wooden images of elves and rab- bits, a clump of weary shepherds, all standing frozen in time, paint peeling away, as if arrested in motion by some blinding light above. “Yes,” I said. “Ned dedicated this park to her memory.” I was regretting having chosen this road. “Do you remember— she had that accident. The interesting thing, when I think about it now, was how for weeks she didn’t remember anything about it. It was all a blank. And then, bit by bit, it began to come back. I remember her telling me. First, the morning of that day, the day of the acci- dent. Then the afternoon. Then she could remember driving along that stretch of road, the curve ap- proaching. And finally, the car coming around the curve toward her, on the wrong side of the road. The moment of collision.” He shivered. The Christmas lights blinked haphazardly. “And she was never aware of all the pain, the injuries . . . Not all of 78 them. That was always the strangest part. How she refused to see—” Suddenly he turned to me. “Perhaps that’s how it’s working with my dream. When I woke up, screaming, I felt sure that the comet had hit, and more: that it was a herald of change and disaster. And now, in tiny ways, we’re becoming aware of the effects. They’re beginning to manifest themselves. For example, my car. My truck.” “You’re grasping at straws. If the mail doesn’t get delivered tomorrow, you’ll tell me it’s because of the comet.” I could see him considering this seriously for a moment. Then he relaxed. “You’re right. I’m being silly.” “Right. As I said before— nothing happened. We’re traveling together through a pleasant winter countryside, and we’re perfectly safe. There was no trouble, the comet didn’t hit, things are just as they were, and we’d know it if they weren’t— okay?” “Okay.” I sighed. Perhaps I had finally expunged the memory of his dream. “But this pleasant scene around us—” he said, looking through the window. “The country like I’ve always remembered . . . No comet in the sky. It left awfully quick, didn’t it? Shouldn’t we have seen it going away? Isn’t that a little— unnatural?” “There was some explanation for that. I forget what it was. Don’t ask me to remember what a tired scientist says at three in the morning when he— and everyone else— is exhausted. If we hadn’t been ex- hausted we all would have been dancing in the streets.” “Okay.” He stared at me for a second, then leaned back in his seat. “Look, I appreciate your coming on this drive. It’s been very restful.” “Everything in its place. That’s why I sug- gested it.” “You were right. You know, it’s good to get out in the country, just drive around on a late after- noon. I haven’t done it much lately, been too busy. Probably explains why I overreacted to this whole crazy business.” “Well, you weren’t the only one. Anyway, yes, it is peaceful.” He brought the truck to a stop. We sat there, watching, as the sun slowly fell behind the trees, the chill of the winter’s night creeping up from the road, the light splintering into our eyes through the branches. “And now,” he said, “let’s head for home. I’ll get a fire going, and we can laugh this whole thing off.” I nodded. “Just what I’ve been saying.” He swung the wheel. The old truck creaked in a U-turn. “And you were right,” he said. “The sun’s setting in the east, and it’s time we got back.” iS And nm rm waiting by Richard Matheson THE CHILLING STUDY OF A WRITER'S SATANIC IMAGINATION -A TALE LATER TRANSFORMED INTO THE TWILIGHT ZONE COMEDY 'A WORLD OF HIS OWN.' 80 ttor's note: Many Twilight Zone episodes were Dpted from short stories, some pubiished, some stiii in nuscript. What's unique about Richard Matheson's d Now I'm Waiting is that it started out as a horror J, but was turned into a comedy when Matheson 3pted it for the tv series. We asked the author about circumstances of its creation. He writes: I not clear in my memory whether I submitted the ‘ual short story manuscript to Rod and Buck [series iducer Buck Houghton) or whether I submitted an tine based on the story— which, incidentally, has >er been published before. / do recall that they d the premise but not the approach, teeling that story was too melodramatic tor them. It was :ided-again, memory fails and I do not recall Dse suggestion it was originally— to elect for a nedic approach. I'm glad we did. It was one of my orites of the Twiiight Zone segments I wrote; the f was perfect and Ralph Nelson's directorial touch right Also, I believe that it was the only TZ sode in which one of the characters broke in on I's final narration and altered it.} ary let me in as soon as I rang the bell. She must have been waiting in the hallway. I’d never in my life seen my sister look so unhappy. Sorrow had woven lines into her face un- natural for her age. And although neatness was an ingrained habit, not even her hair was combed. It fell around her shoulders in tangled brown swirls. I leaned over to kiss her cheek and felt how cool and dry it was. “Give me your things,” she said. I took off my hat and coat and handed them to her. She put them in the hall closet. I noticed how her once straight shoulders were now bowed. I grew taut with anger at what he’d done to her. Then a shiver ran through me. I realized it was almost as cold in the house as outside. I rubbed my hands together. Then she was beside me. “Mary,” I said, and put my arms around her. I felt her shudder. “Thank you for coming,” she said. “I can’t bear it anymore.” “Where is he?” I asked. She hung onto me for a moment. Then she pulled away and looked toward the study. “Alone?” I asked. Her eyes avoided mine. She nodded once. I took her hand again. “It’ll be all right.” She lifted my hand and pressed it against her cheek. Then she turned away. “Will you wait here?” I asked. “All right, David,” she said. I watched her walk to a chair against the stairs. She sat down and folded her hands on her lap. I turned and walked to the study door, stood before it a second. Then, taking a deep breath, I knocked. “What is it?” he called impatiently. “David,” I said. It was silent. Finally he said, “Oh, come in.” ichard was standing in front of the fireplace, a giant of a man. His back was turned to me. He was staring into the crackling flames, an aura of light outlining his powerful form, casting shadows of him on the walls and ceiling. “What is it?” he said, without turning. “Mary told me I’d find you here,” I said. “Clever,”' he said. “Is that all?” I shut the door behind me. He turned as I walked toward him, a familiar expression of arrogance on his handsome features. “So Mary told you I was in here, did she?” he said. I sat down on the couch facing him. “I want to talk to you,” I said. He looked down, at me, then turned away. “Talk about what?” he said. I twisted around andAurned on a lamp on the table behind me. “I don’t want that lamp on,” he said. “I want to see what you look like.” He turned around again. I felt a shudder run down my back as his icy eyes looked into mine. His lips drew back-in a contemptuous smile. - H 81 And new I’m waiting “Do I pass?” he said. “Are you satisfied?” “You’re not as I’d expected,” I said. “Or as Mary led you to expect.” “She said only—” “I can imagine what she said,” he interrupted. “Turn off that lamp.” I reached back and turned it off. Once more his shadow billowed on the walls and ceiling. “You look ill,” I told him. “Come twenty miles to tell me that?” He stretched out his arms and rested them across the top of the fireplace. For a brief moment, I had the sensation that I was watching some ancient monarch in his hunting lodge. “No, I didn’t come twenty miles to tell you that,” I said. “You know why I came.” “She sent for you,” he said. My fingers shook as I took out my cigarettes and lit one. I hoped he wouldn’t notice. “That’s besides the p^int,” I said. “Suppose you telLme what’s wrong.” “You haven’t answered my question,” he said. “Yes,” I said, “she sent for me. I’m surprised she waited so long.” “Surprised?” “Mary is about to have a nervous breakdown,” I said. “Oh,” he said, “I see.” “You don’t see at all,” I said. “You don’t care at all.” “Care!” he cried in a burst of temper. “How many nights have I sat with her trying to explain, trying to reason with a ... block of wood!” He clenched his fists. “But who can explain that—” He broke off the sentence and walked to a shadowy portion of the room. I heard him drop into “That what?” I asked. “Why don’t you finish it?” he said. “That you’ve been constantly unfaithful,” I said. I half expected him to leap out of the shadows. I tensed myself for it. When he chuckled, my body jerked with the unexpected reaction. “Unfaithful,” he said. “Is that all you have to say?” I asked. I heard him stand abruptly, felt his baneful eyes on the back of my head. Then he walked around the couch and stood before the fireplace again. He clasped his hands in back of him. “Unfaithful,” he said, “Yes. And no.” “Is that supposed to be funny?” I asked. “If you wish.” “See here, Richard! ” I flared. “This is no—” “—no laughing matter,” he cut in. “This is grim business. This is serious. This is bad. This is . . , laughable.” 82 He chuckled and stood looking at me in 3inus6m0rit “You know,” he said, “I believe I’ll tell you.” “If there’s any decency in—” “Decency?” He snorted. “What a slapstick word.” He turned away and leaned against the fireplace, resting his forehead against his arms. He looked into the flames for a long time in silence. He seemed to have forgotten me. I coughed. He stirred and shifted on his feet. “You recall my last book?” he asked. “What of it?” “Do you recall the character of Alice?” “What about her?” I said impatiently, certain that he was evading the issue. “It is with Alice,” he said, “that I’ve been, as you so quaintly put it, unfaithful.” “Very funny,” I said. He turned and looked at me coldly. “I should have expected this from you,” he said. “Why did I think for a moment that you could possibly understand?” “Are you serious?” I asked. He barked a scornful laugh. “You fool! Can’t you see that?” He turned away and took deep breaths. Then he spoke as though he were speaking to himself. “Alice became so real,” he said, “that Mary believed in her existence. As a person. An actual person. And this is my unfaithfulness.” He looked over his shoulder at me. “But why do I even mention this to you?” he said. “Why should I dare hope to penetrate that skull of yours?” “You’re lying,” I said. “I know my sister bet- ter than that.” “Do you?” he said. “It’s a lie.” “Oh, go home,” he said. “Listen—” “Did you hear me!” he shouted. I sat without moving. He stood glaring at me, hands twitching at his sides. Finally he turned away. “If it’s true,” I said, “explain it.” “I told you,” he said in a bored voice. “I want the truth,” I said. “Mary is losing her mind and I want to know why.” He didn’t move. I couldn’t tell whether he was listening or not. “I know you,” I went on. “You don’t care about her. You never did. You’ve always expected her to live on scraps from you; well, that much she expected. She was prepared to share you with your work . . . and yourself.” I stood. “But this isn’t intangible,” I said angrily. “This is outright and cruel. And I want to know about it.” You're such a little fellow. It would be a pity to break your neck. " He sighed, then spoke with that shifting of mood that made him so inexplicable. His voice was almost gentle. “You are a child,” he said. “Impossibly and Ir- remedially a child.” “Are you going to tell me?” He turned with a look of unconcern on his face. “I’ll tell you what,” he said. “Why don’t you ask Mary whom I’ve been consorting with?” I looked at him. “Go ahead,” he said. “Are you afraid?” “All right,” I said. “I will.” At the door I paused, about to say something threatening. I was afraid to say it. I went out. / was about to close the door when I heard his voice. At first I thought he was calling after me. I turned around. He wasn’t talking to me. “She is five foot seven,” he said. “Her hair is thick and golden. Her eyes are green jewels. They sparkle in the firelight. Her skin is white and clear. “She is long and sleek. Tawny as a cat that stretches on the hearth rug and rakes its nails across it. Her teeth are sparkling white. Her—” His voice broke off, and I knew that he’d seen the half-open door. I turned. Mary was standing beside me, star- ing at the doorway. “Let’s go in,” I said. She didn’t say anything. I put my arm around her and pushed open the door. “No,” she said. “Please.” Richard watched us dispassionately as we walked to the couch. I turned on the lamp. “And how are you, sweetheart?” Richard asked. She lowered her eyes. I sat beside her and took her hand. Richard turned his back to us and looked at the fire again. “Well,” he said, “what now?” “We’re going to get this matter thrashed out,” I said. Mary tried to get up, but I held her back. “We have to settle this now,” I told her. “We have to settle this now,” mocked Richard. “Damn you!” I cried. '“David, don’t,” Mary said. “It never helps.” Richard turned around and looked at her with a laugh. “You know that, don’t you?” he said. “At least we’ve managed to teach you that much.” “Mary,” I said, “who is Alice?” She closed her eyes. “Ask my husband,” she said. “Why, surely,” Richard said. “Alice is a character in my last novel.” “That’s a lie,” she said. I could barely hear her voice. “Eh?” Richard said. “What’s that? Speak up, my dear.” “She said it was a lie!” I cried. He moved his gaze to me. “Control yourself,” he warned. .. I started to get up, but he quickly stepped over and closed his hands upon my shoulders. “Don’t forget yourself,” he said. “You’re such a little fellow. It would be a pity to break your neck.” “Tell us the truth,” I said. He pulled away his hands and went back to the fireplace. “The truth, the truth,” he chanted, “why do people want the truth? It never pleases them.” He ran a hand through his hair. Then he blew out a tired breath. “Listen,” he said, as though making one last effort, “Mary is the victim of a delusion.” I glanced aside. Mary had raised her head and was looking at him. “Try to understand,^’ he said. “The girl Alice is a fictional character. When my wife started to see her, well—” He shrugged. “She saw only a phantom, a figment of—” “Why are you lying?” Mary cried. “I saw her in this very room with you!” It was no use. “Come on,” I said, “I’ll take you upstairs.” “Please,” she whispered. As we were leaving, I noticed him turning off the lamp again. “Good night!” he called. “Pleasant dreams!” I took her upstairs and made sure that she locked the bedroom door from the inside. hen I returned to the study, Richard was stretched out on the couch. I turned on the lamp. “Leave it off,” he said. “I want it on.” He threw himself on his side. “Oh, go home, will you? Get the hell out of here and leave me alone.” . I went around to the front of the couch. He sat up. “Did you hear what I said?” he threatened. “I want the truth.” He jumped up, and his powerful hands closed on my^arms. “I said go!” he yelled. 83 Iv And now I'm waiting My face must have gone blank with fear. His face suddenly relaxed and he shoved me down on the couch. “Oh, why bother?” he said, going back to the fireplace. “All right. I’ll tell you everything. I’d like to see your face when you hear it.” He rested one arm on the fireplace mantel and turned to me. “In my first book there was a character named Erick. I don’t expect you remember him. He was my first good character. Out of words I built flesh and blood and living force.” A look of recollection crossed his face. “Erick came in here one night while I was writing. He sat down where you’re sitting. Right there. We talked. He spoke in the way I had made him speak. We had a hell of a time. We discussed all the other people in the book. After a while, some of them came in, too. The ones that I had realized well.” “You’re lying,” I said* “Lying! You idiot! You wanted your damn truth, didn’t you? Well, here it is! Are you too ig- norant to understand it?” He glared at me, trying to control his fury. “It went on like that,” he continued. “And then I’d think, T want them to return to their spec- tral homes.’ And soon they started to make excuses, and before long I was alone again. Not sure I hadn’t dreamed it all.” He turned and was silent for a long time. Then a quiet laugh rumbled in his chest. “I wrote a second book,” he said, “but I was too anxious. I didn’t know my people. They never lived.” He turned to me with a look of elation on his face. “Then I wrote my third book. And Alice. She breathed and she lived. I could see her and know her. I could sit and look at her beauty. I could drink in the fragrance of her hair, run my fingers through it, caress her long smooth limbs, kiss those warm, exciting—” He caught himself and looked at me. “Do you understand?” he said. “Can you possibly appreciate this?” A look of childlike desire to make me under- stand filled his face. “Can’t you visualize it?” he said excitedly. “She was alive, David. Alive! Not just a character on a printed page. She was real. You could touch her.” “Then Mary saw—” I said. “Yes. Mary saw. One night I summoned Alice. She was right here, unclothed, standing in the heat, painted over with flickering gold, an incensing, blood-pounding creature ...” He bared his teeth. “And then she came, my precious wife. She saw Alice. She cried out and shut the door and ran to hide her head. I sent Alice away. I ran and caught Mary on the stairs. I brought her down and showed ,her there was no one. She didn’t believe me, of course. She thought Alice had gone out through that window over there.” He laughed loudly. “Even though it was snowing outside!” he said. His laughter stopped. “You’re the first I’ve told,” he said. “And I’m only telling you because I have to share the wonder of it. I’d never meant to speak of it. Why should the sorcerer give away his sorcery, the magician market his wand? These things are mine, all mine.” He told me to turn off the lamp. Without a word I reached back and turned it off. “Yes, David,” he said. “My wife saw Alice.” He threw back his head and laughed again. “But not the others,” he said. •• thers?” A feeling of unreality pressed in ■ / on me. “Yes!” he said, “the others! Do you know what happened after Alice came alive? No, of course you don’t.” He leaned forward. “After I created Alice, everything I imagined came to life. There was no struggle. I imagined a cat sleeping before the fireplace. I’d close my eyes and, opening them. I’d see it there, its bushy coat warm and crackling, its nose pink from the heat. “Everything, David! Everything I wanted. Oh, what people I filled this house with! I had madmen and harlots embracing in the hallways. I’d send Mary away and have my house bursting its seams with demons’ revelry. “I held ancient debauches in the front hall; had a torrent of red wine pouring down the stairway. I made altars and sacrificed young maidens; the floor- boards were soaked with their blood. I held shriek- ing, howling orgies that filled my house with masses of I’ust-mad people writhing like worms. Everything \Wmg— living! ” He paused and caught his breath. , “Sometimes I felt sad and dismal,” he said. “I filled my house with ugly, sorrowful people, silent people. I walked among them patting the shoulder of a clay-dripping corpse, chatting idly with a ghoul. “You’re insane,” I muttered. It seemed to relax him. He closed his eyes and turned away. “Oh, God,” he said wearily, “why do people always say the things I expect? Why can’t they be a little original?” He turned at the sound of my standing. “Where do you think you’re going?” he asked. “I’m taking Mary away,” I said. 84 “Good,” he said. I stared at him. I couldn’t believe it. “Is that all she means to you?” I asked. “Make up your mind,” he said. I backed toward the door. “Everything you’ve told me is a lie,” I said. “There aren’t any people. You imagined it all. There isn’t anything but the ugliness you’ve brought into my sister’s life.” I jumped back. He whirled and before I could get out he had rushed over to me and grabbed my wrists in a steel grip. He dragged me back to the couch and pushed me down on it. “She’s five foot seven,” he hissed. “Her hair is thick and golden. Her eyes are green jewels. They sparkle in the firelight. Her skin is white and clear.” A feeling of revulsion crawled over me. “She is wearing a blue dress,” he said. “It has jewels on the right shoulder.” I tried to get up. He shoved me back and, reaching out one arm, grabbed me by the hair. “She’s holding a book,” he snarled. “What was the name of the book you gave your mother? On her birthday long ago? ” I gaped at him. His fingers wrenched hair off my scalp. White pain flared. “What’s the name?” he demanded. “Green Roses, ” I said. He let go of me and I slumped on the couch. “That’s the book,” he said, “that Alice will be holding when she comes in this room.” He faced the door. “Alice,” he said. “Come upstairs, Alice. One step at a time. Now open the kitchen door. That’s fine. Don’t trip. That’s it. Walk across the floor. Never mind the lights. Push open the swinging door in the dining room.” I caught my breath. I heard a woman’s heels clicking on the dining room floor. I pushed up and scuffed backwards into the shadows. I bumped into a chair and stood there. The heels came closer. “Come right in here, Alice,” Richard said. “Closer and closer and—” The door flew open and the shadow of a woman streamed across the floor. She came in, exactly as Richard had described her. Holding a book in her right hand. She put it on the table behind the couch and walked up to him. She slid her red-nailed hands over his shoulders and kissed him. “I’ve missed you,” she said in a lazy, sensuous voice. • “What have you been doing?” he asked. She ran a finger slowly across his cheek, an amused laugh bubbling in her throat. “But you already know, darling,” she said. He clutched her shoulders. A look of rage crossed his face. Then he pulled her against him and kissed her violently. I gaped at them like a spying boy. Their lips parted, and one of her hands slid like a serpent into his hair. Richard looked over her shoulder at me, a smile on the corners of his mouth. “My dear,” he said, “I’d like you to meet David.” “Why, of course,” she said, without turning, as though she already knew I was there. “That’s him cowering in shadows,” Richard said. She turned and looked at me. “Do come out of the shadows, David,” she said. She reached over the couch and put on the lamp. I flinched and pushed back against the chair. “Frightened?” Alice said. “Bashful,” Richard said. I tried to speak. The words caught in my throat. “Did you say something?” Alice asked. ' “Monster!” I whispefed. A look of mild surprise crossed her face. “Why, David,” she said. She turned to Richard and held out her arms to the side as though offering herself for inspection. “Am I a monster, darling?” she asked. Richard laughed and pulled her against him. He kissed her neck. “My beautiful gold-haired monster,” he said. She left his embrace and came to me. I cringed back. She reached out one hand, and I felt the warm palm on my cheek. I shivered. She leaned toward me. I could smell her per- fume. I made a sound of fright. Her warm breath touch me, and I drew back with a shudder. “No,” I said. Richard laughed. “That’s a new one. The first rebuff of your career.” Alice shrugged and walked away from me. “I must say he’s not the friendliest person I’ve met.” She gloated at Richard. “Like the Duke, for instance.” His smile disappeared. “Don’t talk ab*out him,” he said. “But darling,” she said mockingly, “you created him. How can you hate your own creation?” He grabbed one of her wrists and squeezed it until the color drained from her face. She made no outcry. tl 85 M now rm waiting “Don’t ever try to fool me,” he gasped. “We’ll see,” she said. Then her face relaxed. She looked over her shoulder. “Oh, David,” she said, “I brought you a book.” I stumbled to the table, felt their eyes on me. I reached out and picked up the book. Green Roses. My fingers went dead. The book slipped from them and thudded on the rug. It opened with a flut- ter, and I saw the title page. I knew the words by heart, for I had written them. To Mommy on her birthday. Love, David. “True,” I muttered. “Of course,” I heard him say. / kept backing up until I felt a chair against my legs. I sank down and stared dumbly at them, watched him caress her. The room seemed to whirl about me. “This is worth the hotirs of waiting,” he was saying.' “It makes the torture seem like a just penance.” “Torture?” she said in an amused tone. He dug his fingers into the tresses of her hair. He drew her close, their lips almost touching. “You don’t know how much of me went into your creation,” he said. “You’re not just another woman to me. You’re more than anyone in the world. Because you’re a part of me.” I couldn’t bear to listen any longer. I pushed up and stumbled for the door. “Where are you going?” he asked. “To get my sister,” I said. “No,” he said. I turned around. “But you said—” “I’ve changed my mind,” he told me. “Where is she?” Alice asked. He glanced at her. “Why do you want to know?” “I want to go and talk to her.” “No,” he said. “You can’t.” He was looking at me and didn’t notice the look of hate that flickered over her face. “Sit down,” he told, me. “No.” “Sit down,” he repeated, “or I’ll destroy your sister.” I stared at him. Then, without a word, I went back to the chair. “I want to see her,” Alice said. He grasped her arm. “I said no,” he said. “You do what I tell you.” “Always?” she asked. “Or your life is ended!” he cried. He released her. “Now you must go,” he said. “You’ll kiss me once and go back to your secret place. Until I want 86 you again.” An emotionless smile raised her red lips. Then she leaned forward and kissed him. “Goodbye,” she said. He pulled her close and looked into her eyes. “Remember,” he said. “As I say.” “Goodbye.” She moved away from him and I heard the door closed behind her. The sound of her heels faded. Richard turned back to the fireplace. He stayed that way. Slowly a hope that I could escape grew in me. I started to take off my shoes. If I could only get to the door without him seeing me ... I stood. My eyes never left him. His body seemed to waver in the firelight. I stepped slowly across the rug. One foot after another. My hand was on the doorknob. “A ten-foot cobra is climbing up my bedroom door,” Richard said. “It is going to kill my wife.” I stared at him. He hadn’t even turned around. I ran to him and clutched his arm. “Richard!” Suddenly, from upstairs, a scream pierced the air. Richard’s head jerked around. A look of horror filled his face. “No,” he said. He tore from my hold and rushed to the door. He flung it open and ran across the hall. I heard him cry out: “It is gone! It has disappeared!” I ran after him up the stairs. / found him kneeling over her. It was Alice— dead. Her cheeks were puffed, her eyes wide and staring. Under her right eye were two red punctures. Richard was looking at her in disbelief. He reached down and touched her face with trembling fingers, felt for her heartbeat. I looked at Alice’s feet. She had taken off her shoes so Richard would not hear her on the stairs. He picked her up, his face a blank. He started down the stairs and took her into the study. I turned quickly. Mary was standing in the bedroom doorway, looking down at the study. I grabbed her hand. “We’ve got to go!” I said. She didn’t speak as I half dragged her down the long stairway and out the front door. I put her in my car. “Drive to the highway and wait for me.” “But-” “Don’t argue,’’ I said. She stared at me for a moment. Then she turned and drove down the path. I watched the car roll onto the road. I turned and ran back into the house. I found him kneeling beside the couch on which he had placed Alice’s body. He was holding her hand and stroking it. All the arrogance was gone. He looked as though he thought she was going to wake up in a moment. I went over to him and put my hand on his shoulder. His head snapped back and he looked up at me. “You’ve got to get rid of her,” I said. “The house is burning,” he said. The suddenness made me jump backwards. The walls had burst into flame. The drapes began to curl, the room abruptly thick with smoke. “Richard!” I cried. “Stop it!” He didn’t answer. He only stared at Alice’s puffed, white face and stroked her hand. , I knew it was hopeless. I rushed for the door. Just before I reached it, a sheet of flame blocked the I whirled and looked at him. He didn’t want me to leave. I coughed as the choking fumes entered my throat. Turning, I ran for the window. Flames covered it. I jerked a small table from the floor and hurled it at the window. It splintered through. I dived for the opening. “No!” I heard him yell. It made me jolt to a halt. “You can’t go!” he cried. His words broke off into a peal of laughter. “You can’t stop me! ” I cried. He didn’t say anything, just smiled and sank across her body. Suddenly I knew why I couldn’t go. Because I’m one of his characters, too. And now I’m waiting. fS Answers to the Heroes and Heavies Quiz Revisited l-Z. Russell lost her head temporarily over charming psychopath Montgomery in the original Night Must Fall (1937). 2-JJ. Glamorous Gloria (“I never drink . . . wine”) thought Otto a man she could get her teeth into in Dracula’s Daughter (1936). 3-C. Balsam’s private eye career was cut short by Perkins’s immortal Norman Bates in Psycho (1960). 4-HH. Long before he became the Fern- wood Flasher, Kilian (and fellow miniaturized humans) battled Dekker’s florid Doctor Cyclops (1940). 5-B. Ham- mer’s nod to feminism presented Bates and Beswick as Doctor Jekyll and Sister Hyde (1972). 6-A. Stalwart Joel as the prey triumphed over decadent (and far more inter- esting) Banks as the hunter in The Most Dangerous Game (1932). 7-AA. If ever a woman had grounds for divorce, Gloria did with Tom in / Married a Monster from Outer Space (1958). 8-D. New Englander March was bedeviled by father-in-law Kellaway, a mischievous warlock, in the delightful I Married a Witch (1942). 9-CC. Rain provided the fruity voice of HAL as the computer battled astronaut Uullea in 2001: A Spare Odyssey (1968). 10-11. DeSouza and his bride were menaced by epicene vampire Willman in Kiss of Evil (1963). 11-U. In Night Creatures, based on the Doctor Syn legend, Cushing was the pirate turned vicar and Allen his naval officer adversary (1962). 12-L. Furry- footed Howard was stalked by investigator Ellison in The Undying Monster (1942). 13-J. After a savage fight, heroine Weaver was the victor over robotic doctor Holm in Alien. (1979). 14-1. Sutherland was one of the individual- ist holdouts and Nimoy, round-eared but no less wooden, his adversary in the second go-round for Invasion of the Body Snatchers (1978). 15-G. Karloff, as revived mummy Im-ho-tep, sought to bring the joys of eternal life to Johann (but was thwarted by perennial busybody Edward Van Sloan) in The Mummy (1932). 16-EE. Sexy Nita fell afoul of Barrymore’s eye-rolling Mr. Hyde in the silent Doctor Jekyll and Mr. Hyde (1920). 17-T. Massey, as one of the heroic “airmen,” saw the downfall of Richardson’s savage Rudolph in Things to Come (1936). 18-E. Lugosi’s Count was undone by Van Sloan's Doctor Van Helsing in Drcunda (1931). 19-S. The good doctor was back (Dracula, 1979), this time portrayed by Olivier using his ghastly Mit- tel European accent, to put an end to the evil designs of Langella’s romantic Count. 20-DD. Atwill was loose in the lab again, but foiled by reporter Farrell, in Mystery of the Wax Museum (1933). 21-FF. Rains’s murderous Jasper did away with nephew Montgomery (or did he?) in The Mystery of Edwin Drood (1935f 22-F. Soul tried to warn his hometown about the evil lurking beneath Mason’s dap- per exterior in ’Salem’s Lot (1979). 23-N. Veidt was the evil Jaffar and Justin the handsome hero in the marvelous The Thief of Bagdad (1940). 24-K. Victorian shrink Porter met his doom at the hands of analysand Rees, you-know- whose daughter, in Hands of the Ripper (1971). 25-P. Magee, in an uncharacteristic role, was the police- man who unmasked Stanley in Seance on a Wet Afternoon. (1964). 26- V. Scotland Yard inspector Keen had an idea (correct, as it turned out) that crime writer Gough was providing his own material in Horrors of the Black Museum (1969). 27- Y. Woodward (also luckless in Breaker Morant) came to investigate a mystery on Lee's island and, much to his sorrow, solved it in The Wicker Man (1973). 28-W*. Wordsworth became the eponymous villain after a rocket flight and Donlevy was the redoubtable Professor Quatermass in The Creeping Unknown (1956). 29- H. That man was back again; this time Kinski was the Count and Ganz his adversary in Nosferatu (1979). 30- 0. In her film debut, Lansbury was the innocent victim of Hatfield’s deceptively angelic Dorian in The Picture of Dorian Gray (1945). 31-GG. Peck discovered that son Stephens was hardly a chip off the old block in The Omen (1976). 32-R. Lorre, as the demented Doctor Gogol, made pianist Clive’s life miserable in Mad. Love (1935). 33-Q. Years before the Pink Panther, actor Edwards tan- gled with vengeful spirit Middleton in The Strangler of the Swamp (1945). 34-M. Young Landon was hunted by pol- iceman Williams in I Was a Teeoiage Werenvolf (1957). 35-BB. In Time Bandits (1981), Warner's Evil lost his ages-old struggle against the Supreme Being, in this case a dapper Richardson. ' ?1 r * " A WorlcJ of His Own by Richard Matheson THE ORIGINAL TELEVISION SCRIPT FIRST AIRED ON CBS-TV JULY I 1960 CAST Gregory West Keenan Wynn Victoria West Phyllis Kirk Mary Mary LaRoche FADE ON: 1. EXT. SKY NIGHT Shot of the sky . . . the various nebulae and planet bodies stand out In sharp, sparkling relief. As the CAMERA begins a SLOW PAN across the Heavens — NARRATOR’S VOICE There is a fifth dimension beyond that which is known to man. It is a dimension as vast as space, and as timeless as infinity. It is the middle ground between light and shadow — between science and superstition. And it lies between the pit of man’s fears and the summit of his knowledge. This IS the dimension of imagination. It is an area which we call The Twilight Zone. The CAMERA HAS BEGUN TO PAN DOWN until it passes the horizon and is flush on the OPENING SHOT. 2. EXT. GREGORY WEST’S HOUSE FULL SHOT DAY STOCK The house is big; expensive looking. It is a cold October afternoon. NARRATOR’S VOICE The home of Mr. Gregory West, one of America’s most noted playwrights. CAMERA MOVES IN toward the house. LAP DISSOLVE TO: 3. INT. GREGORY WEST’S OFFICE FULL SHOT DAY A richly appointed room with built-in bookshelves, a desk with a tape recorder on it and L E P L A Y i — 1 bulky, comfortable-looking furniture. CAMERA DRAWS BACK toward the offscreen fireplace. The CRACKLING of a fire and the SOUNDS of a drink being prepared can be heard offscreen. NARRATOR’S VOICE The office of Mr. Gregory West. Now, APPEARING IN SCENE is GREGORY WEST slouched on a leather sofa and looking into the fire with a most contented smile. CAMERA . HOLDS. West is In his early forties, a man of moderate height and a deal less than moderate good looks. He has on a well-worn smoking jacket. NARRATOR’S VOICE Mr. Gregory West. Shy. Quiet. And, at the moment, very happy. Offscreen, the SOUND of the drink being prepared ceases. FOOTSTEPS sound, approaching the sofa. Greg turns with a smile as MARY ENTERS SCENE, bringing his drink. She is in her middle | thirties, brown-haired, slender; | quite as physically ordinary as - Greg. She wears a black dress j with a single strand of pearls s at her throat. ) NARRATOR’S VOICE Mary. Warm. Affectionate. Mary hands Greg the glass, pursing her Ups as if kissing him. She sits beside him, slides her arms around his lean body and, burrows her face into his neck. She sighs happily as Greg puts his arm around her and kisses her hair. CAMERA PANS TOWARD the window. NARRATOR’S VOICE And the final ingredient - Suddenly, we see VICTORIA WEST standing outside the window, looking in. She is tall 88 and regally beautiful; also, at this moment, she Is smiling [ venomously at the culprits. ^ NARRATOR’S VOICE — Mrs. Gregory West. Abruptly, Victoria turns from the window and disappears. CAMERA PANS BACK to Greg and Mary on the sofa. He kisses her hair again. She ' takes hold of his free hand, which Is draped over her shoulder and kisses It tenderly. Offscreen, out In the hall, the sound of the front door SHUTTING is heard, and the CLICK of rapidly approaching high-heeled shoes begins. Greg jerks his gaze In that direction, a look of startled apprehension on his face. He stiffens as the doorknob Is turned. VICTORIA’S VOICE (restrained) Gregory! Both Gregory and Mary sit bolt upright in alarm. He drops his glass. VICTORIA’S VOICE (the spider and the fly) I’m home, darling. Greg jumps to his feet. Mary grabs his sleeve. MARY (softly; urgently) Greg, not again. GREG (whispering) I have to, Mary! VICTORIA’S VOICE Are you working, dear? Greg tries to take Mary’s arm off his sleeve. MARY (pleading) No, Greg. GREG What else can I do? VICTORIA’S VOICE Am I interrupting you? Greg grits his teeth. MARY (gently) Are you so sure? GREG What else can I do? MARY (smiles sadly) All right, dear. She lets go of his sleeve and he rushes 'for the desk In the b.g. Mary looks Into the fire pensively. VICTORIA’S VOICE May I come In, darling? 4. INT. HALL Victoria taps on the door again, patient, sure of herself. VICTORIA I’ll only be a moment. I just want to — (teeth clenched) — kiss you. She raises her hand to knock on the door again when it Is unlocked. 5. INT. OFFICE Greg opens the door, an Inquisitive smile on his lips. He too, suddenly, is sure of himself. GREG Well . . . you’re home a little earlier than I — He breaks off as Victoria strides past him regally, fully expecting to confront Mary. Abruptly, she stops, her expression blanking out. She stares at — 5A. THE FIREPLACE AREA There Is no Mary In sight. 5B. -VICTORIA turning her head quickly toward — 5C. THE DESK AREA No Mary. 5D. -VICTORIA Gaping at — 5E. FULL SHOT THE OFFICE Not a sign of Mary. 5F. GREG AND -VICTORIA Greg’s smile and demeanor are a little overdone; as 'if he is compensating for the Inner guilt he suffers. GREG What Is it, dear? Victoria’s anger, formerly so regally contained, begins to show through In her now blazing eyes. She blinks in confusion. GREG (even margarine wouldn’t melt in his mouth) Is something wrong? Victoria Durns to look at him, puzzled. DISSOLVE TO: BILLBOARD FIRST COMMERCIAL FADE IN: 6. INT. OFFICE GREG AND -VICTORIA DAY Victoria Is trying a window. GREG (with an easy smile) How come you’re home so early, dear? Didn’t you like the movie? VICTORIA (moving off; expressionless) Not too much. Suddenly, I Just decided to come home. Greg watches as Victoria, trying hard to look composed, walks around the office, glancing behind drapes, chairs, under the desk, etc. (Conversation continues as she moves around) 89 GREG ! (covering his surprise) | Oh. Really. j (swallows) ■ I That’s too bad. i listening Intently for a hollow sound. GREG What are you doing? VICTORIA (distractedly) Yes, Isn’t It? She stops, looks over at him. VICTORIA (trying to sound blase) Just — checking the wall. GREG Oh. VICTORIA (pointedly) i Been -busy? I GREG (maintaining the fixed smile) Oh . . . T got a little bit done. ; VICTORIA Did you? (beat) ■ I see you broke a glass. ! She moves off again, searching; yet pretending not to search. GREG Looking for something, dear? i VICTORIA Greg watches her for a moment, then, repressing a slight smile, he moves toward his desk. Keeping an eye on his wall-checking spouse, he covers up his tape recorder. He picks up a pair of scissors which have been thrown onto the desk and starts to ease out the top drawer. Victoria turns I suddenly. i VICTORIA I (very sharply) ! What Is that? The scissors clatter on the desk as Greg drops' them. GREG Just — my scissors. (smiling Idly) No, no. Just — seeing If your room needs to be — (glancing at him meaningfully) — cleaned . ! GREG , (smiling back) I don’t think so. Turning away from him with a grunt, she starts along the wall, rapping on It with the knuckles of her left hand, Victoria comes over and picks up the scissors. She examines them, then looks up, hard put to conceal her suspicion. She puts the scissors down and manages a smile. VICTORIA (sly) Do you have a secret door In here, darling? GREG A secret door? VICTORIA Yes. GREG Why on earth would I have a secret door In here? VICTORIA (closing In) Yes. Why on earth? GREG Are you all right? Victoria? VICTORIA Well, I don’t know. GREG How’s that, dear? VICTORIA I think I may be suffering from hallucinations. GREG (understanding and smiling) Oh? VICTORIA Yes. Just a few moments ago I was standing outside that window there — GREG (his smile congealing) You were. VICTORIA Yes . And what do you think I saw? That Is — what do you think I thought I saw? GREG (weakening) I couldn’t guess. VICTORIA I thought I saw a woman In your arms. GREG (trying to sound amused) Did you? His laugh rings false. Victoria’s laugh Is assured. VICTORIA Wasn’t that ridiculous? | GREG (smile frozen) Wasn’t It? VICTORIA • (beat; moving in for the kill) Aren’t you curious about what she looked like? GREG (falling fast) Well, I — VICTORIA (cutting In) She had brown hair. She was wearing a black dress with a single strand of ! pearls, i (the clincher) ! She handed you a drink . ■ GREG (practically caught) Well . Such detail. Isn’t that remarkable? He has kept leaning back from her as she has kept leaning forward. Now he has to keep from falling over, slipping on . the word "remarkable.” I VICTORIA i (smiling Icily) I Yes, Isn’t it. Ridiculous, I really. I should know better. : I should realize that a man of your taste would have ■ nothing to do with such a — (viciously) drab, ugly little creature. ' GREG (defensively; thoughtlessly) She’s not ! VICTORIA : (exploding with brutal triumph) : -Ah-^! Gregory freezes; caught . VICTORIA (building again) Didn’t expect me home so soon, did you? Thought I’d be gone all afternoon. Greg shakes his head, mouth yawning, making a faint ineffectual sound of protest. VICTORIA I’ve had my eye on you for some time now. You thought you’d fooled me, didn’t you? Thought I never suspected the real reason you keep sending me off on one pretext then another, (contemptuously) Have to be alone to work. Of course ; the famous playwright. (beat; exploding again) Famous philanderer ! Greg backs up. GREG Vlc- torla . VICTORIA All right, where Is she? GREG (extending his right hand) Dear ? VICTORIA (pushing away his hand) Don’t touch nie. VICTORIA (sourly) What about ft? GREG You recall the character of Philip Walnwright? 'He was the first character that I was ever — realfy successful with. He-=- VICTORIA (Interrupting) What’s her name? GREG What? t VICTORIA Her name . GREG Mary. But — GREG Please try to understand. VICTORIA Oh, I understand, all right. GREG But you don’t. There’s no other woman in my — (recoiling from her glare) I mean . . . how can I explain it to you? VICTORIA Yes, how ? (pause) Well; I’m waiting. Greg gestures fumbllngly. He turns and walks a few paces, then turns back again. GREG You recall my play, “The Fury of Night”? (beat; weakly) Dear? VICTORIA (cutting In; icily) Mary. How common. GREG Victoria, don’t. I’m trying to explain. (beat) You know I’ve spoken many times of how — fictional characters seem to come to life — such vivid life that they begin to determine their own actions. The writer may have some — particular move planned for them but they won’t do It . They’ve become so strong that they begin to take over ; the story! VICTORIA I hardly see what — GREG Rear with me, Victoria. ' - 'i 91 ■ long. . GREG But I’m explaining it! The eharacjter of Philip , Wainwright was the first one of my play characters ever to behave like thlS: No matter what I tried to make him do, 'he balked, flatly refused! He would not accept my decisions. He was real, 'alive, with a will of his own. You understand. VICTORIA Only that you’re trying to change the subject. GREG But I’m not! This is the subject. Philip Wainwright was alive . So much so that, one night, while I was working — right In this office — (pointing) he came walking in through that door . Victoria stares at him coldly. She starts to say something harsh, but he speaks first. GREG Victoria, believe me. He did — he walked right in and — took a chair. A real , flesh-and-blood man , (weakly) I had created him. Victoria looks at him a moment longer, then picks up the telephone receiver. VICTORIA (dialing) I think psychiatry is next on the agenda. Greg comes over and depresses the cradle arm, continuing desperately. GREG I’m telling you the truth, Victoria! Characters from my plays began to come to life! I saw them,- talked with them, shook their ■ hands! VICTORIA (scornfully) And made love to them? GREG Yes! I mean no! She slams down the receiver on his fingers. He cries out, then catches at her arm as she turns to leave. GREG You know how I work — how I dictate m'y dialogue and stage instructions into this tape recorder. (holding on to her doggedly) I can describe any character at all into it and . . . and ... by now, if I do it well enough completely enough, the character will come to life — real life . Victoria! They don’t even have to be characters in my play's anymore! They can be any kind of character I want! VICTORIA You should be put away. GREG Listen to me! You told me that you saw Mary in here, didn’t you? VICTORIA (grimly) I saw her, GREG Then how did she leave? You know she didn’t use the window — and you know, very well, there’s no secret door in here. (beat) I’ll tell you how she left; because I want you to understand. He points at the scissors. GREG With my scissors there I cut away the portion of . recording tape on which I had described her. I threw the tape into the fire — and she was gone. Poof — urn-created. He runs toward the fireplace. 7. CLOSE SHOT GREG He bends over and peers into the fire. Victoria goes for the door. GREG There are still a few pieces of the tape left. (turning) If you’ll come over here, you can — He breaks off, seeing what she is doing. Rushing over to the door, he blocks her path. VICTORIA Get out of my way . GREG Where are you going? VICTORIA I’m going to have you committed. (as he holds her back) , Let go of me! : GREG j You’ve got to believe me, I Victoria. I — She starts struggling with him and, "seeing that he cannot convince her, he lunges to the door, locks It quickly and takes out the key.' He drops it Into the pocket of his smoking jacket. VICTORIA What do you think you’re doing? GREG (melodramatically) Trying to save our marriage. VICTORIA Don’t waste .your time . But he has, already, hurried past her, heading for the desk. 8. ANOTHER ANGLE Greg in foreground at the desk. Feverishly, he attaches the cut end of the tajDe to the empty spool. GREG I I could describe a cat or a 1 dog or any kind of i character wanted, but I presume you’d rather see Mary. Besides, I’ve created her so often that she’s more available. VICTORIA .(starting for him) I’ll ^ she is. Give me that key! He starts the recorder and picks up the microphone, begins to speak into it. Igreg I (quickly) I Her name Is Mary. She’s thirty -six. Five-foot-three ; inches tall. Sllmly built. Brown hair. Light complexion. •Victoria extends her hand, palm up, fully expecting him jto give her the key. GREG On the surface, a plain, quite ordinary female — yet with that quality of Inner loveliness which gives a woman real beauty. Victoria, seeing that he is not going to give her the key, lunges at him and reaches for his pocket. He continues talking Into the microphone as they stagger around, grappling for possession of the key. GREG (breathlessly) A tender, gentle woman! An understanding woman! She wears a simple black dress, a single strand of pearls at her throat! Very little makeup. Her hair arranged simply! Victoria has the key now. She starts for the door. GREG She’s coming up the front walk now! She’s crossing the porch! 9. LONG SHOT Greg in the b.g. In f.g., Victoria unlocks the door. GREG She’s opening the front door! Victoria has the door half open as she freezes. Out in the hall, the front door OPENS. GREG Closing It. ■ ■ ' The o.s. door SHUTS and Victoria’s breath cuts off. Greg slumps wearily. GREG Walking across the hall. Victoria stiffens as a woman’s heels begin to CLICK across the hall floor, approaching the office. She draws back uneasily, staring at 10. THE OPEN DOORWAY The CLICK of the approaching heels getg louder, louder. 11. VICTORIA Watching apprehensively. The FOOTSTEPS get very loud, then, abruptly, stop. Victoria gasps squeaklngly. 12. MARY Standing In the doorway, smiling pleasantly. MARY Good afternoon, Mrs. West. FADE END* ACT ONE FADE IN: 13. INT. OFFICE DAY Victoria stands frozen, staring at Mary. Greg looks at his wife tensely. GREG Well? Victoria throws him a nervous glance, then. Immediately, looks back at Mary again. Mary looks at Greg. MARY (distressed) 93 Why do you bring me here now? GREG - Because — (pause; swallows) Come In, Mary. » She closes the door and takes a few steps into the room, stopping as Victoria shrinks from her. ■ MARY There’s nothing to be afraid of, Mrs. West. GREG Well , Victoria? Do you believe me now? Victoria tries to look at him and, at the same time, keep an eye on Mary. VICTORIA (grimly) This Is some kind of plot. You let her out of here through a secret door. Then you tell me some — fool story about characters coming to life. You lock the door and pretend to make her come to Life and^ — and she comes in through the front door and tries to make me think she’s — (pointing at Greg) You’re trying to drive me insane! You want to have me committed! GREG (flabbergasted) I only .did It because you said you were going to have me committed! VICTORIA You want to get rid of me; have all our property to yourself. So you can share it with this — this — GREG (pained) I only wanted to show you! MARY Is that why you brought me? Just to show her? GREG Mary, try to understand. Victoria’s my wife . ! VICTORIA I Not any more! Not after this — diabolic conspiracy! GREG Oh ... come on, Victoria. Can’t I do anything right? MARY You haven’t answered me, Greg. Greg looks at her, then bauk at his wife. GREG Victoria, do you, honestly, believe that I’d — He stops as Victoria moves for the door, circuiting Mary by a wide margin. With a groan, Greg moves to intercept her. GREG Here we go again. 14. ANOTHER ANGLE He reaches the' door first, relocks it, and drops the. key Into the pocket of his smoking jacket. VICTORIA Let me out of here. (as he tries to take her hand, she recoils) Monster! GREG Oh! Irritated, he starts for the desk. VICTORIA What are you going to do? I’ll scream, Gregory. I’ll scream. GREG (dismally) What for? MARY (following Greg) Greg, why do you do this to me? GREG I’m sorry, Mary; but what else could I do? Unhappily, he picks up the scissors and cuts the recording tape, then starts to pull free the tape on the recorded spool. MARY (aghast) Again? (beat) I just got here, Greg. GREG What else can I do? MARY That’s all you ever say. She turns from' film and walks toward the v/indow. 15. LONG SHOT Victoria watcihlng as Mary stops in f.g. and looks out through the window. Victoria looks toward Greg. 16. ANOTHER ANGLE Featuring Greg. Several yards of tape are coiled on top of the recorder nov/. He cuts off the end; then, putting down the scissors, picks up the clump of tape with both hands .and starts toward the fireplace. 94 GREG ([muttering glumly) Wouldn’t believe me. Oh, no. Had to make me prove It. Make me force poor Mary to — (exhales heavily) Oh, Victoria; sometimes I wonder. 17. LONG SHOT Mary in the f.g., looking out the window. In the b.g. Greg reaches the fireplace. Victoria watches, standing motionless. MARY (defeatedly) Don’t bring me back again, Greg. GREG (looking at her) Mary .... MARY Just .... don’t. I can’t bear it any longer. 18. ANOTHER ANGLE Victoria In f.g. Greg turns to the fireplace. He looks into the flames gloomily. GREG (giving .up) Oh .... He throws the tape into the jflre. 19. INSERT FIRE As the tape lands; catches fire. 20. LONG SHOT Mary In f.g. Greg turns to her. GREG Mary, I’m sorry . . . but she my wife. Mary says nothing but her trembling lips press together and tears glisten in her eyes., 21. INSERT FIRE The tape burns brightly. 22. VICTORIA Watching Mary. Suddenly, her lower jaw drops and she makes the squeaking gasp again, louder this time. 23. THE WINDOW VICTORIA’S P.O.V. Mary Is no longer there. 24. MED. SHOT GREG AND VICTORIA Greg looks Into the fire with brooding eyes. Victoria gapes toward the window. VICTORIA Where is she? GREG (tlredly) I’ve told you, Victoria. VICTORIA (hoarsely) Where is she? With a somber grunt, Greg turns from the fireplace and goes over to hls wife. GREG Don’t you believe me yet , Victoria? VICTORIA Where did she go ? GREG (grumpily) I told you. I un- created her. Victoria whines and looks appalled. Sighing, Greg puts hls arms around her and presses his cheek to hers. 25. TIGHT TWO SHOT GREG (somberly) It’s all right, dear. It won’t happen anymore. I promise you. I’ll never do it again. She looks at' him fearfully. Then her eyes glance downward and, as he continues, she reaches slowly for his jacket pocket. GREG I never would have done it In the first place If I hadn’t been so lonely. It’s just that — you’re so perfect, Victoria. So impeccable, so — flawless. You make me feel Inferior. t 26. INSERT VICTORIA'S HAND Reaching Into the pocket of Greg’s smoking jacket. GREG VOICE That’s why I created Mary. I didn’t do it to Insult you. I just wanted a little company, that’s all. 27. BACK TO SCENE GREG Soiheone I could talk to. Someone I could feel comfortable with. Not like a — worm. (draws back) You understand. Don’t you? She only stares at him. With a sign, he turns for the desk. Immediately, Victoria starts backing for the door. 28. ANOTHER ANGLE Greg comes into f.g. and starts repairing the tape. In the b.g., Victoria backs slowly toward the.jdoor. 95 GREG We’ll work it out, Victoria. Somehow, we’ll — work it -out. I realize that I’m inadequate compared to you. It’s my fault. I should • have- — He looks up at the click of the door being unlocked. He feels suddenly into his pocket. VICTORIA Don’t try to stop me . ■GREG Where are you going? VICTORIA (coldly) To the nearest lawyer. I’m going to have you put away for the rest of your unnatural life — away from tape recorders! I’m going to live in this house alone — in peace — free of your diseased mind! GREG (resisting this) No, Victoria. VICTORIA Yes , Victoria! She turns and leaves, slamming the door behind her. 29. CLOSE SHOT GREG He strains forward as if to pursue her; then, restraining himself, quickly turns on the tape recorder and snatches up the microphone. GREG (ferociously into the microphone) A giant, red-eyed elephant is standing just inside my front door and he isn’t going to let her pass ! Out in the hall, an ELEPHANT CRY trumpets! 30. FRONT HALL Victoria is cringing before an elephant whose trunk is raised angrily. She screams. 31. LONG SHOT Greg in f.g. looking toward the hall door. Victoria SCREAMS again wildly o.s. and there are great CRASHING sounds as the elephant stamps across the hall floor. Suddenly, the door is flung open, Victoria rushes in, slams the door behind her and, falling back against It, points a trembling finger at Greg. VICTORIA (hysterical) Get that elephant out of my hall! GREG (tightly) Will you stay here? VICTORIA Yes! Quickly, Greg cuts off a small section of the tape and carries It toward the fireplace. 32. VICTORIA Pressing back against the door. Out In the hall, the ELEPHANT’S CRY trumpets again. The door starts to rattle. VICTORIA Hurry! The door Is pressing open. VICTORIA (shrilly) Gregory! 33. GREG Throwing the tape Into the fire. The sound of the elephant ceases almost Instantly. He looks toward 34. VICTORIA Leaning against the door weakly and panting. VICTORIA (huskily) You’re mad ! 35. TWO SHOT GREG You shouldn’t have said those things, Victoria. (beat) You’ll stay now? VICTORIA You think you’re going to keep me here? GREG (embarrassed) You don’t want me to do It again, do you? VICTORIA No! (regaining composure) I’ll stay for now, Gregory.- But — believe me — the first chance I get, I’ll have you put In a padded cell. Believe me, Gregory. GREG (sadly) I believe you. (sighs) Well ... I guess there’s no other way. He turns and walks to a picture on the wall. Pulling it aside, he reveals a safe. VICTORIA How long has that been there? 36. ANOTHER ANGLE Greg In close f.g., opening the safe. Victoria watches him. GREG (wearily) Only since you and I were — married. He opens the safe door and pulls out a bulky envelope. There are several other similar envelopes In the safe. 37. REVERSE SHOT Turning, Greg brings the envelope to her. VICTORIA (suspicious) - What Is It? He holds the envelope out to her and she takes it, looks at it. She frowns. 38. INSERT ENVELOPE Printed on. It, in large black letters. Is the name VICTORIA WEST. 39. BACK TO SCENE VICTORIA What’s this supposed to mean? Gravely, Greg takes the envelope from her, uncllps the flap and turns the envelope upside down. A flattened clump of recording tape drops onto the palm of his other hand. 40. INSERT TAPE ON HAND 41. BACK TO SCENE Victoria looks at the tape, then at Greg. He starts to put the tape back into the envelope. GREG (thinly) Shall I put It back in the safe, Victoria? Or shall I burn it? She says nothing, staring at him, her expression Inscrutable. He finishes putting the tape Into the envelope and clips down the flap; looks up at her. GREG Well? VICTORIA You’re trying to make me believe — GREG (pained) I’m^ telling you, Victoria. Look at yourself — regal, beautiful. You could have any man you wanted. Haven’t you ever wondered why you got stuck with me ? Didn’t I just tell you — you’re Impeccable, flawless. The sort of wife I — (beat; sadly) used to think I wanted more than anything else in the world. VICTORIA (struggling for sanity) This Is another trick. GREG (overlapping) Why do you suppose I was so upset when you came back before? No, not because of Mary, but because it was the first time you’d ever come back against my will. The first time — VICTORIA (Interrupting) Do you really think you’re GREG (pause; sadly) No. I guess not. You’re beyond that, aren’t you? I made you too strong. I forgot to give you human frailty. His shoulders slump defeatedly. GREG Well, I guess I deserve it. - It’s what I asked for. (looking at the envelope) I’ll put It away. I have no right to — He breaks off as Victoria grabs the envelope from his hand. VICTORIA (with contempt) You tedious little boor . Here’s what I think of your childish trick! As she speaks, she flings the envelope Into the fire. GREG (aghast) Victoria! He falls to his knees before the fire and tries to snatch the envelope from the flames. Falling, he glances up In panic. GREG You don’t know what you did! 42. ANOTHER ANGLE Featuring Victoria. Greg tries again to get the envelope out 97 of the flames but cannot. Suddenly, Victoria gets an odd expression on her face. VICTORIA I feel so strange. As if I were about to — (horrified) You don’t mean to tell me you were right ? On the word “right” she Is suddenly, and simply, not there . Greg lunges to his feet. GREG Victoria! Vic — 1 (he breaks off; shakes his head) I told her. I told her. Why wouldn’t she listen to me? He clucks in distress, then trudges over to the desk. 43. CLOSE SHOT GREG He repairs the loose tape ends and turns on the recorder, picks u-p the microphone. GREG Her name Is Victoria West. She — He stops and thinks It over. Then, with a grunt, he reverses the tape. GREG Leave well enough alone. He stops the tape and runs It forward again. In recording position. GREG (happily) Her name Is Mary. (beat; suddenly Inspired) Mrs. Mary West . (quickly) She’s thlrty-slx. Flve-foot- three Inches tall. Sllmly built. Brown hair. Light complexion. (more slowly and lovingly) On the surface, a plain, quite ordinary female — yet with that quality of Inner loveliness which gives a woman re&l beauty. A tender, gentle woman. An understanding woman. She is coming Into her husband’s study — Greg sets down the recording head and walks over to the fireplace to await Mary’s entrance. 45. AT DOOR Mary enters, radiant and smiling. She looks across the room at Greg, lovingly, then walks toward him. As she does so . . . CAMERA PANNING . . . CUT TO: 46. MEDIUM SHOT ROD SERLING At Greg’s desk. He Is holding up Greg’s recorder, looking at It amusedly. ROD (to audience) We hope you enjoyed tonight’s romantic story on “The Twilight Zone.” At the same time, we want you to realize that it was, of course, purely fictional. In real life, such ridiculous nonsense could never . . . GREG’S VOICE (interrupting) Rod! Rod looks off, startled. 47. AT FIREPLACE GREG AND MARY His arm is snugly and comfortably around her waist. He is looking off at Rod. You shouldn’t. He detaches himself from Mary and takes a few steps to i his wall safe. He pulls out an envelope. GREG You shouldn’t have said those things. Rod. Like nonsense. And ridiculous. 48. INSERT ENVELOPE in Greg’s hand. In large clear letters, the envelope is marked “ROD SERLING.” 49. GREG AT FIREPLACE He tosses envelope into fire. 50. INSERT ENVELOPE I with Rod’s name on it lands In fire. Flames begin to lick at it. 51. ROD AT DESK looking offscene unhappily. Now he turns to the audience. ROD Well, that’s the way It goes .... On the word “goes,” he goes . . . disappears. CAMERA PANS toward a window nearby . ROD’S VOICE ' ... leaving Mr. Gregory West ... still shy, quiet, very happy . . . and, apparently. In complete control of -the Twilight Zone. F’ADE OUT THE END *0 Serling photo courtesy Marc Scott Zicree. other photos courtesy the Serling Archives. Ithoco College School of Comrhunicotions S HOW-BY-SHOW GUIDE TV’s Twilight Zone Part Twenty-Three CONTINUING MARC SCOTT ZICREE'S SHOW-BY-SHOW GUIDE TO THE ENTIRE, TlV/t/GnTZO/VE TELEVISION SERIES, COMPLETE WITH ROD SERLING'S OPENING AND CLOSING NARRATIONS “You unlock this door with the key of imagination. Beyond it is another dimension— a dimension of sound, a dimension of sight, a dimension of mind. You’re moving into a land of both shadow and substance, of things and ideas. You’ve just crossed over into the Twilight Zone.” given the solution to this twofold mystery, but in a manner far beyond her present capacity to understand, a manner enigmatically bizarre in terms of time and space— which is to say, an answer from the Twilight Zone.” 141. SPUR OF THE MOMENT Written by Richard Matheson Producer: Bert Granet Director: Elliot Silverstein Dir. of Photography: Robert W. Pittack Music: composed by Rene Garriguenc; conducted by Lud Gluskin Cast Anne Henderson: Diana Hyland Robert Blake: Robert Hogan David Mitchell: Roger Davis Mr. Henderson: Philip Ober Mrs. Henderson: Marsha Hunt Reynolds: Jack Raine “This is the face of terror: Anrw Marie Henderson, eighteen years of age, her young existence suddenly marred by a savage and wholly unanticipated pursuit by a strange, nightmarish figure of a woman in black, who has appeared as if from nowhere and now at driving gallop chases the terrified girl across the countryside, as if she means to rids her doum and kill her— and then suxidenly and inexplicably stops, to watch in malignant silence as her prey takes flight. Miss Henderson has no idea whatever as to the motive for this pursuit; worse, not the vaguest notion regarding the identity of her pursuer. Soon enough, she will be After being chased by the black-clad figure on horseback, Anne rushes home to where her parents are waiting with her fiance Robert, a proper but dull young stockbroker. Suddenly, in bursts David, a romantic, headstrong young fellow once engaged to Anne, of whom Anne’s parents disapprove. He begs Anne to marry him, whom she loves, and not be forced by her father into a marriage with Robert. Anne’s father won’t hear of this; he forces David to leave at gunpoint. Twenty- five years pass. Anne is now a bitter alchoholic of forty-three; her drunken bum of a husband has gone through her family’s entire fortune. It is she who, dressed in black, chases her younger self, trying in vain to warn her not to marry the wrong man. But the wrong man was not Robert— it was David! age, her desolate existence once more afflicted by the hope of altering her past mistake— a hope which is, unfortunately, doomed to disappointment. For warnings from the future to the past must be taken in the past; today may change tomorrow, but once today is gone tomorroiv can only look back in sorrow that the warning was ignored. Said warning as of now stamped ‘not accepted’ and stored away in the dead file in the recording office of the Twilight Zone. ” “This is the face of terror: Anne Marie Mitchell, forty-three years of lOO I ; 142. AN OCCURRENCE AT OWL 1 CREEK BRIDGE i Written and Directed by Robert Enrico Based on the short story by Ambrose Bierce Producers: Marcel Ichac and Paul de Roubaix (Tvnlight Zone opening sequence produced by William Froug) Dir. of Photo^aphy: Jean Boffety Music: Henri Lanoe Cast Confederate Spy: Roger Jacquet ! With Anne Cornaly, Anker Larsen, Stephane Fey, Jean-Francois Zeller, Pierre Danny and Louis Adelin "Tonight a presentation so special and unique that, for the first time in the five years we’ve been presenting The Twilight Zone, we’re offering a film shot in France by others. Winner of the Cannes Film Festival of 1962, as well as other international awards, here is a haunting study of the incredible, from the past master of the incredible, Ambrose Bierce. Here is the French production of ‘An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge. ’ ’’ It is the American Civil War. Union soldiers stand on a railroad bridge. 143. QUEEN OF THE NILE Written by Jerry Sohl Plotted by Charles Beaumont and Jerry Sohl (show credited solely to Beaumont) Producer: William Froug Director: John Brahm . Dir. of Photography: Charles Wheeler Music: composed by Lucien Moraweck; conducted by Lud Gluskin Cast Jordan Herrick: Lee Philips Pamela Morris: Ann Blyth Viola Draper: Celia Lovsky Krueger: Frank Ferguson Mr. Jackson: James Tyler Maid: Ruth Phillips "Jordan, Herrick, syndicated columnist whose work appears in more than a hundred newspapers. By nature a cynic, a disbeliever, caught for the moment by a lovely vision. He knows 'the vision he’s seen is no dream; she is Pamela Morris, renowned movie star, whose name is a household word and whose face is known to millions. What Mr. Herrick preparing to execute a Confederate spy. They set a plank out from the bridge, stand the man upon it, make the noose tight around his neck. The plank is pulled out from under him, he falls through space— but miraculously, the rope breaks! Dodging bullets, the man swims for his life. Reaching the shore, he manages to evade the enemy troops. He has one goal in mind: to get home. Struggling over the terrain, he eventually reaches his plantation. His wife— beautifully dressed, every hair does not know is that he has also just looked into the face— of the Twilight Zone.” Arriving at her house to interview her, Herrick finds Morris as lovely and youthful-looking as when she starred in the 1940 film. Queen of the Nile. Upon leaving, he is confronted by seventy-year-old Viola Draper, a woman he takes for Morris’s mother but who tells him she is actually her daughter! Intrigued, he does some investigating and finds that Constance Taylor— a /emme fatale from the early years of the century who looked exactly as Morris does now— starred in a silent version of Queen of the Nile, then disappeared. Suspecting that, somehow, Morris and Taylor are the same woman, Herrick confronts Pamela. She drugs his coffee, then admits she really was a queen of the Nile— in ancient Egypt! Using a live scarab, she drains all of Herrick’s life force and transfers it to herself. Just then, the doorbell rings. A handsome young man enters— soon to be yet another in a long line of victims. in place, seemingly untouched by war— comes running toward him. But as her hands go round his neck, he seizes up. In an instant, he is back at Owl Creek Bridge, hanging by his neck— and very much dead. "An occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge— in two forms, as it was dreamed, and as it was lived and died. ThisHs the stuff of fantasy, the I thread of imagination ... the ingredients of the Twilight Zone. ” "Everybody knows Pamela Morris, I the beautiful and eternally young movie star. Or does she have another i name, even more famous, an j Egyptian name from centuries past? | It’s best not to be too curious, lest you wind up like Jordan Herrick, a pile of dust and old clothing, discarded in the endless eternity of ' the Twilight Zone. ”10 lOl In June’s T2 The Second Annual RtxJ SgiinK;> W^W Stephen King’s terrifying new noveiette, The Raft. Gut-clenching no-holds-barred horror from the author of Cujo and The Shining. A special triple-feature. Full-color previews of The Keep, Psycho ii, and Something Wicked This Way Comes— the first based on F. Paul Wilson’s current horror bestseller, the next a long-awaited sequel to the Hitchcock masterpiece, and the third an even longer-awaited adaptation of Ray Bradbury’s fantasy classic Exclusive photos of the Twilight Zone movie. Meet director George (The Road Warrior) Miller, leading man John (Garp) Lithgow, and a newcomer to the screen named Carol Serling. Plus another view of Miller by the Road Warrior himself, Mel Gibson. The controversial queen of gothic horror. \ TZ interviews V. C. Andrews, author of ' the bizarre bestsellers Flowers in the Attic and Petals on the Wind. Weird quintet. Five exceedingly strange new stories about invisibility, premature burial, and the monster under everybody’s bed. Plus a modern horror classic from darkest Britain! Confessions of a freelance fantasy writer. A survival guide to the perilous world of publishing. The fantasy five-foot bookshelf. TZ surveys the field, past and present, in a special three-way chart. Master of movie music. A new look at Bernard Herrmann, who wrote the scores for Psycho, Taxi Driver, and TV’s Twilight Zone. Unconventional opinions. Gahan Wilson on movies, Thomas Disch on books. Plus our most challenging quiz yet, from acrostic expert Peter Cannon. Don’t miss June’s Twilight Zone— two months of entertainment for just $2.50. Short Story Contest HONORABLE MENTION' "State of the Art" by Dan Barron, Los Angeles, CA "The Woman of His Dreams" by Paul Bass and Rick Weiss, Portland, OR "The Pocket" by Christopher Bettin, Glen Ellyn, IL "Record Time" by Michael Burke, Los Angeles, CA "The Relic" by Del Corrick, Moorhead, MN "Bittersweet" by Elizabeth Fern, Ellensburg, WA "And When Was That?" by Georgia Fries, Elyria, OH "Wings of Aether" by Lint Hatcher, Jeffersonville, GA "These Four Walls" by Mark Hilderbrand, St. Louis, MO "The Thief" by Sheena Ann Lawrence, Atlanta, GA I "Every Mother Is a Daughter" by Stacey Leigh, Saratoga, CA "Guardian" by Barbara Lowe, Northport, NY "Father-to-Son Talk" by Ken Murdok, Milwaukee, Wl "Beggars Would Ride" by Emily Newland, Ozark, AR / "Rosalee" by Mike Newland, Richardson, TX "Born Again" by Jesse Osburn, Tulsa, OK "Wolf Is Waiting" by Mark A. Parks, French Lick, IN "Guilt" by David Walter, Rochester, NY '(in alphabetical order by author) Attention, All Readers! * . _ j _ . 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